Name: Valentines Month by big al.
Duration: 2 min 26 s
Description: Beat tape made last year. Thought I uploaded to SoundCloud already whoops

Beat tape made last year. Thought I uploaded to SoundCloud already whoops

Valentines Month

MOODS OF MINE demo - spdrtwnbby

JMONEY - EVERY BODY (CLAP YA HANDS)

Prod. by nat

Day 4 📨

This is what I was going through at the beginning of this music journey. I was sooooo passionate and to be quite honest, I thought it would be a quick journey. Overtime I realised the real reason I do what I do and thats because I get to express myself the best way possible. Tom Scott is that guy for Avondale as well as Melodownz so, I've always felt like deep down I wanted to be there with them one day. Only time will tell 💙 

Lyrics:

Yeah yeah yeah
Doing what i love to do the most
Is to make music
Always done what i was best at doing
Remain truest
It aint that hard
For some its easier to
Fake it till they make it
Well tell me
Was it really worth it, huh?
If it costs me my peace
Then thats expensive
I find it while writing this piece
Letting go of life stresses
I find it every word i wrote
Every letter and stroke
If i step out of my nature
I dopple back and then I take notes
Then do it all again
Thats just who i am
Im not a man who tries
To switch himself 
for the plays or fans
I aint one who looks down at anyone
From a high horse
To me 
thats a one way ticket
To a crash course
But never mind that
Each to their own
Mind my business
Then im in my zone cos
I got bigger things to worry about
Got my eye on a throne
Busy chasing dreams
By any means
Till i earn respect from the goats
Well You know

All i really wanted to be was the next up
If i kept pushing the way i did
I wouldve messed up
All i really wanted to be was the next up

It was new to me 
It was all new to me

I remember sending little demos to Tom Scott 
It took a while for him to open up the message
Heart dropped
Then he did
He Liked it
That was all i needed 
To push the pen
Trynna find ways
To push from this spot
Still i felt deep down 
That its still not enough
Cos we both from Avondale
Desperate to be the next up 
All along I was looking 
at the wrong places
I was trynna build on sand
And had no patience
Contemplating
A couple years later still pushing
Still got no acknowlegement 
Didnt hit his radar yet
concious telling me
To call it quits
Well oh well
In due time 
Till ive got something to offer
Tighten my lyrics
And rhymes
Make music with ofas
And Thats love
Cos i wrote it
Never noticed
How good i really was
So i focused
On my motive
Looked back at the cause
Someone told me
If you love it thats all that matters
Not everyone with like it at first
Look past all the chitter chatter

All i really wanted to be was next up
If i kept pushing the way i did
I wouldve messed up
All i really wanted to be was next up
Too busy chasing dreams
Too busy chasing dreams

It was new to me 
It was all new to me

Valentines Month

big al.

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