gonna cry ugh tjis song reminds me of someone i dont wanna keep remembering :( but i love it sm thanks A LOT to the certain someone who got me hooked :rollingeyes:

I wanna play this when I go on a date w my bestie <3

are u ever coming back w/ @lilnarnia x @alliknowispain
MASTERED BY @lilnarnia

are u ever coming back w/ lil narnia & lil thuey (prod. relevantbeats)

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

I cant get over those green eyes
so pale but she's so full of life
I've never seen somebody so lovely
wonder if there's really something
or if I'm just fucking up again
I cant get over those green eyes
her hair her face the way she smiles
im fuckin dead
I love hearing about how you've been
thought about you every single day since
cant believe someone so perfect exists
I cant get over those green eyes
I swear her heart has flowers inside
so beautiful
words cant describe they don't even come close
send you my love inside of a blue rose
just say goodbye and ill leave you alone
I cant get over those green eyes
her hands are so cold just like her fuckin heart
swear that I love how you tear me apart
draw with my blood like its more of your art
miss you so much but I know that you arent
missing me the same
feel so alone now
thought you cared about me
did you ever even feel anything
or was it all in my head
was it all in my head

her heart has flowers inside (prod. slidinmoon)

follow me on twitter @jakkystealurgrl
prod/mix/master by meee

i’m blind 
why’d i get attached like last time 
she been on my brain now i’m tongue tied
ya i’m tongue tied
I don’t even really know why i go try ya
  
and i’m like why  
why is she still on my mind
tried to get her off my recent search but there she fuckin lies again

hey i know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now i want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain ya
give a boi a break like wait 

i’m okay despite of everything
tell her i’m okay despite of everything 

Pull to the side I don’t think you wanna know
how I feel I’ll shut before u wanna go 
I been thinkin’ bout the rest   
I’ve been doing better drugs i’ve been blownin up a check ya 

I don’t even need this now
she just make me feel a type of way somehow 
I don’t really wanna give in quite yet but god i kinda know 
she don’t even love me so I gotta go… whoa

hey I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait 

I know it’s just the same
go and fuck her once now I want her all day x2
now she playing with my brain
give a boi a break like wait

Give a Boi A Break

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

can we talk about me for once [prod deliverthecrush]

@smrtdeath
@tddybrr

mixed/mastered by hudson alexander

artwork by @bequietplease

💙💙💙💙💙💙
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SPOTIFY

smrtdeath x hudson alexander - catch me (feat. teddybear)

chemical - lil lotus x horse head

Lil Lotus - Left Alone (prod. Zack Jones and KJ)

idek i sampled ke$ha tho lmao

bad bitch
new tits
my place
fuck her face
swear to god i can’t replace

omg i think i need another hit 
omg i just nut inside the bitch

dicked down
after last call i text n send 
know she love me but she go leave me there on read
i give up i just wanna go the fuck to bed 
forget bout this night ya don’t bring it up ever again 

i’m like i’m going nowhere
and u say i don’t care bout you now about you
i’m there is anyone else there
ya figure that out
ya figure that out when i’m not here  

shoulda let her know shoulda let her know shoulda let know whoa
shoulda called her back shoulda called her back but u know i don’t whoa

i graduate 
from the girls who gonna play me here once again
think i forgot all your games but i be 5 steps ahead 
i don’t wanna live this way i be feelin really stressed
now shit so fucking lame but i’m making all these bands ya bands ya
fuckin up my plans ya
look at the mess we made like whoa
what the fuck like whoaaa 
no one be 10 toes 
down on me like no 
fuck the fakes just go
made this on my own whoa 

i’m like i’m going nowhere
and you say i don’t care bout you now about you
i’m there is anyone else there
ya figure that out
ya figure that out when i’m not here

I'm going nowhere

Produced by Fantasy Camp
Mixed and mastered by Neek Attack
Artwork by Dominic Pabon

till the morning w/ lil aaron

misery club
garden avenue
inquiries: jonah.kramer1@gmail.com

till the morning w/ lil aaron

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