They laughed as I bled.

Not just once—every day, every hallway, every whisper when I passed. My pain became their entertainment. The crimson from my nose that day in the locker room? Hysterical, apparently. The cracked ribs? A punchline.

I kept my silence sharp, feeding it with every bruise, every insult. No one asked if I was okay. Not even when I stopped blinking back tears. Not even when I stopped blinking at all.

But silence is a blade.

And blades are made for carving.

So when the moon hung low and the school was still, I returned—not with fists, but with purpose. They thought they’d buried me in shame. But I had dug my way out, dragging behind me a rusted grin.

One by one, I found them. I didn’t scream. I didn’t rage. I smiled.

And I carved.

Not their skin—not yet. I carved the joy from their throats. The laughter. The smug little smirks. The giggles they shared as I bled on linoleum.

By the time the sun rose, the school was silent.

Finally.

They stopped laughing.

And I stopped bleeding.


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