Written, arranged, performed and produced by Farivar Gorjian

Re-plays keep creeping into my brain
Clear blue skies eluding me
Re-think my decision once again
Hooked on you haunting me

Filling in your silence
Still trying to make sense
Of the clues that lead to you

I’ve tried to forget you
But I just don’t seem to
Be able to get through 
The day without thinking of you

Don’t know how I got stuck here again
But I know the Y follows the T
So now, I've got to know did you really intend
To put this spell over me?

Don’t you wait around for me
To swoop in and set you free 
That power lies only within you
You know what you’ve gotta do

I’ve tried to forget you
But I just don’t seem to
Be able to get through 
The day without thinking of you

Tried 2 4get U (rough mix)

Written, arranged, performed and produced by Farivar Gorjian

I watch the leaves fall down
(on a ) cold sunny day
Still with the heaviest heart

Its hard to believe right now
But I hope some day
You’ll know it was right for us to part

‘cause this restless heart of mine
Skips with fear of running out of time

Whenever I see you now
Its like we stand and watch
each other through a glass pane

My hand is reaching out
But something blocks my touch
And you don’t hear what I'm saying

Now this lonely heart of mine
Skips with fear of getting left behind

You’ll always be a part of me
You’ll always own a piece of my heart

Restless Heart (rough mix)

Written, arranged, performed and produced by Farivar Gorjian

As low res cameras
record our rage
for what they did to you

grief voyeurs are watching us
in this pixel cage
as we mourn for you

though any vow we make
could not begin
to give you back what you were robbed of

we pray your soul may take
some comfort in
the sea of flowers
and the outpour of love

Do you see them glow?
each candle flame
is a heart that’s weeping for you

Till the whole world knows
we’ll scream your name
as we walk with our shrines to you

all these young souls
laid to rest
who now take their place among the truly brave

pay this toll
at the behest
of withering cowards inches from the grave

who dare to
appoint themselves
to teach us right from wrong

and yet if there truely is a hell
that’s where their souls will be bound before long

MaHsa (rough mix)

Written, arranged, performed and produced by Farivar Gorjian

The only reason
for this existence
The only real lack
the only difference
Between the spark of
true inspiration
And the death of
imagination

In almost every dream
Then nowhere to be seen
With every glimpse
I lose you again

Elusive
Inescapable
The thread of all we seek
So lucid
Unmistakable
Always just out of reach

It’s getting harder
to hold on to the faith
that you’re still out there
and you still hold a space
in your heart for
the pact we’ve yet to make
Will you reach out or
just watch my hope cascade

Turn all my favorite scenes
to clues from which to glean
just how I let you slip away again

Elusive
Inescapable
The thread of all we seek
So lucid
Unmistakable
Always just out of reach

Lucid/Elusive (rough mix)

Lead guitars and drums performed by Farivar Gorjian

Yngwie V Pablo (rough mix)

Yet another one that got away
Another one added to the array
Of lavender roses left to decay
With my heart

Will there ever be another one
Who can free me from all I haven’t done
The webs of regret that time has spun
Around my heart

Until the day you come out of your tomb and take
This longing away
Over me will the emptiness loom and keep
Leading me astray

Will I know when you are in the room
If ever a new rose is sent here to bloom
To rescue me from this endless gloom
In my heart

Well I hope the day when you appear
My will won’t stray with the doubt and the fear
Conspiring against my intent to adhere
To my heart

Until the day you come out of your tomb and take
This longing away
Over me will the emptiness loom and keep
Leading me astray

Etherial ones I beg of you
If you are truly there
I know you have the power to
Guide me to a place where
She will once again walk into view
That angel in a black dress
I make this solemn vow to you
This time I will do the rest

Lavender Roses Dec 24 (rough mix)

Written and performed by Farivar Gorjian

Amid life’s many mundanities 
portals into wonder often hide
Would you say it’s naive to believe
our worlds were destined to collide?

To spend a night in your arms
I’ve waited so long
and all my hope had gone
(but)

Chorus
When I open my eyes and see you
It feels like I’m lost in a dream
Now that I am here lying right next to you
My faith in love has been redeemed

Ever wondered if you were conceived
with mismatched XY chromosomes?
Ever had to fight off the belief
you were destined to end up alone?

To have you here in my arms
I’ve held on so long
Now all despair is gone
What am I gonna do?

Chorus
When I open my eyes and see you
It feels like I’m lost in a dream
Now that I am here lying right next to you
My faith in love has been redeemed

Take me with you, when you dream tonight
As I lay here on you, everything seems alright
Do to me what you want to, I’ll never put up a fight
But please take me with you now and forever

Farivar Gorjian

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