hi :)

yt upload - https://youtu.be/a--Wlv6Yc3Q
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

[lyrics]
what a funny story, don’t we all know how this ends?
they’ll take a knife to your brain
carve you until you fit the grain
“to conform is to ascend”

embrace the phony
rejecting reality, break away from this
watch them lose their way!
now, they’re filled with shame!
they cannot walk along the path they laid
holding no love for
the life they deemed a bore
they’ll turn to the devout,
assessing every route
dissecting their own love
rather be rid of
the world they can’t enjoy
the world they must destroy

“welcome, brand new life”
idealist minds, we pray they never cry
“never lose your light”
but we can’t keep them safe
someday they’ll learn their fate

do we have to lie?
do we have to hide?
do we have to make and break ourselves
just for a single chance to survive?
God, to hell with your ideals!
and to hell with what is right!
i’ll make sure that you feel it!
i won’t go down without a fight!

learn from the failure
rejecting your tenure track,
fight back! back! back!
they’re too numb to weigh
the words they cannot say
they can’t escape without a single scrape
holding no love for
the life they deemed a bore
they’ll play pretend and pout
until their mind blanks out
live a complacent life
“they never were too bright”
the world is far too cold
it’s easier to fold!

reject the idol
circulating wildfires, lost inside the eyes
as they run and pray
someone will end their pain
they won’t forget
the ways they’ve been betrayed
holding no love for the life they left ashore
they’ll find a new way out
in this, i have no doubt
deny the easy-outs and every opened door
some day, they’ll shirk their role
one day, they’ll become whole

and once they’re in control...

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twitter - https://twitter.com/FRlEND_

retrograde ft. solaria [synthv original]

Original Song: Weevildoing
Mix: Shin (me)
VST: Weevildoing (Tweaks by Shin)
Melodies: Kevin (Thank you @shizukaskunky!)

DISPOSABLE GIRL (SOLARIA COVER)

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Gone fishing || GHOST and Pals

bug

Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16odCPk6q_6EazQN_4USxWzCdA4385JDPXu37K-jQQSE/edit?usp=sharing

【Synth V Original】Cotard's Nest【Saros】

first trial to use Shian as the vocal to cover my favorite songs
Original: VIRAL Ft. Meika Hime | Vocaloid Original by QueenPb
MIDI&Inst: QueenPb
Mastering&Mixing: Me (Fantasy Shinnie)

诗岸(Shian) COVER / VIRAL

Vane & YoppyVU - The Making of a Chimera (ft. Utatane Piko)

again... happy for acapellas
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mix: me
render: damien
music: ghost
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okie bai

【VOCALOIDカバー】Amygdala's Rag Doll【BIG AL】(used an acapella)

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youtube upload: https://youtu.be/Z-3IRMtmRxQ

Inst//Mp3//Midi//Lyrics: https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=18nHV2oIgga22iHMVOr5WyOh9SanWjkSI

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Ikusen No Terrorism e

=幻想诗莉 (F.S.Shiriko) | 19 | they / she
Languages →Chinese and English both OK here

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