First song I ever wrote! Hope you guys like it! :)
LYRICS:
It will be alright, these things take time,
Just smile, they'll never know.
These things take time, wait a little longer,
All your wishes will come true.
Long days, lonely nights, waiting for you.
Crying over miracles that never came true.
All the stars came crumbling down like tears from my eyes,
and in that moment I knew... the planets would never align 
Come back to me,
Tell me that you'll always appear, in my dreams,
Where the sun is always shining,
Hey Mr. Moon, 
Is the nighttime coming to me soon?
When will you see,
I've been waiting so long for you, to come to me,
Even though our time is ending,
Hey Mr. Rabbit,
How much time do we have till morning?
I'm waiting, I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you,
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you too, 
I'm waiting, I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you,
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you too.
Rain keeps falling down like pieces of my heart,
But I know deep down, you're not real at all.
Kiss my goodbye, as if you had been here from the start...
Come back to me,
Tell me that you'll always be here, in memories,
Where the clock is never ticking,
Hey Mr. Moon,
How much time do we have till morning?
When will you see,
I gave up my hopes for you, I hate this recording,
Reality is coming back oh, 
Hey Mr. Rabbit,
How much time do we have till morning?
I'm waiting, I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you,
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you too,
I'm waiting, I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you,
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you too.
Hey Mr. Rabbit...
How much time do we have till morning?

LIVING IN A DREAM

There is nothing to fear but death itself... 
LYRICS:
leaves are falling, our end is near,
winter's coming, I have no fears,
time is drowning me...
where are the birds? why won't they sing?
my soul is gone, wind-chimes will ring,
there is nothing left... 
my mind is breaking,
like the promise you made, like the sound of my voice.
I keep on changing,
will I recall your face, will you still know my name?
days to nights, nights to days,
white dress for you, and a black one for me,
daisies and roses, which one will you choose,
coming or leaving, that's all up to you.
rotting away... rotting away...
my brain is crazy, let me fade away.
my mind is breaking,
I have no fear of fate, living through my last days.
I keep on changing,
I can't recall your face, but you still say my name.
rotting away... rotting away...
day by day... rotting away...
my mind is breaking,
I can't recall your face,
will you tell me my name?
mirror.

DON'T FORGET

for my first love who broke my heart in two... I wrote this song only for you...

LYRICS:
Watched you walk away down that straight path
far away from here, holding that girl's hands
ooo~ are you leaving me? why so fast? 
I can only look, from a distance,
knowing you have forgotten me

These days I've been feeling more tired
writing your name on a piece of paper
ooo~ I have just one wish, for tonight
angel of the dead sea, give back my life

If in this moment, I were to die
would you notice me? a little sooner? a little sooner?
I'd never breathe again, long as you're next to me
broken are always broken, lonely girls are free

When will I ever learn, from my mistakes?
loving you~ only bring pain, only brings pain
still I hold onto every small moment
unable to let go of you, who will never love me back

Summer is here, I welcome the warmth
someday you'll miss me, by then I'll be gone
ooo~ are you listening to this song?
angel of the dead sea... where have you gone?

Would it be different? in some other world?
if you had met me first, would you love me, would you love
I hold onto to this fake life, deep in my soul
unable to let go of you who will never love me back

If in this moment, you want to see me
you won't find me, any closer, any closer
shattered my heart into pieces, but never picked it up
see you from heaven,
goodbye to my first love

LAUGH OUT LOUD

This song is dedicated to a celebrity that I like. I know that we'll never really meet as more than strangers, but I hope that we do see each other one day

LYRICS:
Because we live on different ends of the world, I never see you
When I listen to the meaningful words you say, that were never meant for me
I forget that a glass screen separates us
Is it nice up there? With the flashing light and the roaring storm
I would never know
For I, am only, a raindrop in the hurricane

On isolated summer days, I embrace the tears
Pretending that you are sitting next to me
Holding my hand, as if you'd never let it go
I know that we'll only meet as stranger
Yet deep in the depths of my heart, I try to believe
That your smiling face will be there if I wait
Emerging in front of me someday
Just like I wanted

How many other girls are chasing you, it must be tiring
The prettier ones do you treasure them more, I wish I was her
I have only ever known a one sided love story
Praying with all I've got that one day you'll be singing with me

On disappearing summer nights, I embrace my fears
Pretending that you are sitting next to me
Holding my hand, as if you'd never let it go
I know that we'll only meet as strangers
Yet deep in the depths of my heart, I try to believe
That your smiling face will be there if I wait
Emerging in front of me someday
Just like I wanted

So here we finally are, you right in front of me
Just like I always wished for, yet why do I feel unease
Tell you my name and you say it back
With a smile I had always admired
Taking my hand gently into yours
Just for a second I smile
Stopping the awaiting tears, in my eyes

in rose-colored times like this, I embrace the pain
Pretending that you'll remember my name
Holding my hand, as if you'd never let it go
I know that no matter what we'll be strangers
Yet deep in the depths of my heart, I try to believe
That all of this will become real if I wait
Forever sitting next to you someday
Just like I wanted...

FANGIRL

Just an aspiring songwriter that owns a pair of headphones, ukulele, and a dream

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