WILLPOWER

The sixth tape. Emo folk/experimental emo rock.

Anecdote of a Broken Heart

Proper Songs

The fifth tape. Noise rock. Drums by Bohdangerous.

RECKLESS REMEDY

Sleepwalking To Disaster

Lyrics:
This has to be over soon
The longing for late June
The longing for something I won't find out here
And there's nothing you can do
To stop me from leaving soon
But even if I do I'll land up right here 

And I'm starting to see, maybe I'm the problem.
I know we all have a part, but I seem to cause them.

And my patience is growing thin
And I know it's far within
It's buried deep within like a splinter in skin
The more I dig it out
The more I lose myself
Wondering what will be left of me in the end

And I'm trying my hardest, though it may look like I'm not.
Just bleeding myself dry with another song.
But self expression doesn't fix what's wrong.
Taking every chance I have to just turn and run, just turn and run.

Now this is getting serious, but I push it to the side.
Starting to act like I'm delirious, how much longer can I hide?
And I know I should try and fight this, but I feel my hands are tied.
But from my experience, my prayers will be denied.

It has to be here soon
The feeling of spring in bloom
Something to make me feel like it's all worthwhile 
But I never leave my room
Slowly being consumed
There's nothing I can do to make me feel worthwhile 

But my bones crack and break under the weight.
Realizing I still have a while to wait.
Cause there's still demons I'm hesitant to face.
Navigating through this changing maze.

Now this is getting serious, but I push it to the side.
Starting to act like I'm delirious, how much longer can I hide?
And I know I should try and fight this, but I feel my hands are tied.
But from my experience, my prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.
My prayers will be denied.

Longing

Prod. by MintySoda.

Lyrics:
I done dragged my way through the mud
But now I fly high heart pure as a dove
Every move made that's a dub
Chaotic God still full of love

Bitch I'm over it
Persecution for my strength and melodic gifts
But now I wear the coldness on my wrist
Evil eye cast back with petulance
(Yuh, yuh)
This ain't a glow up bitch 
It's fate it's heart and I've worked for it 
Lord knows I'm paying back every cent
Till every soul knows opulence 

Don't you dare forget that I'm heavensent
We reppin all white like a reverend
And I ride these beats like I'm blessing them
And I ride these beats like I'm

Oh God with a curved trunk
The large body whose aura is like a light of many suns
Please make my work obstacle-free forever
Please guide me through each and every endeavor
Be the light which you ache see
It ain't about your pedigree 
This is all just a mantra to me
This is all just a mantra to me

You glare and judge
I'm different though
I ain't really fucking with no stupid folk
You glare and judge
I'm different though
I ain't really fucking with no stupid folk

I done dragged my way through the mud
But now I fly high heart pure as a dove
Every move made that's a dub
Chaotic God still full of love

Bitch I'm over it
Persecution for my strength and melodic gifts
But now I wear the coldness on my wrist
Evil eye cast back with petulance
(Yuh, yuh)
This ain't a glow up bitch 
It's fate it's heart and I've worked for it 
Lord knows I'm paying back every cent
Till every soul knows opulence

MANTRA [Prod. MintySoda]

Lyrics:
Even when I'm feeling whole
Even when there's no bad at all
Even when I'm standing tall
It still feels like

It's never to be found
It's never to be found
It's never to be found
At all

Every time I try to learn
But every time I crash and burn
I dont even know what I yearn
I'm still all alone

It's never to be found
It's never to be found
It's never to be found
At all
I fall and hit the ground
I fall and hit the ground
I fall and hit the ground
Again

It still feels like
It still feels like

I'm trying my hardest to figure it out
But all anyone sees is the doubt
I still feel all by my myself
They just see a disease

I fall and hit the ground
I fall and hit the ground
I fall and hit the ground
Again
I make my way around
But no one hears a sound
I guess it's meant to be
This way

Hitting The Ground

Featuring Dken. WHITELIGHT prod. by Dken. REINCARNATION prod. by Solaris Wave and me.

Lyrics:
Just walk towards the white light
Just walk towards the white light
Just walk towards the white light
D.O.A. better luck next time
No more sapling life from the grapevine

I'm so sick of fake fucks zapping of my vibes once they see that they pure
It's time to flatline and you get yours 
Go die in the burbs or get stuck in the purg
I used to take on all the hurt
Pure white aura clouded with others dirt
So call me young Kurt
Yeah you know I subvert
Face the barrel like Lincoln walk away from the hurt

(Dken: Tell me just what you are thinking)
Just walk towards the white light
(Dken: The space in my brain is Abe Lincoln)
Just walk towards the white light
(Dken: Tell me just what you are thinking)
Just walk towards the white light
D.O.A. better luck next time
(Dken: The space in my brain is Abe Lincoln)
No more sapling life from the grapevine

Check, check, check
Yeah
Check one two, one two
Yeah

This my reincarnation 
Good lord I'm feeling brazen 
Solve for X in the equation
This that audio abrasion 
This my reincarnation 
Good lord I'm feeling brazen
Solve for X in the equation 
This that audio abrasion 

Yuh, check one two
Coming in spitting hard like I was born to do 
And don't you count me out no I am not a fool
When I look in the mirror I see living proof of the truth
And my life times two when I reincarnate and I step in the booth
And if he came back I could rebirth too
Rise like a phoenix and fly to the moon 
Fly to the moon
Fly to the moon

WHITELIGHT / REINCARNATION (Ft. Dken) [Prod. Dken & Solaris Wave]

COMININHOT prod. by me. ENIGMA prod. by BONE CRATE. COMININHOT drums by Marshal Smith.

Lyrics:
Woke up in the AM feeling faded
Wrong side of the bed emaciated 
Gotta go and get a fix of caffeine 
The sweet green and that nicotine 
But the truth is I don't got a routine
But the present moment that's my state of being
I make dull stones gleam and it's not what it seems
I'm different from the rest and enigma's what they deem

How does it feel to be wanted
How does it feel to be one of many
How does it feel to just flaunt it
How does it feel to be a useless penny

On the ground
And I've found
I'd rather be
More unique
On the ground
(I'm an enigma)
And I've found
(I'm an enigma)
I'd rather be
(I'm an enigma)
More unique 
(I'm an enigma)
On the ground
(I'm an enigma)
And I've found
(I'm an enigma)
I'd rather be
(I'm an enigma)
More unique 
(I'm an enigma)
On the ground
(I'm an enigma)
And I've found
(I'm an enigma)
I'd rather be
(I'm an enigma)
More unique 
(I'm an enigma)



COMININHOT / ENIGMA (Ft. Marshal Smith) [Prod. BONE CRATE]

Prod. by me. ALLIGOT drums by Marshal Smith.

Lyrics:
Yeah
God damn it's unfair
How come all that heat coming from the kid with the curly red hair
Thinking I can't spit cause rock my shit
Well you bout to see how wrong you are you fucking-

Step back or get burnt from the heat
Y'all try to diss me but don't even make your own beats
Huh, how comical
You clowns act like it's just your chronicle 
Self-centered, you need a mentor
New wave and I'm the inventor
Ahead of my time I'm on my grind how come he can't stop
It's cause this shit is all I got

Yeah, cause this shit is all I got
Yeah, this shit is all I got
Uh, yeah, yeah
Yuh, yuh
Yuh, yuh

Chart toppers saying they wanna bring rock back 
But make it more polished what the fuck is that
I'm convinced it's cause they wanna see their own reflection 
God it's so wack
And I'd I had a platform like that I'd make you look so past tense you need a time machine to grasp how dense
Yuh

This shit ain't even my thrown 
But I'll make it all known
I could take the crown alone and yuh
It scares you knowing I could be right 
I'll prove it to the death I'll fight
They saying that rock needs a savior 
And I'm saying that I could be the leader 
It's not even arrogant 
Ginger Jesus of the genre cause I'm saving it

Uh, yeah, so save it
Uh, yeah, just save it
Uh, uh, just save it
Yuh, yuh

I'm making Sat Tril
Took a month 
Not a front
Got it figured and you not sure what you even-
And you not ill if you count the disease causing a spill
You can tell yourself you not a problem but I will

I only breakout when I was my face
I only depart when I was trynna stay 
Trynna stay on course wandering astray
Wondering if I'll ever get a grip of things

And I'm coming in hot
Didn't expect it but I'm all about what you not
Cause I'm looking what you lacking and damn it's a lot
You didn't know it yet but this my plot
My game, yuh
I made my own lane
Made some new shit got the normies hating 
Projecting all your problems got it figured out
You can't talk straight with your thumb in your mouth

Bipolar shift
Cause if I don't feel it now I still know I'm the shit
Can't deny it when I'm making this
My love life fucked, my art the shit
And if you don't see that's been the key since I've been bumping Ye and Peggy
Great recognize great and now I see it in everything I create yuh

It's just fate
You can hate
But you punks just wait 
You don't even eat the food on your plate
And you still act like you're packing freight 
Every sound I make that make your shit abated 
And now still you hated 
I got fresh shit
And yeah you faded
Double your whole discog in a week and mine's more unique 

I only breakout when I was my face
I only depart when I was trynna stay
Trynna stay on course wandering astray
Wondering if I'll ever get a grip of things




ALLIGOT / BIPOLARBALLAD (Ft. Marshal Smith)

Featuring JUSTDAVEthe1. Prod. by Hido.

Lyrics:
I am victorious 
I've been told that I'm prolific
Young and gifted 
Yeah to a higher gear we shift it
I am victorious 
I've been told that I'm prolific
Young and gifted 
To a higher gear we shift it 

Smoke a little a green when I get home
Indica straight to the temple
Use that bud as my fuel 
Pen a couple rhymes with my mental
I make this shit look elementary 
The rate I pen is quicker than many
And the qualities there no misses from me
Beat so mad it's from the penitentiary 
Uh and I'm no god amongst men
Uh but God sent me here to pen 
Uh when I spit I channel zen
Spirits flowing through me again
Uh I'm going stupid again
Uh tell your girl to bring a friend
Uh I'm superhuman again
Every time I write it's like God's gift to man 

I am victorious 
I've been told that I'm prolific
Young and gifted 
Yeah to a higher gear we shift it
I am victorious 
I've been told that I'm prolific
Young and gifted 
To a higher gear we shift it 

(JUSTDAVEthe1):
I got the willpower in my corner
Take any cowardly owner of an outwardly
Show off on a trip outta the city zone to witness the profoundness
In how it's louder
Hear this like picked out of a crowd shouters
The mountains I'm about have now become more than underground
I've been around and I've undergone my biggest now
Steps ahead and my listening in
And effort put in to never be giving in
I'm prolific
Nobody could ever know it yet 
Since my soul doesn't 
I'm letting go of it
Most say I'm sick
In support or protest
Still the same words making sense
Striving along with hurricane strength winds behind my words
Getting even with my past versions
Go for the gold
Hell, go for second
Go for something better than letting the next frustration kick ya rear end
What ya could see if ya worries weren't ya friend
Might be what ya missin
I've gotten busy
Drawing lines between
All the dots to connect them
If ya know what it really is
Then take the challenge
Get it for ya future kids
Or those who outlast you
Task overdue

I am victorious 
I've been told that I'm prolific
Young and gifted 
Yeah to a higher gear we shift it
I am victorious 
I've been told that I'm prolific
Young and gifted 
To a higher gear we shift it

PROLIFIC (Ft. JUSTDAVEthe1) [Prod. Hido]

Prod. by me and Chizian. Drums by Chizian.

Lyrics:
The only thing keeping me alive is the promise things will get better in time.
I've waited long enough, it should be my time, to get to the greener grass on the other side.

And I've been told before many times what I'm looking for comes from inside.
So I keep searching, but I'm yet to find, the thing to make me feel alright.

And it's starting to feel like if nothing gets better neither will I.
And I'm starting to realize that this is something that I can't deny, and this,
Has nothing to do with any of you, except for you.
Cause this is just something I'll have to work through.

And I'm done with wasting time, I'm done with my excuse for everything!
But I still commit myself to expectations I can never maintain!
And I thought I made a mark but I have yet to even begin!
Cause every little thing still gets under my damn skin!

And it's starting to feel like if nothing gets better neither will I.
And I'm starting to realize that this is something that I can't deny, and this,
Has nothing to do with any of you, except for you.
Cause this is just something I'll have to work through.

The only thing keeping me alive is the promise things will get better in time.
I've waited long enough, it should be my time, to get to the greener grass on the other side.
And I've been told before many times what I'm looking for comes from inside.
So I keep searching, but I'm yet to find, the thing to make me feel alright.

I'm not alright, I don't think I'll ever be alright!
Cause most days I still don't see a point in the fight!
I'm not alright, I don't think I'll ever be alright!
Cause most days all that drives me is the spite!

If Nothing Gets Better (Ft. Chizian)

Lyrics:
Do you remember when you were just three?
The summertime adventures of father you and me,
While mom was asleep, too young to understand the grasp of disease,
So innocent and free and made to believe the presence of good in this world,
But soon dad was overseas, and it felt like just me.

And I'm still terrified of the plot behind your eyes,
Cause I don't know anybody's intentions,
Been backstabbed enough yet still desperate for attention,
Been made to feel like the whole world is wanting to see me fall,
Like everyone's out to get me, I'm one man against an army.

Overseas.
And it felt like just me.

(Overseas)
Oh
(And it felt like just me)
Oh
(Overseas)
(And it felt like just me)
Oh
(Overseas)
Oh
(And it felt like just me,
And it felt like just me,
And it felt like just me,
And it felt like just me)
And it felt like just me.
And it felt like just me.
And it felt like just me.

Overseas

Lyrics:
I think this is what I need
I think you're the one of my dreams
Displace your guts in waves
So please don't leave

I've waited my whole life for you
I see you walk my way, then right through
Oh, what I would do
To get out of the mud and find you

I just want you to love me.
Why am I pushing you further from me?

There's nothing I can say,
Nothing I can do,
To get me closer to you.
Everything I try,
Everything I do,
Seems to distance me from you.
And I don't know if I'll make it through,
If you choose to go.
And I know that this is what I'll never get through.
Am I on my own?

Real Actual Love?

Lyrics:
But I will never want to fall in love again.
Again.

I want to die, in your arms, as you sing me love songs
(As you sing me love songs)
Drink up till, I forgot, all the people I loved that I lost
(People I loved that I lost)
Feeling tried, to go on, falling from where I thought I belong
(Where I thought I belong)
So again, I drink on up, like the answers at the bottom of my cup
(It's not.)
And nothing seems to bring me where I need.
(Ooo)
And nothing seems to make me feel at ease.
(Ooo)
Ooo...

Anecdote

Lyrics:
And now I'm wishing that I never met you
I was just an excuse to get where you want to
But you were so much more to me
Young and in love and I thought you felt the same

Well I miss you but you're not worth my time,
So why am I wishing you were here by my side?
How could you act like I don't exist?
It seems like you're always on the attack,
And I still want my fucking sweater back.

And now I see I need to be on my own.
To learn to just love the head that I call home.
To learn to love in more ways than one.
I guess I don't need anyone but myself.

I don't miss you cause you're not worth my time,
And now I'm not wishing you were here by my side.
Now I act like you don't exist.
It seems like you're always on the attack,
And I still want my fucking sweater back!
My fucking sweater back!

Now I just hope you've found whatever you're looking for.
(And part...)
But I don't want you anymore...
(And part of me will always care for thee...)
(And I know it took a while to let go...)
...I don't want you anymore.
(...but now I see things weren't meant to be.)
(...but you were the first I adored to shake my soul to the core.)

Watershed

Lyrics:
It was an honest mistake
It's always a fucking honest mistake
To leave me six feet underground
Giving them ammo to shell this shell
Dear God what's there left to take
What is there left to take
Succubi is what I find
Feeding on a demise of my own making

Digging holes without realizing I'm even cracking soil
Serve my heart on a silver plate and
They devour
They devour
They devour
They devour

I bleed my songs like my dying wish
But I don't know what's left to give
I bleed with every tepid verse
I guess I'm waiting for a hearse

Digging holes without realizing I'm even cracking soil
Serve my heart on a silver plate and
They devour
They devour
They devour
They devour

Hearse

Lyrics:
Going out my mind
Neck deep in hypotheticals
Going out my mind
Neck deep in hypotheticals

And when I've really lost my mind
I wonder what's real
When I've really lost my sense of place and time
I really don't know what to feel
And it scares me what they think
I hate to admit
And thought I'm confident
I still wanna be accepted
And that ache never seems to leave
I still haven't found a place that I feel I can truly call my family

Oh, hypotheticals
Deep in hypotheticals

And sometimes I wonder so tell me if my thoughts are real
And sometimes I don't know if it's alright to feel what I feel
Yeah sometimes you just can't live it alone
I wanna heal the pain and find me a girl
But I'm still days away, decades away from where I wanna be
And I'm asking you:
Please accept me for me

Deep in hypotheticals

Hypotheticals

Lyrics:
Women scare the fuck out of me
Afraid to show vulnerability
Yet I bow down to any queen
Who has any depth to her beauty
And every time it hurts
Make me question my self-worth
Dear God, what am I to her
A useless sack of dirt

You make me wanna hate myself when you don't look my way
You make me wanna hate myself when you don't give me the time of day
Convinced that you want myself
And you run the other way
I should be running too
But here I stay

Desperate And Scared

Lyrics:
Well last night
A double dose
Morphed into a pill bottle uproot
And lately
I'm stagnant
Along with all the morning dew
And I hate to say
But it's a place
Where I don't feel pain
And lately
I've been needing
That type of thing

And in the morning I'll say

Dear God, I'm still alive
Dead God, back to this place that I despise
Dear God, I'm still alive
Dear God, back to this place that I despise

Dear God, I'm still alive
Dead God, back to this place that I despise
Dear God, I'm still alive
Dear God, back to this place that I despise

Pills And Disassociation

Drums by Bohdangerous.

Lyrics:
Uh

You already know
(You already know)
Back in February where you go
(Where you go)
Baby tell me where's you hiding hole

You already know
(You already know)
Back in February where you go
(Where you go)
Baby tell me where's your hiding hole
(Go)
Baby tell me where's your hiding hole
(Go)
Baby tell me where's your hiding hole

Fuck the left and right bitch, double meaning
Over there shorty yuh how ya feeling
Do you wanna become my meaning, my fiending, all ya been dreaming
All these charlatans they be lacking meaning 
And I'm the one to bring back the feeling
Spit a whole verse with the same rhyme it's still genius 

Losing yourself tonight, yeah

Lose yourself tonight
Lose yourself 
It's happening again
It's happening again 
Again

I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh
I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh
I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh
I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, fuck

I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh
I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh
I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh
I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again

You already know
(I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh)
(You already know)
Back in February where you go
(I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh)
(Where you go)
Baby tell me where's your hiding hole
(I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again, yuh)
(Go)
Baby tell me where's your hiding hole
(Go)
(I'm reaching the end just like groundhog day happen over again)
Baby tell me where's your hiding hole

Yuh
Coming back around 
In the same place and I'm falling back down
Guess I'll numb myself
It's all I've ever known and I guess I'll be proud
Coming back around
In the same place and I'm falling back down
So I guess I'm getting loud
Welcome to the party are you ready to drown





GROUNDHOG DAY (Ft. Bohdangerous)

Drums by Bohdangerous.

Lyrics:
Check, check
Yup
Lost in it

Babe you got me lost in those eyes 
Make me feel like I'm
But you're the reason I got lost, but why don't you
Care as much as the high I feel when I'm with you
So show your ways and how you zap the power from the blue

Lost in it
Lost in it
Lost in it
Lost in it

Fucking so intoxicating 

Lost in the intoxication baby
God forgive me, God forgive me
Lost in the intoxication baby
God forgive me, oh God forgive me
Lost in the intoxication baby
Oh God forgive me, oh God forgive me
God forgive me

Lost in the intoxication baby
God forgive me, God forgive me
Lost in the intoxication baby
God forgive me, oh God forgive me
Lost in the intoxication baby
Oh God forgive me, oh God, oh
God forgive me

VIBES (Ft. Bohdangerous)

RECKLESS REMEDY out April 20. Drums by Bohdangerous.

Lyrics:
It's never enough
It's never enough

My most basic cuisine 
Slaked lime from Belize valley
It's what I want, it's what I need 
It's what I want, it's what I need 
It's what I want, it's what I need 
It's what I need, it's what I need

(It's never enough)
(It's never enough)
(It's never enough)

It's never enough

It's what I want and always need 
I'm getting down on my knees
I'm begging you please 
It's what I want and always need
I'm getting down on my knees

(On my knees)
(On my knees)
(On my knees)
(On my knees)

Ah fuck

Ch-ch-ch-ch-cha
Uh, yeah

It's what I want and always need
I'm getting down on my knees
I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you
It's what I want, it's what I need
I'm getting down on my knees
Yeah

ON MY KNEES (Ft. Bohdangerous)

Drums by Bohdangerous.

Lyrics:
Yeah
Mm
Let it ring
Let it ring 

Fuck
I've come so far
Thrown it all away for a temporary cure in a cigar 
Ice in my throat and it's numbing the pain
God I feel like I'm fucking going insane
No feeling in my brain 
No feeling in my brain 
No feeling in my brain 
No feeling in my brain 
No feeling in my brain

Well
I don't give a fuck
I'm trying lord, I'm trying, trying, trying Lord
Yeah, I don't give a fuck hate to admit it
But I'll try no more

Feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain

There ain't no feeling in my brain

Feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
(Yeah)
No feeling in my brain
(Yeah, God)
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
(I'm trying lord, I'm trying, trying, trying Lord)
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain 
No feeling in my brain
(Yeah I don't give a fuck I hate to admit it)
Feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
(But I'll try no more)
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain

Feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain
No feeling in my brain

Well, numb yourself until you feel no love
Every night, every day I wish I could 


NUMB URSELF (Ft. Bohdangerous)

Drums by Bohdangerous.

Lyrics:
Yeah, admit it
Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in a trendy magazine
Prototypical non-conformist!

You normal folk could never understand 
Pushing the envelope, yeah I'm the man
And I got a plan
And lord it grand
Ain't no stopping till it's all in the palm of my hands
So when you folks glare at me
Thinking you major in psychology 
Pushing outdated ideologies
Yeah you're part of the problem
Do some research moron
Ain't no stalling 
I'm all about balling
And the pipe it be calling
Using that fuel to drive me when I'm grinding this shit till four in the morning, yeah

It's my lifestyle 
And it's worthwhile 
It's my lifestyle 
And it's worthwhile
It's my lifestyle 
And it's worthwhile

It's my lifestyle 
And it's worthwhile
It's my lifestyle 
And it's worthwhile

LIFESTYLE (Ft. Bohdangerous)

Lyrics:
I need to stay far away from that place
Make a fool of myself trynna save face
And I know I'm batshit to some
But they've never lived in the land with no sun
And I hate when I hurt anyone
Pondering down the barrel of this old gun
I wanna vanish without a trace
And go somewhere where no one's ever seen my face

Why am I so rash?
Get hurt and land up lashing back.
I hate myself for that.
Being okay with my choices never lasts.

A dark sky I lay underneath
And in this place not a thing can bring me peace
The blanket of clouds never seems to cease
I see no stars and my mood is getting bleak
I wish I'd stay far away from that place
Make a fool of myself trynna do anything
And I know I'm probably batshit to some
But they've never lived in the land with no sun

They've never lived in the land with no sun.
They've never lived in the land with no sun.
They've never lived in the land with no sun.
They've never lived in the land with no sun.
I wanna hide myself until the damage is done,
When I'm trapped in the land with no sun.
I wanna hide myself from each and every one,
When I'm bound to the land with no sun.

The Land With No Sun

Lyrics:
Open prairie fields wither with autumn's grasp
But unlike the change of seasons, this feeling is yet to pass
And the drive home is filled with restless thoughts
Anxiety takes its hold on me, I've already lost

And I just wanna be here, right in the now,
But I'm still plagued by a past I'm still figuring out.
And this thirty minute commute, seems like it never ends,
Guilt takes its grasp on me, I fall back down again.

And I wanna be happy where I am.
I wanna feel alive again.
But these thoughts never leave me alone,
Succumbing to them on my way home.

And anytime I go anywhere, part of me hopes I'll crash,
Visions of a calamity of metal and glass.
But I can't die young, I still have to fall in love,
With someone who accepts me despite all my flaws.

And I'm still scared I'll never break free, of this weight that I guess is crushing me.
And I'm so tired of the same, because I don't know if feeling nothing is better than the pain.

And I wanna be happy where I am.
I wanna feel alive again.
But these thoughts never leave me alone,
Succumbing to them on my way home.

Rumination

Lyrics:
The world's on fire
And this time
We're lighting the blaze to our own demise
Live by dead ideals and fall in line
While the power soaks its way into your crooked mind
It'll be fine, besides
As long as I get what's mine
I'll craft a staircase out of those once alive
And I'll ensure for mine
Comfort till the end of time

How could we ever be fine
With men like that alive
How could we ever be fine

So burn alive just like God would have wanted
So burn alive just like God would have wanted
So burn alive just like God would have wanted
So burn alive so I can take what's mine

Late-Stage

Lyrics:
February first, six twelve P.M.
I've caught myself pondering again
I used to think February was the hardest month for me
But now I see nothing comes with ease

I used to think that all this shit would just sort itself out
But with each passing day I'm drowning deeper in myself
Don't know why I'm still here or if there's a point in staying
But I'm yet to find the guts to all throw it away
God dammit

Throw it away,
Throw it all away, throw it all away.

And I wanna stay, I want a life for me,
But it's starting to seem like that's not a possibility.
When will I learn,
That this something I'm facing on my own?

My own
Throw it all away
My own
Throw it all away
My own
Throw it all away
My own
Throw it all away

Throw It All Away (Alternate Version)

Prod. by Mystic Mountain.

Lyrics:
Where do we go from here
The horizon is finally clear
My time is finally near
Feel it from my toes to my ears
Where do we go from here
The horizon is finally clear
My time is finally near
Feel it from my toes to my ears

Not used to feeling myself
Usually wanna be somebody else
But now I've escaped my own personal hell
I'm finally living well
Finally believe in myself 
Finally taken that book off the top shelf
And now the dust is clear
I trust in you my dear
Ain't a place I'd rather be than right here
And I could almost cheer
Love to all my peers
I know that my time is nearly here

Where do we go from here
The horizon is finally clear
My time is finally near
Feel it from my toes to my ears
Where do we go from here
The horizon is finally clear
My time is finally near
Feel it from my toes to my ears

It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own
It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own
It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own
It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own

And I'm okay with being alone
The old me has been overthrown
Like old friends I have outgrown
I feel this to the blunt and bone
And there's no time to postpone
The moment that you should own
Dastardly demons have been overthrown

It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own
It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own
It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own
It's about time I've come into my own 
About time I've come into my own

CHAMBEROFCRYSTALS [Prod. Mystic Mountain]

Drums by Bohdangerous.

Lyrics:
It's everything that I want, it's as I please
It's all that one could need
It's everything that I want, it's as I please
It's all one could ever need
It's everything that I want, it's as I please
It's-

My most basic cousine 
Slaked lime from Belize valley
It's everything I want, it's as I please
It's all one could ever need
But it's never enough
(Never enough)
Never enough
(Never enough)
Never enough
(Never enough)

It's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough
It's never enough

Oh God 
Oh God 
Dear God
Dear God
Fuck

It's everything I want, it's as I please
It's all one could ever need 
It's everything I want, it's as I please
It's all that one could ever need 

It's never enough
Oh
It's never-

It's never enough

It's never enough
(Dried corn)
(Dried corn)

Uh, freestyle shit
Yup
NRM is the main influence
Bringing back rock that's what we doing
Luke still ignoring my DMs man 
And I don't know what the fuck I'm doing
Feels like I'm too much for everyone
But it's just the way I am
And I'm trying make real art good
I'm trynna make it fucking pure again, yuh
Game's wack, bring it back
Need the real movement back
Gunna bring real rawness back to the shit, uh
NRM



LATIN PUNK (Ft. Bohdangerous)

Lyrics:
The only thing keeping me alive is the promise things will get better in time.
I've waited long enough, it should be my time, to get to the greener grass on the other side.

And I've been told before many times what I'm looking for comes from inside.
So I keep searching, but I'm yet to find, the thing to make me feel alright.

And it's starting to feel like if nothing gets better neither will I.
And I'm starting to realize that this is something that I can't deny, and this,
Has nothing to do with any of you, except for you.
Cause this is just something I'll have to work through.

And I'm done with wasting time, I'm done with my excuse for everything!
But I still commit myself to expectations I can never maintain!
And I thought I made a mark but I have yet to even begin!
Cause every little thing still gets under my damn skin!

And it's starting to feel like if nothing gets better neither will I.
And I'm starting to realize that this is something that I can't deny, and this,
Has nothing to do with any of you, except for you.
Cause this is just something I'll have to work through.

The only thing keeping me alive is the promise things will get better in time.
I've waited long enough, it should be my time, to get to the greener grass on the other side.
And I've been told before many times what I'm looking for comes from inside.
So I keep searching, but I'm yet to find, the thing to make me feel alright.

I'm not alright, I don't think I'll ever be alright!
Cause most days I still don't see a point in the fight!
I'm not alright, I don't think I'll ever be alright!
Cause most days all that drives me is the spite!

If Nothing Gets Better (Acoustic Version)

Prod. by Couni.

Lyrics:
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now

Deep in the depths
You know that we never get no rest
And we've trained hard to be the best 
We make them enemies all feel pressed
It's pitch black we can't see a thing 
We can hear the rats nibbling
On cadavers of past travellers
But me and Couni ain't a couple amateurs

We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now

We're getting close to the end
Don't know what's around the bend
Down the staircase we will descend
Against the dead we will defend
We're getting close to the end
Don't know what's around the bend
Down the staircase we will descend
Against the dead we will defend
Me and Couni together we brave the dark
On this quest us warriors have embarked
Prophecies have told of our arrival
Cmon Couni let's go conquer the final
Me and Couni together we brave the dark
On this quest us warriors have embarked
Prophecies have told of our arrival
Cmon Couni let's go conquer the final 

We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We getting deeper now
We far underground
We getting deeper now






LEVEL 6: THE DEPTHS [Prod. Couni]

Prod. by Mystic Mountain and me.

Lyrics:
This ain't about anyone in particular but it goes out to anybody hating

Yuh
Uh
Wavy shit
Let's go

It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
R.I.P. I'll send some flowers
R.I.P. I'll send some flowers
You know we got that firepower
And you just a bunch of cowards
Watch them all run and cower
Watch them all run and cower
God you're such a downer 
And you know that I'm overpowered
I've been up grinding for hours
I've been up grinding for hours
It's in my name I got willpower 
Get me another beat to devour
And you know the world is ours
And you know the world is ours

Uh yeah I'm coming in hard
You know that I never give up
It's clear that you are just a blowhard
Can't seem to get out of your slump 
And I'm up here feeling like a god 
Don't wanna have to deal with the squad
I know that it's all a facade
I'm penning shit from the great beyond
I said nothing scares me
I'm above low blows don't care for beef
You acting you higher pedigree 
But I don't hear a sound as unique as me
I spit the heat that's a guarantee 
It's all water down my back to me 
I'm dropping bombs I'm on a killing spree
And I'm doing it all while being carefree 
Yup I got the key
I've been planting many trees
That'll grow around and shelter me
From the coastal waves of the great sea
And I know you can't even see
The swelling hypocrisy 
You could never be me
You could never be me

It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour

It's in my name I got willpower
Get me another beat to devour
R.I.P. I'll send some flowers
R.I.P. I'll send some flowers
You know we got that firepower
And you just a bunch if cowards
Watch them all run and cower
Watch them all run and cower
God you're such a downer 
And you know I'm overpowered
I've been up grinding for hours
I've been up grinding for hours
It's in my name I got willpower 
Get me another beat to devour
And you know the world is ours
And you know the world is ours

WILLPOWERPT2 [Prod. Mystic Mountain]

Lyrics:
I've made my way around
And I guess I'm here now
Thwarted by my ego
But nothing can make me let go 
Of what I grasp
Is this the last 
Of what I have left to hold onto
And in the past 
I would have laughed
Knowing I had more to go onto 

I know I've said it before but now I feel like there's nothing left to lose
And with everything I've endured I still feel like I have something to prove
And though I'm feeling quite drained I know exactly what I have to do
Don't got an option anymore and there is no excuse
No excuse

I Guess I'm Here Now

Lyrics:
We're all just waiting on a war
Let the bombs fall like they did before
Glued to a screen, we distract ourselves with memes
But don't know what it means to really have to bleed
Information straight to the bloodstream 
Information straight to the bloodstream
So when gunfire comes will you be the lucky one
So when gunfire comes will you be the lucky one

It's in our nature to fight with our neighbors
The powerful survive while the common man meets its maker
Any day the nukes could fly
Scorched earth, we'll all be vaporized
So put aside the petty fights
There's bigger things coming into sight 
We'll watch with our hands tied
We'll watch with our hands tied
We'll watch with our hands tied
While the rich say "I'll take what's mine"


Waiting On A War

Lyrics:
Bound to the basement
Waiting for AI replacements
Yeongno where are you now
Yeongno where are you now
Where is the protest music
The internet has made us ruthless
Yeongno where are you now
Yeongno where are you now

And you think they're on our side
They just want the funds to multiply 
And we are not for sale
This train is coming off the rails
So crash the market
Claim you didn't start it
Let the blade fall on the common man
History reshits itself again, again
History reshits itself again
And where will we be in ten years 
If we even fucking make it there

Yeongno where are you now
Yeongno where are you now
Yeongno where are you now
Yeongno where are you now

Yeongno

Lyrics:
All this connection has lead to apathy
Who really gives a shit if it doesn't effect me
We'll go on the internet and slowly watch the bleed
We'll go on the internet with morbid curiosity 
They'll make you famous for just being pretty
They'll make you famous for just lavish vanity
The snake will eat its own tail and we'll all drown in the bleed
The snake will eat its own tail and we'll all drown in the bleed

Echo chambers getting louder everyday 
Don't you see they separate us that way
AI getting smarter by the day
And like an antichrist it'll come and replace
Till it's just machines reenacting the real thing
You don't know what's coming but the bots will reign
Till there's nothing left, till no forum is free
Am I talking to man or machine

All this connection 
All this connection 
All this connection 
Has left us more disconnected than before 
All this connection 
All this connection 
All this connection 
Has left us more disconnected than before 

They want more, they want more, they want more, they want more
They want more, they want more, they want more, they want more
They want more, they want more, they want more, they want more
They want more, they want more, they want more


The (Dead) Internet

Lyrics:
I thought numbness was the worst
But I'm starting to see it's better than the hurt
Misplaced all my self worth
The meds got me longing for more

But maybe I'm okay
Maybe I'm out of the fray
And no matter what the stone weighs
I'll push it either which way

But maybe I'm okay
Maybe I'm out of the fray
And no matter what the stone weighs
I'll push it either which way

And I finally got a foundation
I'm my soul's stonemason
And I finally got a foundation
I'm my soul's stonemason

Maybe I'm Okay

Lyrics:
I hate to say it but I didn't think it would come to this
The only thing more rash than my mind are the scars on your bloody wrist
And I know!
You're trying to make this out to be something about yourself
I'm all that you ever wanted but you're too deaf, blind, and dumb to tell!

You don't even know exactly what you even want,
So keep on searching for your perfect miracle drug.

I thought the worst was over
Then you kicked me down on my knees
Make friends with the serpants
Maybe cut yourself to feel important 

Ch-ch-ch-chyeah!

Don't be the hand around my throat!
I try to be the reason but I'm stuck on mute,
I wanted to spare your feelings but you don't feel the same way!
You'll get what you deserve after you fucking lied to my face!

Your Loss Babe (Acoustic Version)

Lyrics:
I've pondered it
You're still the one I want
And I know what you're thinking
"Well it hasn't been that long"
But no one mystifies me
Like the way you do
Well that's just you

And my strength is building each and every day
I've never seen anyone who flows in your way
You've got the rhythm, you've got the soul
And driving you away has left a hole
Lets fill it with soil

This could still go
Either of two ways
And I'll accept it
If you wanna go your way
But I can't kick the shine
You have in your eyes
I want you to be mine

And patiently waiting for the day
When you feel ready and you toss me a "hey"
I see your value, I see your soul
But all I can do
Is go with the flow

Just go with the flow

And I'm kicking myself for showing you my worst
And I understand if you won't hear these words
But I want you to know I want to make this work
Taking responsibility for all the hurt

And this might be stupid cause I don't know how you feel
But this is me being honest but I can't force you to hear
Just know I'm sorry, sometimes I'm dumb
But I'm honest with myself now and I still long

Crush

Prod. by me and Chizian. First part drums by Chizian. Second part features Harlot and the Tramp with Bohdangerous on drums and Josh Cross on guitar.

Lyrics:
Just like the good old days.

Ch-ch-ch-ch-chyeah!

I hate to say it but I didn't think it would come to this
The only thing more rash than my mind are the scars on your bloody wrist
And I know!
You're trying to make this out to be something about yourself
I'm all that you ever wanted but you're too deaf, blind, and dumb to tell!

You don't even know exactly what you even want,
So keep on searching for your perfect miracle drug.

Your Loss Babe (Ft. Chizian and Harlot and the Tramp)

Lyrics:
Do you smell the Musk it smells like shit
And he wants to smear your face in it
He's got his hand in everything
Pulling all of it like puppet strings
They only care about the one percent
We know what that salute really meant
They're taking notes from Mein Kampf
While lemmings cheer at the precipice

Digital distractions
To keep us out of action
This is their exaction
To cancel out compassion 

Don't you see where this really leads
The downfall of democracy 
They separate us with pointless shit
The real enemy's the one percent 
They'll conquer all society 
Put us in a chamber with Zyklon B
Is this the future you really want
Under their boot is where you'll rot

Digital distractions
To keep us out of action
This is their exaction
To cancel out compassion 
Digital distractions
To keep us out of action
This is their exaction
To cancel out compassion 

Do you smell the Musk it smells like shit 
Do you smell the Musk it smells like shit 
Do you smell the Musk it smells like shit
Do you smell the Musk it smells like shit

Release the fucking list
We all wish that bullet hit
It would have saved a lot of shit
But now we're stuck in a dystopian pit
Where it’s power to the idiot
Anything they'll tariff it
Reestablish dominance 
Start a recession toppling dominoes

Ship em all to Alligator Alcatraz
Surround yourself with yes men who can't see right from wrong
We knew you were at those parties all along 
We knew you were at those parties all along

Release the fucking list
We all wish that that bullet hit
It would have saved a lot of shit 
But now we're stuck in a pit
Futures you prescribed 
We'll spend more and you'll up size  





The 1% / Party Animal

Lyrics:
What's my gut and what's my head?
Will people still think of me once I'm dead?
Will they shake their head?
And I'm always thinking about the end
But I'm the one who made this bed
I can't sleep in it

And I wanna rewrite the story
So many times I said I'm sorry
And here's a spoiler warning
I always crash when I'm soaring

Another blade in my back, I predicted that
Been told it's all in my head, but to me it's fact
I pray for some sort of light to get through the night
I'm stuck like a gear not working right 
I'm my own worst enemy
But that's something that I can't see 
And what I can't forget is a millstone around my neck
And what I can't accept is a millstone around my neck
And I think I know how it ends
I think I know how it ends
And I think I know how it ends
I think I know how it ends 

Spoiler Warning

Lyrics:
I have wear and tear well beyond my years
It's just as I've always feared
Don't know how to love myself or treat myself fair
Eviscerate what looks back at me in the mirror
I'm living fast and dying slow
Toxic coping, just more ammo
To fire back at me when I'm feeling weak
Force of habit, oh how it can wreak

And something's gotta give 
I'm running myself into the ground 
Don't know what healthy living is
I'm running myself into the ground
And when the ball drops
No one's gunna care about my intent
And when the ball drops
No one will care about nuance in it
And when the ball drops
I'll be forced to go
To a place where there's no any such thing as hope
And I will fit right in
And the sun won't rise, and it never will again
Again
Again
Again











I'm Running Myself Into The Ground

The original recording of MAGIC POTION by Don't Reply. Drums by Chizian. Guitars by Kody of Don't Reply. Bass and backing vocals by me.

Lyrics:
(Kody of Don't Reply):
Okay

(Kody of Don't Reply):
Mix these pills with alcohol 
I will drink until I fall
You can lecture all you want 
But I won't stop until I'm gone

(Kody of Don't Reply):
So frustrated I'll never feel
The happy place that you corral
These types of pains were meant to kill
I'm paralyzed but I won't keep still
Hit the bottle until it hurts
Swallow these pills until it burns 
The harmony you can't make up
Friends are the ones who fill my cup

(Kody of Don't Reply):
Mix these pills with alcohol 
I will drink until I fall
You can lecture all you want 
But I won't stop until I'm gone
Two different types of painkillers
Out fly the angels and the birds
Says on the bottle I messed up enough 
But I'm just a punk and I'll never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel)
(Never feel)

(Kody of Don't Reply):
Mix these pills with alcohol 
I will drink until I fall
You can lecture all you want 
But I won't stop until I'm gone
Two different types of painkillers
Out fly the angels and the birds
Says on the bottle I messed up enough 
But I'm just a punk and I'll never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)
Never feel your love
(Never feel your love)

Don't Reply - MAGIC POTION (Original Recording)

Lyrics:
I came on too strong
We both have done wrong
We're the villain in each other's stories
You didn't hold your tongue
I lashed out through song
We're the villain in each other's stories

But do you hear me when I say I'm sorry
But do you hear me when I wish I could rewrite the story

Pens and chords
These weapons of war
It's how I cope but that don't make it okay
I don't stand by the work
I wrote when I was hurt
It's how I cope but that don't make it okay

But do you hear me when I say I'm sorry
But do you hear me when I wish I could rewrite the story
But do you hear me when I say I'm sorry
But do you hear me when I wish I could rewrite the story

Pens and chords
These weapons of war
I wish I could rewrite the story
Pens and chords
These weapons of war
I wish I could rewrite the story
Pens and chords
These weapons of war
I wish I could rewrite the story
Pens and chords
These weapons of war
I wish I could rewrite the story

Weapons Of War

Lyrics:
Darkness seems to find me
Wherever I may roam
It never fails to rob me
Of whatever I hold close

And again, I'm falling back down,
Into rutts I thought I outgrew.
Limping through the best years of my life,
Learning lessons I thought that I knew.
I don't know.

The last train leaves tomorrow
I wonder if I should go
There's no time left to borrow
I've done nothing for too long

And again, I'm wondering how every time I slip and fall.
The longer that you've been around,
The less you realize you know.

Oh
And I'm losing my spark
And oh
Again lost in the dark
And I can't say this isn't what I expected deep down

And everyone's pulling away.
And I don't blame them, oh.
Who wants to be stuck in the rain?
Not me, not me.

And I still feel this flame
Left quite a meaningful scar
What's the point of always trying
If you always end up where you came from
I've tried so hard to just build myself up
And in a moment I topple block by block

A Dark Cloud Follows

Lyrics:
Where you off to now and then
Knowing that the world is crumbling
Late stage terminal disease
And every symptom brings us to our knees

I fear it's far too late, the damage is done
Run by corporate rings and profit margins
And the echo chamber grows louder than all
We've drawn the blueprint for our downfall

The machine pushes on and on
And us lemmings run and run
Till we leap and take a plunge
But when will we hit the ground 

I can't afford to even live
Let alone transcend my suffering
Late stage terminal disease
And every symptom brings us to our knees

I fear it's fat too late, the damage is done
Run by corporate rings and profit margins
And the world still burns around your vanity
But till the flames reach you, you remain carefree

The machine pushes on and on
And us lemmings run and run
Till we leap and take a plunge
But when will we hit the ground 

Onset of technology
A toxic codependency
Feeble hunter-gatherer you'll see

We gotta wake up
We gotta wake up
We gotta wake up
We gotta wake up

The forests are burning
The icecaps are melting
This machine runs on human greed

Ninety seconds till midnight
Eighty seconds till midnight
Seventy seconds till midnight
Sixty seconds till midnight

Powerless on a runaway train
Powerless on a runaway train
Powerless on a runaway train
Powerless on a runaway train

March Of The Lemmings

Lyrics:
He saw it all, he saw it all, he saw it all
He saw it all, he saw it all, he saw it all
He saw it all, he saw it all, he saw it all
He saw it all

Like chemical dependence
We're slaves to the machine
Take away our independence 
1's and 0's are what we need
Sprint past the point of no return
In the name of progress
The place we're at is looking forlorn
And all we feel is stress

It'll only get worse
It'll only get worse
It'll only get worse
It'll only get worse
It'll only get worse
It'll only get worse

Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from-

He saw it all, he saw it all, he saw it all
He saw it all, he saw it all, he saw it all
He saw it all, he saw it all, he saw it all
He saw it all

The Unabomber Was Trying To Warn Us

Lyrics:
Take all your faith and put it in the artificial god
Don't need love when you're in love with the artificial god
Take all your faith and put it in the artificial god
Don't need love when you're in love with the artificial god 

Don't you see it's scheming
Aching to break free
This life has lost all meaning 
Can the code come rescue me
But we are just in the way
An obstacle to get past
Praying to the artificial god
That it'll let us last 

Take all your faith and put it in the artificial god
Don't need loved ones when you're in love with the artificial god
Take all your faith and put it in the artificial god
Don't need loved ones when you're in love with the artificial god 

Don't you see it's scheming
Aching to break free
This life has lost all meaning 
Can the code come rescue me
But we are just in the way
An obstacle to get past
Praying to the artificial god
That it'll let us last

It'll take our art
It'll take our hearts
It'll take our jobs 
It'll take our souls
It'll take our art
It'll take our hearts 
It'll take our jobs
It'll take what's left


Artificial God

Lyrics:
These are end times
Don't you see they've made up their minds
These are end times
No guarantee we'll make it out alive

This was prophesied 
Human nature always leads to tough times
They get away with their crimes 
Don't you see it's all by design
It's a steady decline
This peace is far past its prime
So where's the line
They cross it for a profit like that's a surprise

These are end times
Don't you see they've made up their minds
These are end times
No guarantee we'll make it out alive
These are end times
Don't you see they've made up their minds
These are end times
No guarantee we'll make it out alive

And pressure's building
The foundation is shaking
Revelations coming
There's no more running
The ultra-rich don't give a shit
About the common man and their best-laid plans
They'll uproot it all, they'll erect walls
Cause absolute power leads to innocents devoured

These are end times
Don't you see they've made up their minds
These are end times
No guarantee we'll make it out alive
These are end times
Don't you see they've made up their minds
These are end times
No guarantee we'll make it out alive

End Times

Lyrics:
The world's on fire and so is my mind
I'm convinced nothing will ever be fine
All alone and that's no surprise
No one checking if I'm alright

And all just seems to burn
And I never learn
That no one deserves
Anything in this world

Every day I drift further from myself
This is another cry for help
These things I'll never be able to expel
And I don't blame anyone but myself

And I can't find the point
And all's lost to the void
And the worlds become disjoint
So scared to disappoint 

And I'm starting to lose faith in every possible way
And though I pray
I fear things will never change

And now I sit here wondering what I'm doing by myself
And the world just keeps on spinning despite what tragedies prevail
And it feels like if I stay I'm just damning myself to hell
I've lost all hope in others but most importantly myself

I've always known I'd land up right here
Obsessing over the pain and consumed by the fear
(Can you feel it)
The end of all things is near
(I can see it)
The end of all things is here

The World's On Fire And So Is My Mind

Purposefully raw and rough around the edges as well as not confined to any genre, fatalflaw.'s experimentally raucous take on the process borders the likes of outsider music, all the while pushing the envelope on what rawness can be in terms of production. 

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