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Vita Dolor Est

Always On My Mind

A cinematic, acoustic memoir of Southern twilight. Across 11 tracks, it weaves porchlight intimacy with gospel grit, blending Chicago blues, Motown warmth, and folk storytelling into a cohesive emotional arc.

Train to Nowhere

Say farewell

Love at the Wrong Time

Aşk dediğin bu olmalı, İnancını yaşatmalı.-

It comes in quiet moments, unexpected and deep
A hollow in my soul, a secret that I keep
It washes over like a wave, this emptiness inside
Triggered by the conversations that I wish hadn't died

I miss the spark of life that comes when minds connect and clash
The intellectual fire, the lightning and the flash
That feeling of being fully seen, completely understood
When thoughts flow like a river, and everything feels good

Give me serenity for what I cannot change
The courage for the things I can rearrange
And wisdom to know the difference between the two
Because this emptiness returns when I'm missing you
Missing conversations that made me feel alive
Without that intellectual spark, part of me doesn't survive

I don't always have the key to what's inside of me
That door remains locked tight, and I can't seem to find the key
But when I feel that aliveness, that wholeness warm and true
It feels like coming home, like I'm brand new
Those moments have been rare, but I've held them in my hand
Felt them burning in my heart, where I hope they'll always stand

Give me serenity for what I cannot change
The courage for the things I can rearrange
And wisdom to know the difference between the two
Because this emptiness returns when I'm missing you
Missing conversations that made me feel alive
Without that intellectual spark, part of me doesn't survive

Today the silence found me once again
Brought the hollow to the surface, brought the emptiness back in
It whispers of connections that my intellect requires
Of setting minds on fire, setting hearts and souls on fire

The wisdom to know...
The courage to change...
The serenity to accept...
This emptiness inside me
This intellectual need
This longing to connect
This hunger to be freed
To feel alive again
To feel completely whole
To find my way back home
To find my way back home
Back to my soul.

The Wisdom to Know

Meet me in the light

I See You Now

the journey of struggle to forgive and forget…
#songwriter #lyricist #forgive #emotional #indie #femaleartist

Lyrics: 

How do I answer
Have I forgiven 
I don’t think I have
How can I forget
The blame you slapped on me
For simply being me

Tossed me aside
When I was so fucked up 
I was too young to know what to do
Alone inside a dark box
Of problems of my making
With no one to guide me 
Out. out. (Out) out.
No one to help me out

How do I answer
Have I forgiven 
I don’t think I have
How can I forget
The blame you slammed on me
For simply being me
For simply being me

You laughed as you drove me 
To a place I didn’t know
To recreate me into an acceptable doe
But the joke was on you
As they took over where you left off
stuffing me further into this box
To belittle me. To curse you.
Training me to shoot
To kill…
kill my own young soul

With no one to guide me 
Out. out. (Out) out.
No one to help me out

Damaged and older 
Hiding in the dark
walls of paper and concrete
Light comes and goes 
This wide eyed doe
Scared of everything 
Turns off the noise 
And tries to sleep.

How can I forget
How can I forget
The curse you placed on me
For simply being me
For simply being me

How do I answer
Have I forgiven 
I don’t think I have
How can I forget
The blame you slammed on me
For simply being me

For simply being me

For simply being me

For simply being me

simply being me

Mellonius Remix

LYRICS

[Chorus: Mikayla Sippel]
I just wanna run away
And find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be alone
Where I don’t have to run away from my flaws
And I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts
And this high, this high that I've been chasing

[Verse 1: NF & Mikayla Sippel]
Doesn't have an exit, I don't learn my lesson
I don't see no ending inside
I don't feel the best when I try
Holding my head up high, but it's not working
Makin' you cry makes me feel like a bad person (Bad Person)
Something's got a hold on me
They don't see thе world I see
Heartbeat in my chest feels wеak
It's really starting to weigh on me


[Chorus: Mikayla Sippel]
I just wanna run away
And find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be alone
Where I don’t have to run away from my flaws
And I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts
With this high, this high that I've been chasing

[Verse 2: NF & Mikayla Sippel]
Always likes the sad trip and ruinin' my friendships
Way too many questions in my mind
I don't have the answers but I try
Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin', yeah
Makin' you sad make me feel like a bad person (Bad Person, person)
I said some awful things last week
Messin' with my self esteem
Mixed up my priorities
It's really starting to weigh on me


[Chorus: Mikayla Sippel]
I just wanna run away
And find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be alone
Where I don’t have to run away from my flaws
And I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts
With this high, this high that I've been chasing

Vita Dolor Est

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