I say it's a demo but everything I do is pretty much a demo that I get used to and then I'm too lazy to redo it.

There ya go.

There was a time, I would of laid down on the couch and just cried
But now I am fine, or maybe I’m not I could always be lyin’
To myself, push the feelings underground
Where only worms can hear the sounds
Of the thoughts I'm keeping secret, even from me

I hold your hand, even if it’s only in my mind
And it’ll do, I won’t complain as long as there is you
Reaching out from far across the land
Telling me you understand
All my addled thoughts and plans going nowhere

There was a time, I would have been crazy and you’d be concerned
But I am OK,  it’s actually funny the things I have learned
About myself and love and how I feel
And letting it be real
And knowing you will get me easy

There was a time, when I probably told you a little too much
Going out of my mind, feeling lost in the world just from missing your touch
But it’s not a dire as it seems
Less nightmares than there’s dreams
Let Morpheus decree, let you be sleepy

Now you can rest, and drift off to sleep with these words from my song
Let them weave through your dreams, as a soundtrack of love that I’m feeling so strong
Because you deserve all that I can give
As little as that it is
Repayment for the gift you game me

There was a time
But now’s a new time

There was a Time- demo?

We had quite a Night

Oh, We had quite a night, felt it stretch into the morning light
And then, tho we slept, we awoke and it was still there
Hanging round, all the love and the moments of connection
When we touched in a way that cannot be described quite fully

All I know, is I’ve got one more day
One more day, to spend with my sweet baby

If I shared every thought you’d be sickened by the saccharine
And cringe at the tears of joy that pour out of my eyes
For when  I think   about how much I love the girl
Who’s in   my bed  and who will soon be leaving me

All I know   Is I’ve got one more day
One more day   to spend with my sweet baby

Oh, We had quite a night, felt it stretch into the morning light
And then, tho we slept, we awoke and it was still there
Hanging round, all the love and the moments of connection
When we touched in a way that cannot be described quite fully

All I know   Is I’ve got one more day
One more day   to spend with my sweet baby

We had quite a night-demo

Here come the feels again

*Oooo here come the feels again
 All those old emotions from way back when

It’s not because I’m sad, well not any more
But when I think about it, it opens up that door

And there it is again, like when it happened
And all those feels return and I am ruined

*Oooo here come the feels again
 All those sad emotions from way back when

I’m a broken tea cup, rejoined in pieces
The mend’s unnoticed until my strength ceases

And when I get filled up, I set to leaking
The cracks most visible, when I start speaking

*Oooo here come the feels again
 All those old emotions from way back when

A simple phrase or word, can get me thinking
About the trying times, when I was sinking

I cast my eyes upon, some simple moment
And I’m transported back, to all the foment

*Oooo here come the feels again
 All those old emotions from way back when

I swear I’m happy now, tho you may doubt me
My smile may wax and wane, if you’ll allow me

Sometimes it’s torture, when these memories fly
Like arrows piercing me, and I bleed dry

*Oooo here come the feels again
 All those sad emotions from way back when
*Oooo here come the feels again
 All those old emotions from way back when

Here Come the Feels Again

Silly Boy

I didn’t think I was an Anomaly
You know I’m speaking medically
There’s something different inside of 
Me, You can’t see
The fifth chamber of my heart

This special room I have for the one I love
I found four chambers wasn’t enough
And so I had to make another
For her, I refer
To the fifth chamber of my heart

Well it’s no puzzle as to how it arrived
I know without it I would barely be alive
I can explain, its only 
Because, her Love
Made the fifth chamber in my heart

5th Chamber of my Heart

I’ve traversed canyons I have forded streams
I have pretended nightmares were just dreams
And now my heart is bursting at the seams
And you’re not here with me
And my eternity
Is only just a blink of your eye

I walk through darkrooms and through cluttered halls
My muttered madness, you would be appalled
The only ears to hear are mine, that’s all
And all this constant ache
Is more than I can take
And all I want to do is to die

Cuz it’s killing me to love you
Oh it’s killing me to love you
Oh it’s killing me to love you
But it’s the only thing that keeps me alive

The silent suffering you never knew
I locked away, I guess, to protect you
But if you ask I’ll tell you what is true
I’m living with this pain
Till I see you again
And then it will just all fly away

But it’s killing me to love you
Oh it’s killing me to love you
Oh it’s killing me to love you
But it’s the only thing that keeps me alive

It's Killing me to Love You

I won’t walk this way again
I won’t talk this way again
I won’t love this way again
I won’t be this way again

I will be gone before you know it 
I will gone in a short while 

I oh I am lost again
I am in the trough again
I am in the dark again
I am in the pain again

Where is the single lightbulb hangin’
Where is the switch to turn it on

There in the front yard grows a tree
That is the one that I planted see
Blossoms visited by bees
Fruit will come eventually

Peel back the rind of this blood orange
Place your lips upon its sweet wet flesh

Sweet blood orange
Taste blood  orange
Grow blood orange
Life’s blood orange

Fantomsquid

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