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cant fill this room with more anger
and i cant hit you on the phone
know when I'm left with remainders
i roll up spliffs with my crumbs, girl.
thats why you said i was dangerous
knew it was true all along
I'm just a rapper at heart
i aim and i shoot
and then i put you in a song 

know how i do it i run,
my eyes on the sun
aligned with my art so you feel me
know I'm improving and humbled despite little rumbles that quietly i might be .........,
overall call it resilience i been through some/
when it comes to the drinking its real, shit almost got me  
and still it’ll shock me, sometimes
i use it, its pushups and tears in my 
house and philosophy i know they’re proud of me, those who ain't here
and if you had doubted me know it surrounded me too we’re the same
i did it as well
right now I'm following something thats bigger than numbers and honestly I'm full of fear, but if you get down me ill never lie to you ever and trust me i got it from here 

i could sit down with whoever and put it together
whatever, i just wanna heal
keep it together by thinking of my Gabriella
have coffee, then pop me a pill
I'm exhausted i really don't know wanna get up, from my bed
cause of how much i kill it
feel like i stomp on my family and stomp on my friends when i talk, and they don’t wanna hear it

feel like I'm awkward or something thats why i go off on a mic, cause i feel like I'm fearless
when i quit ball, i couldn’t stay focused at all and i lost my competitive spirit
to keep it involved, went real hard at my job with the music found ways to stay near it
now I'm so lost
a smile from you couldn’t even defrost, just how chill we can keep it

don’t need to talk, i need to talk, and i need to get the fuck off for my spirit

i know its wrong
but you know I'm way too strong
and the stars in my eyes are the clearest when I'm on my own

cannot condone, this talk that I'm crazy when i’ve just been building a throne, call it a home, call it a church or whatever you want
just don’t take a seat when I'm gone,  
and act like you're on, 

what I'm on,

what I'm on.

Crumbs,girl. (rough) prod.arcxsounds

all my friends look lost right now know rap is my way to reach em
fuck your talk about a god complex when i know its not me who’ll teach em
fuck that talk that I’m up next
when i’ve been right here jus beaching
found myself while lost out there so I’m Aang don’t call me Jesus
look at Ye right now what i say right now
is strange, but cats is freaking
pressure i apply that shit
lil chaos, used as seasoning
pressure, I’m providing it
sit back, they think I’m tweaking
get back, see my hands I’m drinking
(life is short) i tried to warn you man, wont play, end up like Lincoln
sit back in a bath like Winston
call Cath go relax in Princeton
I’m privileged man, you don’t understand
to be sad, wasn’t tactful thinking
 if i had more swag
was sinking
if i had more, i had everything
my bad, i was drunk and i missed it

but heres where i get to the lit shit
turns out I’m still mad you dismissed it
cause i had your back, that’s a spiritual fact 
and i thought you could tell i was gifted, your pops he could tell i was lifted
so i dropped off the ledge of your focus
and as much as I’m missing your kisses
I’m working through feelings I’m homeless...

I Swear I'm Not Sad Anymore prod.7ventus

7ventus - Eclipse
154Em
i like all types of beats i don’t discriminate
i could rock it drunk, off the water, off the lemonade
i woke up like a skunk
been a punk, since the seventh grade
my innocence had jumped
i was shrunk, never been afraid of anything but love...

did you wrong had to run
to a different place
maybe imma catch u later on
in a different space
maybe imma catch you in a song
even though i did already
wasn’t tryna steer you towards the sun

...but to my slip of heaven 
these days, wanna buy a gun
for if shit get heavy
they lookin at me, like I'm the one
.....bitches ready?

(fuck. that’s sad…) shit, lets have some fun, cause my distance getting closer to the thing i really want

its a bit upsetting you don’t understand what gifts, beyond
think its truly petty, why you think i chose my side with Sean?
you chase your clout so carelessly 
i live for art
i live for god
made my peace with every
doubt i had inside my achey heart
can you keep it steady? 


…..

(Keep It) Ready - prod.7ventus

*typed her out*

Stay-prod.ottodidit

Oh, it’s my fault you’re attracted to me?
Ask my ex what happened with me
I'm bout Love
talk your lil shit bruh
true love, and mastery 
is my bread and my butter

we don’t know each other 
how you tagging me?
like im the other
dude go call your mother
that shits so sad to me
i grew up with brothers

and we’d protect each other
i miss that savagery
thats why these days, keep skullen, jah, young tac, and padge with me
just want larz to bang his drums
we both drank a lot while young
ive seem glimpses, masterpieces
leaking through the things im on
get back to jesus 
say a prayer
go smoke my spliff
get back to reading
im a fiend? you LOVE memes
they influence how you act and think it
get off my d...
honey i keep shit sweet
you a hater with half an interest
would relax
but you said that….
how do you want me to act? 
like you didn’t? 
making decisions aligned with my spiritual plans
you know im a man on a mission
you’re simping again, an thats why she’s a fan and you're upset that she might wanna kiss me
i don’t give a damn, im not drake my stance, annoyed
got kendrick dissing
idols damned

michael jordan gambling
thought i could be a wizard

(uh uh)

when it rains it pours
when it snows, its a fucking blizzard 

if you’re saying its war 
i better see you with a fist up….


*you get the point.*****

drink a lot (freestyle) prod.ottodidit

Lilac-“Accelerate”127GbM

my brother,
i love you i’m here for you.
other than that idk, I’m reluctant to say it
i wrote you a song, its not even two minutes long is it wrong if i want you to play it
i kept this strong,
so did our dads and moms and our family all over this place
i miss you in my arms,
didn’t mean to cause you no harm
but my art leaks through when im praying 
my faith like a bomb,
i see the world like a dog,
i just wait/you come home,
jussaying, I’m missing you all feel like you’re thinking ill fall,

please look up see I’m flying,
don’t need you involved, 
thats just something i want,
knew every crease her in face my,

isa is gone
I’m at peace with it all and yet still when i speak start crying 
my niece getting tall,
feel like my feet cant walk,
feel like my voice too giant, 
My teeth went soft,
I wasn’t eating at all went to sleep like a buck 45 tonight,
look in my eye tonight...if you feel that’s crazy you lost me,
know it gets deep with the FARASMINE, 

*its not my concern if it haunts you,
… 

my brother,
i love you I’m here for you other 
than that idk, I’m reluctant to say it
i wrote you a song, its not even two minutes long is it wrong if i want you to play it?
i kept this strong,….
my brother,
i love you I’m here for you other 
than that idk, I’m reluctant to say it
i wrote you a song, its not even two minutes long is it wrong if i want you to play it?
i kept this strong,….

Fuck my Bong,
Fuck How I get at the bar,
I just wanna dance with my ladies, got distant from aunts, 
Cousins and some of gone now, 
So the fun to me's everything, 
Sorry I’m off,
Sorry how I come across, 
But sorry’s not much I’m aware, 
Just see what I’m on, or please do not see me too all, 
Cause the scars get too much for a player….


my brother,
i love you i’m here for you other 
than that idk, I’m reluctant to say it
i wrote you a song, its not even two minutes long is it wrong if i want you to play it
i kept this strong,
so did our dads and moms and our family all over this place
(i miss you a lot)2
i didn’t mean to cause you no harm
but my art leaks through when im praying 
my faith like a bomb,
i see the world like a dog,
i just wait/ you come home,
i'mjussaying, I’m missing you all feel like you’re thinking ill fall,

please look up see I’m flying,
don’t need you involved, 
thats just something i want…for real. this is something I want.

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