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Hurting,

Can you feel the pain, I feel tonight,
look me deep within the eyes,
can tell that I don't live my life, so,

Tired,

Of these games that we play,
you've thrown me into my grave,
it's like you never even cared at all,

there's scars all over my hands,
and burn holes from cigarrettes,
at least I'm numb, of regrets,

Take my life, but it's not my time no,
knife in the back, and a slit down my throat,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

Tried my best, I can't help your sickness,
lost in my head, will I overcome this,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

(My lyrics)

Into My Grave (feat. Skele)

Show some love to @diamoonofnhg and @prod_loopy !

[Chorus] RAVEN XO:
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends
Sick of my car
Before it all ends [x2]

YVNG AX$TN (@yungaxstn):
I'm sick of it all, let's try again
I'll be the first to try again
Hate me or not, we're more than friends
I'm sick of it all let's try again and I'll be the one to hold your hand 'Cause I want you until the end
I'll be the one to hold your hand
'Cause I want you 'til the end

[Chorus]

lil skele (@lilskeleskrrt):
Sick of my friends they don't give a fuck
I've been messed up say I'll never be enough
It's hard enough I've been living off prescriptions
I don't have time for people who won't even listen
So fuck you I'm gonna make it on my own now
I just make a couple racks and sent it to my bank account
Sick of all this, I just wanna pretend
Tell myself that I'm happy before it all ends

[Chorus]

Jaded ft. yung axstn & skele (prod. Loopy! & Diamoon)

you're getting colder w/ lil skele (prod. heartscars & too late)

prod wastedyouth

lyrics:

i got a show
got some doobies
she pull up cuz she a groupie
i been faded
watch me do me
i been trippin on the goomies

fuck with me but u a goofy
yeah im medicated cuz im moody
i been fuckin with this new me
so why u actin like u knew me

rollin dope in the moonlight
yeah im comin up
wanna do it right
got a green laser when i set sights
never switch up cuz we air tight

and im in the mountains without u
baby i dont wanna doubt u
imma hit u back
ill be out soon
yeah im makin pacts on the bloodmoon

keep me sane
she keep me sane and im in love with that
she be goin round my brain and i just want her bad
she my main im out this way and i be smokin pack
im in love with that
im in love with that

shes comin over and i feel like i dont know me
yeah i dont know me
i been so lonely
getting high and im fallin so slowly
i need u to hold me
i been so lonely

show u everything i mean
ill show u what i mean
baby if u stay with me
u got me bagging please
i been smokin with my team
ill make u be my queen
now that we're both 17
its harder than it seems

rollin dope in the moonlight
yeah im comin up
wanna do it right
got a green laser when i set sights
never switch up cuz we air tight

and im in the mountains without u
baby i dont wanna doubt u
imma hit u back
ill be out soon
yeah im makin pacts on the bloodmoon

show u everything i mean
ill show u what i mean
baby if u stay with me
u got me bagging please
i been smokin with my team
ill make u be my queen
now that we're both 17
its harder than it seems

spotify 💕

bloodmoon

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

lovespelledbackwards x seejayxo - the gutter (+ illmari404)

damage w jstn prks (prod. metlast)

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

die slow

+ visuals

die slow (feat. nicoteen ninyo) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsmyS_Rb1Pc

Artists / Producer:
@daystowaste

Lyrics:
And i'll try my best and hold my breath
For a moment
Forget the shit that I have left
It's hopeless

But know i'm over the small things
The daytime, the talking
The good nights, I thought we would
Spent so long just chasing
So long hesitatting I did all that I could

And now i'm fucking over it

Days to Waste - Chasing

Prod. Metlast 

Lyrics:
I spent November in a stairway 
Face down getting number every weekday 
I know you fuckin' hate me 
But I'm still sitting by our headstone 
Tommy jeans and broken headphones 
I know we're dyin' lately 
Fuck these stupid love songs 
They say baby hold on, don't you leave 
But she could never really stomach boys like me 
I slit my wrists cause she likes the way I bleed 

Haven't seen your face in a minute now 
I've been falling down and now I'm slipping away (Slipping away) 
What's there to say? (I just wish that I never met you) 
Somewhere I hide, thoughts deep inside 
What's left to do, who am I meant to be? 
You know you'll always be a part of me 
You'll always be a part of me...

I spent November in a stairway 
Face down getting number every weekday 
I know you fuckin' hate me 
But I'm still sitting by our headstone 
Tommy jeans and broken headphones 
I know we're dyin' lately 
Fuck these stupid love songs 
They say baby hold on, don't you leave 

You're slipping away from me
It's getting harder and harder to breath 
Harder and harder to breath...

cemeteries & poloroids (ft. Skele)

[+] you're always so damn cold.
* featuring @emofruits * produced by @metlast *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: emo fruits]
everynight alone 
u die a little more 
i wanna feel ya soul 
i hate it when u go 
my mind is on the drugs 
my body feelin numb 
they love it when i’m stuck
they love it when i’m fucked 
everynight alone 
we die a little more 
i wanna feel ya soul 
i hate it when u go 
my mind is on the drugs 
my body feelin numb 
they love it when i’m stuck
they love it when i’m fucked 

baby don’t cry for me 
i been high for weeks
you love to see me bleed 
u the one cuttin me 
winter nights 
every night
it get colder baby
winter nights 
every night
it get lonely baby

[verse 2:  seejayxo]
winter nights i feel cold when i wake up
you're not by my side i think you're fake love
fuck is that? you won't tell me why you mad
bitch you wack, bitch you wack, i don't wanna take you back
i'ma laugh in your face
bitch i cannot be replaced
i'ma die as one the greats
i'ma fuck up, i'ma lame, sike
i fuck on yo main bitch
switch lanes like i'm racing
goth hoe on my brain, lit!
fuck that i feel jaded
moon light on your face
pussy so wet i could taste
i'm a king from FLA
but i got bitches in LA
hold it down i'm sippin sprite
talk that shit i'll take ya life
pussy boy you better hide
cause i don't give a fuck bout mine

[outro: seejayxo]
yeah you can keep on talking all that shit
i'ma pull up bust ya in the lip
yeah you pussies talk a lot of fucking shit
but when you see me yea you try and ride my dick

i see right through that shit 2x
you cannot fuck wit my clique 2x
fuck you i been on my shit 4x

ya fuck you i been on my shit
i keep a mac wit a clip
i keep a rack wit a beam ya

+ spotify

winter (feat. emo fruits)

(fun fact: that house was haunted af in the picture with my dog toby)
produced by https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng
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Keep these photos tucked in a blue box
Hide away, trying to avoid my thoughts
Not stable, every year feel more loss
Say sorry for everything I never cause

Keep these photos tucked in a blue box
Hide away, trying to avoid my thoughts
Not stable, every year feel more loss
Say sorry for everything I never cause

All my fault
Put the blame on me
Block my call
Whatever makes you “happy”
Guess we were never meant to be

Feel like I need you even though I know I don’t
Got a broken heart, lead me to places unknown
Or just leave me alone
Can’t play their games anymore
‘Cause I’m dead like my phone

Now I can’t just ignore
Scatter my bits across the floor
Cut myself on broken glass
Stuck forever at half-mast

Always the boy who stayed in back of every class
Always staring whenever I walk past
Wish it wasn’t really like that

Feel like I need you even though I know I don’t
Got a broken heart, lead me to places unknown
Or just leave me alone
Can’t play their games anymore
‘Cause I’m dead like my phone

dead like my phone (prod. splashgvng)

@seejayxo <3

lyrics:

[wstdyth]
i’m bored of this fucking party 
off-white on me 
shawty looking at my eyes
i’m like a zombie 
i wish we were back inside my room 
i know u want me 
passed out in the back seat 
can u watch me 

hit u on the iphone 10
u watch me blow a band 
baby what u want from me 
just lemme be ur man 
cross faded on a week day 
i know u don’t understand 
posted in japan 
yeah i’m fucking damned 

why am i like that 
i’m losing my mind about this shit 
and i don’t like that 
screaming at my face 
i don’t really wanna fight back 
put me in my place 
but u don’t know about these price tags 
take it to the face 
i forget that shit i’m sidetracked 

send me in to space 
so i’m all alone 
i don’t like to drink 
but i’m sippin on patrón 
what u ask me 
u know i don’t fucking know 
i’m like can u catch me 
i’m just tryna sesh u know

i got spiders on my chest 
and they crawling 
why u wanna see me gone 
watch me falling 
know i gotta move on 
but i’m stalling 
i don’t care when ur calling 

[seejayxo]
shawty she a bad bitch
i dont want no baggage
u know im a savage
i dont wanna have it
i be in the back room
smoking on my gas too
every time u see me
i just wanna ask u 
like
why the fuck u never call my phone now
i been movin on
think im better on my own now
guess we'll have to see
i could never leave
you're my everything
you're my enemy

[wstdyth]
i’m bored of this fucking party 
off-white on me 
she's looking at my eyes
i’m a zombie 

i’m bored of this fucking party 
off-white on me 
shawty looking at my eyes
i’m like a zombie 
i wish we were back inside my room 
i know u want me 
passed out in the back seat 
can u watch me 

hit u on the iphone 10
u watch me blow a band 
baby what u want from me 
just lemme be ur man 
cross faded on a week day 
i know u don’t understand 
posted in japan 
yeah i’m fucking damned

can u watch me [iphone10] w/ seejayxo

[+] who would've guessed it?
* produced by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: new york]
i be out in great lakes to new york
try to hit my phone but its too late
yeah i been on cold
i feel like yall mfers fold
i been shining lately
they dont wanna see me glow
racks all in my face im seein 20s
she act like she love me
but she just want all my money
new bih taste like honey
im goin eat it up now
fuckin on her waist
then she turn around and suck wow

[hook:]
how that work?
lift right up her skirt
then she top me off
stg that she the worst
oh word? oh word?

[verse 2: nike]
i feel like a surgeon when im rollin up
maybe im a burden nevermind i suck
why tf you like me?
i dont even like me
i got to the check bitch
i act like im nike
wavy
wont live to 80
or even half that
like trust me im crazy
maybe
we're all just fucking stressed
i just wanna put my middle finger up
and fuck all of the rest im in my head

[hook:]
how that work?
lift right up her skirt
then she top me off
stg that she the worst
oh word? oh word?

new york + nike (prod. boyfifty)

its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
master/vocal chops: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy 

lyrics:
and it's the same things
that keep me awake at night
it's harder to sleep when i 
see what's lost in my mind
(x2)
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
(x4)
i've been feeling out of place here
i swear i'd give up everything to get my head clear
i'm losing everyone i hold near
and i feel like i'm falling all i wanna hear
is your voice
i've been calling out to you
can you hear me
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun
bouta hit the road for some shows ima kick it in the backseat
i've been doing well i hope you're proud of me

the same things (prod. caspr)

@blackwinterwells

lyrics:

[wstdyth]
hit my phone and u wanna fuck w me 
i stay in my dreams 
pop a pill and im on 3 
iced tea 
make it dirty 
ice me 
i see u tryna slide 
u can’t find me 
i run this shit u see 
bitch i’m everything u see
fire pack on me 
when we walk around we smell like weed
i think i’m moving right 
i can’t get outside my mind 
walking with a knife 
u just wanna take my life 

u just wanna take my life 
when we goin out alway need my team by my side 
hanging with me getting high 
dirty nike on me 
baby i been  walking in the light 

i just pulled up 
say that she don’t want me 
but i know i’m boutta glow up 
bitch get out my face 
u been acting like u know us 
ur not on my wave 
but u pull up to my shows huh? 
and u think that i don't know 

[blackwinterwells]
i don't wanna fuck with u anymore
please don't knock at my door with some roses
my hearts too sore
u hurt me so much in the summer
i cant forgive u just yet
cuz i'm not healed yet
give me some time just to reconnect 
cuz girl rn i don't have much left
to love u with
i'll be back next year

[wstdyth]
hit my phone and u wanna fuck w me 
i stay in my dreams 
pop a pill and im on 3 
iced tea 
make it dirty 
ice me 
i see u tryna slide 
u can’t find me 
i run this shit u see 
bitch i’m everything u see
fire pack on me 
when we walk around we smell like weed
i think i’m moving right 
i can’t get outside my mind 
walking with a knife 
u just wanna take my life

+ streaming +

by my side w/ blackwinterwells

lyrics:

i need to calm down
i need to let it out 
but it’s easy not to feel small
with your head always in the clouds
i need to come down 
i need to get it out
but it’s easy not to feel tall
with your head always hanging down 

you don’t know what you don’t see
you can’t see what you don’t know 
drive to the coast and sing to the sea
every wave breaks and brings you back to me

did it hit you
like a tidal wave?
did it feel right
like it’s all the same? 
does it hurt more once it’s over?
or does it hurt more when you find out?
when you feel low 
nothing hurts you
don’t put your arms out
i don’t deserve you 
i want to feel right in my mental 
turn away from the world since i’m too gentle

🌊spotify  🌊

tidal wave

[+] cause i'm thinking of you
* produced by @metlast *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook: 2x]
i still hear your voice in my room
do you think of me?
do you think of me too?
cause i'm thinking of you
cause i'm thinking of you

[verse:]
i still hear your voice i can't lie
and these thoughts of you
just consume my mind
ya ya will you end my life?

wish i could go back
i don't wanna tell you 
i know that
i guess i sorta just felt bad
but you probably already knew that
bitch it's fine
i know you have your other guys

trapped in this rain
i feel insane
i'm feelin empty
but i'm drained
i feel ashamed
i should've know this
was your game
all along
ay now i sit and write these songs
hoping that, you'll sing along

[chorus:]
i still have these thoughts in my head
got a bad lil bitch and she knows i'ma mess
ay i guess that i been depressed

i still see your face in my dreams
never know what any of this means
guess i'm fucked
ay ay well that's love

[outro:]
drowning in my fucking sorrows
i got this feeling i've been borrowed
for you at your convenience
baby i'ma mf demon

thinking of you (prod. metlast)

[PROD. TRECHOR BOY]
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter

YOU CAN NEVER BE SAVED...


ERISU:

Up in my blood is the fantasy
xan take me out before I go to sleep
Strayed from the light So I’ve fallen deep
The darkness has taken up hold of me

Drink from the blood of the fucking weak
I am the ultimate, follow me
Baphomet whispered from in the sink 
I saw his image in front of me

Drowned in the loss and the suffering 
I was forgotten to rot in peace 
I will make you remember me 
I will make you remember me 

You thought I’d just let this destroy me 
Forged in the fires of hell I seek 
Vengeance is all I will ever need 
I’ll leave you cursed
Don’t you fuck with me

EVOL:

what have i become?
all of my demons won
i let the darkness in & take over
crashed the car again
just to feel somethin
anything but this
i’m not sober..

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

SUCKERPUNK:

AND I KNOW IT’S MY FAULT
BUT I JUST Feel so Empty
There’s no one I can call
I don’t think you can help me...
Why you always gotta act like that?
Touch me..
You know how I feel!
You know how I feel!!
About you babe..
But can’t come back
You know I can’t do that again...

EVOL:

I walk alone in the dark
It’s been this way from the start
i’d let u tear me apart
im so jaded

run away from the past
but it keeps coming back
so i keep running fast
will i make it?

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

ERISU:

You
Ripped
APART!!!

Fall through My arms!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold on!!!


You!!
Ripped!!
APART!!!

Fall through
My arms!!!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold.. on!!!

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yemry