MOM THERE WAS NEVER A MONSTER UNDER MY BED , I WAS THE MONSTER ALL ALONG

“Mom, there was never a monster under my bed.”

I see her flinch, just for a second.

“I was the monster all along.”

Her lips tremble, but she forces a smile, reaching out to cup my face. Her hands are warm, familiar—too kind for what I’ve become.

“You were never a monster, my love. Just a boy lost in the dark.”

But she doesn’t understand.

The dark isn’t where I was lost.

It’s where I was born

Artists : @farzad_fhn @rimatechno
Master : @im_dispa 
Artwork : @farzad_fhn

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This Kid Grew Up, But Not the Way He Was Supposed To

He used to dream of being someone good. Someone kind. Someone better than the broken home that raised him. But dreams don’t survive in places like that. Not when your mother locks herself in the bathroom with a needle, and your father looks at you like you’re the reason he’s miserable.

At school, the other kids smelled the weakness on him like blood in the water. They tripped him in hallways, laughed when he flinched, made sure he knew he was nothing. Teachers turned the other way. No one ever asked if he was okay. No one ever cared.

As he grew, the world didn’t change. Every job he worked, someone took advantage. Every friend he trusted, someone betrayed. Life never gave him a hand—it only pushed him down and dared him to get back up. Until one day, he didn’t. He stopped feeling. Stopped caring. Stopped believing in anything but survival.

Now, he looks at people and sees only obstacles. He doesn’t love. He doesn’t grieve. Pain doesn’t touch him anymore, because there’s nothing left inside to hurt.

They broke him so completely that all that remains is a shell. And somehow, that feels like freedom.

Artists : @farzad_fhn 
Master : @im_dispa
Artwork : @farzad_fhn

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FARZÆD - THIS KID GREW UP BUT NOT THE WAY HE WAS SUPPOSSED TO

He sat in the dimly lit room, tracing old scars with trembling fingers, each one a memory carved into his skin.The world outside moved on, but he remained frozen in a cycle of suffering, addicted to the only feeling that still reached him.Pain was his last companion, whispering in his ear when silence became unbearable.He tried to drown it in liquor, in pills, in smoke—but nothing filled the void like the sting of reality.
Numbness was worse than agony; at least agony proved he still existed.
He stopped fearing the hurt long ago—now, he welcomed it like an old friend.Every wound was a story, every bruise a truth, more honest than the empty smiles around him.He laughed bitterly, wondering if he had ever truly lived, or just learned to suffer beautifully.
The mirror reflected a stranger, hollow eyes staring back, waiting for something—anything—to make him feel again.
But nothing ever did.

I CRAVE THIS PAIN , IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT REMINDS ME I'M ALIVE

Artists : @farzad_fhn
Master : @im_dispa
Artwork : @farzad_fhn

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FARZÆD - I CRAVE THIS PAIN , IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT REMINDS ME I'M ALIVE

In this track, two titans of industrial sound, Optimuss (Russia) and FARZÆD (Persian), join forces to create a powerful sonic catastrophe. This is the soundtrack to a mechanical hell, where the sound of iron hammers echoes in the walls of dungeons, the grinding of metal tears apart the silence, and the screams of furies fill the air with primal horror.

Heavy rhythms, booming blows and a hypnotic atmosphere immerse you in a boundless abyss, where there is no light, only the eternal hum of giant mechanisms. This track is a guide to industrial darkness, where chaos becomes art.

ARTISTS :
FARZÆD
SC : @farzad_fhn
ING : www.instagram.com/farzaed__

OPTIMUSS
SC : @optimuss_official
ING : www.instagram.com/optimuss.official 

ARTWORK BY @farzad_fhn
MASTER BY @im_dispa

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https://farzd.bandcamp.com/track/farz-d-x-optimuss-mordor

OPTIMUSS X FARZÆD - MORDOR

I thought I wanted revenge—to break them as they broke me. But then I realized… I didn’t have to.

They didn’t just hurt me. They created me. Twisted, sharpened, something far worse than they ever imagined.

Now, I walk among them, unseen, smiling. They feel me in the shadows, in the silence, in the nightmares that jolt them awake.

I could end them. But why rush? Fear is a much sweeter punishment.

I don’t need revenge.
I am what they made me.
And that should terrify them.

Artists : @farzad_fhn
Master : @im_dispa
Artwork : @farzad_fhn

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FARZÆD - I BECAME SOMETHING FAR WORSE AND THEY'LL LEARN TO FEAR WHAT THEY'VE CREATED

bleed the anguish of a restless mind, a haunting echo of paranoia and silent pain
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