xela said it was my turn

We had something special
But where did all the time go
The colors started fading
This isn't superstition
Cause I know what you’re thinking
But idk the reason
I used up my emotions
I haven’t been myself

You’re stabbing my heart I bleed out
You kick me while I’m on the ground
Faded, and I cannot think straight
Begging and pleading please don’t hate

You say that you love me
But I know that you’re lying
No this can’t be the end
Will you still be my friend

You’re stabbing my heart I bleed out
You kick me while I’m on the ground
Faded, and I cannot think straight
Begging and pleading please don’t hate
(x2)

Love Never Lasts(prod. ayoji)

1000 lives I would love you
But you’re leaving me
I’ve got no more blood I can bleed
And I know that you hate me now
Left me to rust 
And you’re done

Now there’s a void
Where my heart once was
Carved out by hatred from you
Now I’m alone
Right where you left me
Standing in rain as it pours

Im killing
All my feelings
Im not playing games anymore
So far away
But you felt so close

But Why(x7)

Why'd you go
And murder me
You built me just to watch me burn
And I'll wait
Like I always do

But how could you leave me to die

Alone Where You Left Me (prod. Sillage)

Verse 1:
It's 4 am, ‘n I can’t think straight
Mind runnin wild, with you in my face
Broke my heart, now you crawling back
So tell me whatchu gone do

Chorus:
You had a chance now it’s gone so don’t call me
Took all I had, now you’re mad that you lost me
I was all in, now I’m out, moving calmly
Heart on freeze, no tears — just a calm me(x2)

Verse 2:
Riding on a high that won’t ever let me come down
Fighting for my life, cause my heart you went ‘n ripped out
Now you’re chasing shadows in the silence of a break down
Gave you every part, now I’m stuck with all the fall out

Verse 3:
Feeling like a flame in the middle of a cold breeze
Tryna play it cool but my soul won’t hold peace
Talk slick, love quick, now I’m in a nose bleed
Flashback, late night, dancing in a daydream

Chorus:
You had a chance now it’s gone so don’t call me
Took all I had, now you’re mad that you lost me
I was all in, now I’m out, moving calmly
Heart on freeze, no tears — just a calm me(x2)

Whatchu Gone Do (prod. tiresss)

Verse 1:
So tell me where you're running for the night
Cross my mind but you stay out of sight
Pretty little thing but you still fight
Drop your guard for no one, but I still like
I'm inching my way closer, I don't bite
So tell me where you're running for the night

Verse 2:
Saw her sipping something strong
Posted in the neon glow
Smile sayin "Come n get me"
With eyes sayin "Nah you wont"
She's moving like a melody
But she wont let the feeling show
Got that vibe that pulls me in
Then hits me with a "Keep it low"

So tell me where you're running for the night(x2)

Runnin (prod. tiresss, whyapril, fiftyzeros, yxshiqt)

Chorus:
Uh oh again I’ve gone and fucked up(x4)

I scream but I’m silent 
Cause no one ever listens
I’m bruised but I’m breathing
That’s more than you expected
I’m not runnin from this
Can’t stop what’s in motion

Verse:
Telling me what’s wrong with me
Like I’m not going to through this shit
You’re listing on your fingers
All the reasons I’m a waste of it
You’re calling it critique 
But all it really is, is mal intent
You’re fed all up with me
But all I am is just a stupid kid

You act like you’re above it
Like your hands are clean in all of this
But you were never patient 
Just loud enough to make me flinch
You think I don’t remember
Every word you ever spit 
You dress it up as caring
But you just wanted to see me quit

Chorus:
Uh oh again I’ve gone and fucked up(x4)

I scream but I’m silent 
Cause no one ever listens
I’m bruised but I’m breathing
That’s more than you expected
I’m not runnin from this
Can’t stop what’s in motion

Frickhead