gonna cry ugh tjis song reminds me of someone i dont wanna keep remembering :( but i love it sm thanks A LOT to the certain someone who got me hooked :rollingeyes:

WEEK #018

blue skies

@93FEETOFSMOKE
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@tothegood
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Closing My Eyes In The Dark w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. tothegood)

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

no samples, w/ @4evrgone <3

i'm clenching teeth again..

i'm clenching teeth again, up all night
k don't think that we should speak again
u really did me in, I did it to myself
bad decisions got me feeling thin
fuck relations, If I was on this ship
out in the ocean I'd have died then
I'm clenching fears again, In fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
I'm clenching fears again in fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
u really did me in
u rlly did me in

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell w/ 4evr

u drive me crazy yeah its tru 
girl i dont have a thing 2 lose

Drive Me Crazy ft. Coldhart & PrettyHeartBreak (prod. Brian Spencer)

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

what i do to u? w/ SlugChrist (Prod. Nedarb)

can we talk about me for once [prod deliverthecrush]

prod. @jakkyboi

lyrics:

(scum)
so run far, you’ll never be exactly where you wanna be
it’s alright, it’s okay, the nightmares will all  fade 
i just gotta get it going 
time feels so frozen 
when i’m alone i feel so broken 
like what’s the point of hoping 

the trees and leaves they all start to change 
stuck in my head i still feel the same 
stuck in the ways of the past

(fantasy camp)
I don’t want this moment to ever end
Cuz I’ve been here waiting forever
And I know you won’t be here in the morning
But I still hang on to that feeling
When I’m alone I think back to the time
Where we talked on the phone till we slept every night
And I know that I’m broken
I know that I’m holding on to nothing but hope
And sometimes I feel hopeless 
But I guess that’s just life
We fuck up sometimes
I could never blame you for walking away from it

nightmares w/ fantasy camp (prod. jakkyboi)

au revoir

Prada (prod. c19)

this
is 
hannyaboy

engineered by tommy fortune

PAST THINGS (prod. guala beatz)

Produced by Fantasy Camp
Mixed and mastered by Neek Attack
Artwork by Dominic Pabon

till the morning w/ lil aaron

Another track to bring you closer to the mindset, keep it on repeat and listen up to the message of the 3. 
Much more to come as always...
TENNGAGE SC: @tenngagebeats
HYDRA SC: @hydramane615
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BAKER - Final Minutes (Prod. Devilish Trio)

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

misery club
garden avenue
inquiries: jonah.kramer1@gmail.com

till the morning w/ lil aaron

Fantasy Camp

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