decalcify imperfect 

everything
at once, at once
ive won, at what cost?
everything is falling down now
guess u were just a femme fatale 

scars 
on my arm 
in my heart 
i’ll try not to say it’s ur fault 
i don’t know where I’m going 
they’re trying to show me 

chorus
i lie awake 
at night 
visions in my mind 

i
i promise 
i’m trying
the magic doesn’t work and im dying  
i can’t sleep 
when im thinking of you 
why be so cruel 

filling the void 
living to survive 
crystals in my eyes 
running out of time 
everyone’s against me 
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i can’t help but feel like
im running out of time 

chorus 
i lie awake
at night 
visions in my mind 
im by myself 
once again
broken

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i think i 
might just let it happen 
cause you don’t fucking ask and 
you need time 
i’ll go into mourning 
you’ll tell me that you love me 

and i’ll see what u meant 
i’ll believe emptiness 
i know you, you know me 
and i’ll sing

you know you’re 
a danger to yourself 
and everybody else 
just accept 
the pills are for your good
just do what you should 

and i’ll see what u meant 
i’ll believe emptiness 
i know you, you know me 
and i’ll sing

i think i 
might just let it happen 
cause you don’t fucking ask and 
you need time 
i’ll go into mourning 
you’ll tell me that you love me

my own good

i’ll find my self
i’ll end it all
we’re gonna ruin 
each other  

it’s all bad news
it’s not about you 

if you’re scared, i’ll hold you 
it won’t change what we both knew 
you know we’ll ruin 
each other 

i’ve lost everything
that ever meant

we’ll ruin each other

edelweiss

i just realised the intro kinda sounds like mall goth by pill friends. credit to ryan i guess, rest in peace❤️

goodbye, hell

video coming soon

lyrics:

a constant dragging me

repeating
repeating

this constant stays
this life ive made

if i stood still 
i couldn't tell the time thats passed
a calming place, so vast

drowning in deja vu, i felt it too
i can change everything with you
this constant i choose

constant

i will forget you eventually 
and when that day comes i will remember me
when i go to sleep im someone else
and in the morning, i wonder is this worth hell?

when you left, i got high
taking pills, make my own night

i will forget you

ur arms comfort me 
bring me to eternity 
i light ur cigarettes
i smile thru unrest 

emotionless u come to me 
don’t wanna doubt everything 
ur quiet breath and restless eyes 
fade into my restless night 

there’s no such as thing as what im called to be 
i move ur hair from ur eyes and it heals me 
i light a cigarette and breath ur air
i’ll never be the same i swear

Emotionless beauty (demo)

and we said
and we thought
it could never happen to you
and i said
and we thought
it could never happen to me
break my flesh
breathe my blood
fill my lungs
and become one
all of you
is all of us 
together with foreign hearts
i feel like jesus on the couch
i feel like jesus on your couch
im doing nothing
im wasting my time
im doing something
im wasting my mind
away 
so far away
dont know what i want to say
cutting 1995
i feel like jesus
im still alive
cutting 1995
cutting 1995

cutting1995

getting fucked up every day
scars on ur arms just numb the pain 
its getting colder and i think
im done with trying

Closed Eyes, A Numbing Heart

There’s a tree, and it’s been there 	as long as I remember.
When I’m gone that tree’ll still be standing in its place.
And there’s a river, deep and wide, winding through the timber.
It may slowly change direction, but it moves on.

There’s a mountain, tall and grand. Nothing’s gonna move it.
Rains may come and winds may blow; that mountain’s still right there.
And there’s the sun and moon and stars, see the light shine through it.
Maybe you can’t always see it, but they’re still there.

There’s a silence in the night. There’s no need to fear it. 
Silence just means all is well, the world is safe ‘round you. 
If that silence breaks, you know, listen when you hear it. 
It might be the wind – it’s saying, “I love you.”
I can be a tree for you, I can be your mountain. 
I can be a river, the sun, moon and stars.
I can be these things, and more, when those sheep you’re counting.
Just remember, when you wake, I’ll still be here. 


Lullaby

one man band

contact/booking
anklebreakersband@gmail.com

decalcify imperfect

farewell, my heart

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