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Into The Further We Go (Prod. ʎpoqou)

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Leave me alone, Hands on my face, 
Lost in the smoke, I Can't see a thing
Leave me alone, Hands on my face, 
Lost in the smoke, I Can't see a thing

Leave me alone, Leave me alone, just get up and go
friendliness gone, ain't about money then I'm movin on.
All your shit wack, you in the past, fuck what you say.
I'm in all black, I got the cash, I got the blade,

We're the eyes in the streets, better watch how you speak
Think twice, roll the dice and your options deplete.
I'm up on the creep, while you turn in your sheets.
I'm down underground, while you lurk in the scene.

Cranium in motion like like a see-saw
If they don't fuck with me, let 'em sleepwalk.
Talks cheap round here, but let me keep things clear,
You don't wanna fuck around with a demon.

I do not need your two cents,
If you can't afford it don't get it.
If you feel my presence
Ignore my reflection, don't look in the eyes of a menace

LIFELESS

Shut Your Eyes (Prod. Sonic 044 & OmenXIII)

Production by @colorhue
Mixed and Mastered by @blowebeats

LYRICS:

I can feel the emptiness coming closer
Almost broke, them i'm out of order
When i die, still feel my aura
Thats for sure i'm coming right for ya

Nights on my own with the knife i tore up
All alone, know i keep that door shut
In need of more love, but all i can feel is this hate
Wishing this wasn’t the way i was made

Call it what you want i call it my fate
I'm feeling like death, but isn't it great?
I’m holding my breath
But why do i wait
Alive in this world i can't find an escape
I thrive in my mind what a wonderful place
I wish i could stay here for all of my days
I offer a taste through songs that i say
for limited time i am rotting away!

I’m leaving, tonight!
There’s nothing left for me, in life
So i’m leaving, i’m leaving, i’m leaving, i’m leaving,
I’m leaving, I’m grieving, i’m bleeding, you see it!

There’s nothing left for me on Earth
I want to go just put me inside the dirt.
But i can not give up for i know what i'm worth 
got a purpose to serve i’m reversing the hurt

Hurt that’s in me, and hurt that’s in you
Put us together, that’s two.
My past is something i wish wasn’t true
There’s nothing i can fucking do. 

$igil  //  Consciiious Music
47sigil@gmail.com
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$igil - LET THE CROWS SPEAK (Prod. color hue)

OmenXIII - You Can't Spell Soul Without Sol (Prod. Drew The Architect)

OmenXIII- Separating Self From Me (2015)

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OmenXIII - You Can't Spell Soul Without Sol

I miss you...

Production and guitar melodies composed by myself.
Thank you for listening.

Lyrics:

I don't wanna be alone, anymore, no.
I've been sitting by the phone, will you come home?
Take away.
All this pain.
How did we end up this way?
x2

All I wanna do is fucking clear my damn head.
But these thoughts that I've been fighting are just wanting me dead.
Most days I can't even get the fuck up outta bed.
So I lay here wallowing, in my sorrows instead. 
I've been trying, swear I'm trying, but these demons keep on rising. 
Every time I say I'm fine im always really fucking lying.
I'm so sick of selling bullshit that these people keep on buying.
Even friends of mine can't see the pain I hide deep down inside. 
I'm obsessing over death to the point where I can't catch my breath. 
There's a mess, in my head, that I can't even address.
But when I'm thinking of you it takes away the stress.
Yeah I promise that im trying, yeah I'm tryna be my best, girl. 

I don't wanna be alone, anymore, no.
I've been sitting by the phone, will you come home?
Take away.
All this pain.
How did we end up this way?
x2

Every day I wake up and wonder why I'm alive. 
I've been struggling to find a purpose, cause its all a lie. 
I'm so tired of feeling useless, like I'm wasting all your time. 
When I wake up, you're not here, and I feel like I should die. 
Could you Take it all away, please just take it all away. 
You're the only one that can get rid of all of this damn pain. 
Its insane, that one person can effect me this way.
You're the calm, to my storm, that I have in my brain. 
Ever since I can remember I have never cherished life. 
Always wondering when I would fall victim to the knife. 
Then you came in and told me to stay alive.
Your the reason I am here, why'd you have to say goodbye. 

I don't wanna be alone, anymore, no.
I've been sitting by the phone, will you come home?
Take away.
All this pain.
How did we end up this way?
x2

Please Come Home (Prod. Schultz)

What does it mean to be alive...?

Production composed by myself.
Thank you for listening.
<3

Lyrics:

I dont wanna be alive now. 
I dont wanna be alive now.
I dont wanna be alive now.
No no no.

Tell me whats it mean to be alive.
cause Ive been at home staying inside. 
Always feeling like I need to hide.
Till I take the drugs, that will make me feel right.

I dont wanna be alive now. 
But I guess Im gonna have to fucking try now.
I just wanna leave, let me die now.
But I guess until then Imma lie down.
I dont wanna be alive now. 
But I guess Im gonna have to fucking try now.
I just wanna leave, let me die now.
But I guess until then Imma lie down.

Dont think that you can save me.
Ive been trying my best to make you fucking hate me.
Aint been feeling myself lately. 
Cause I know the reapers coming here to come and take me.
Ive been feeling like I sank into the sea.
Tried to swim back up just so that I could try and breathe.
Check the script bottle but theres nothing there to see. 
Blessing in disguise cause I'd probly OD.
Up until 4 in the mornin.
Skippin the morning im snoring. 
All of these drugs that snortin
Hiding the pain cause its potent.
I dont know where life is going. 
Cause everything has been boring.
Use to feel like I was soaring. 
Now im just stagnant Im mourning. 

Im sorry but.
I think that I should go home.
Cause I wanna sit in my room all alone. 

I dont wanna be alive now. 
But I guess Im gonna have to fucking try now.
I just wanna leave, let me die now.
But I guess until then Imma lie down.
I dont wanna be alive now. 
But I guess Im gonna have to fucking try now.
I just wanna leave, let me die now.
But I guess until then Imma lie down.

Drown (Prod. Schultz)

prod @oilcolor

1/5/18


and still in my head, death fulfilled my last breath
and still I feel depressed
baby kill it, let me lay my head on your chest

late at night my mind gets blank at times
it’s not alright but hey I still get by
ask me why, reply every day’s my suicide
doing it wrong
making the fuckin goonie sigh
you can’t read me because every fuckin word’s a lie
conceded, never believing until I start to try
ruin confidence? nah, u can’t blind these eyes, rolled back
like these blunts passed to me, myself, and I

why oh why did I even try with you

fuckin up dude
"what you gonna do Boone?"
nothing, I’m not in the fuckin mood
less of you, that’s what I consume
devilish bruise left with the few
a mess of who be left untrue
a destined goone relaxed unto
these backwood moods kept grey in you
the fact is true, a devil stays in you
playing the mind day after day, night after night,
day after day, night after night

BOONE - AMOREVOLOUS prod. oilcolor

I hope that you remember me...

I sampled the guitar from the song December by Neck Deep. Go support them cause they are good af.

Lyrics:

I just wanna know where youve been.
I just wanted you to listen.
I hope that im not a regret.
If not then let me have your hand.

Im so lost.
Cause youre gone.
I hope youre listening to this song. 
All alone in my car just driving.
Wishing you were in the passenger riding.
We havent talked in months why you hiding?
Ive been stuck at home all alone crying. 
Do you remember looking at the night sky.
Wondering how we got this high.
Without you I just want to die.
But I know you will be just fine. 
And Im trying
To find a way.
For you to come to stay.

IHopeIMeantSomethingToYou (Prod. Schultz)

Last drop before the album comes out. Thank you for listening.

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www.soundcloud.com/noonestill
www.soundcloud.com/anobodyreally

Credit to Being As An Ocean for the guitar sample.

Lyrics:

Schultz:
Take the time just to pick up the pieces. 
You were the one that I always had needed. 
You gave me all these reasons why you were leaving
So now ill just have to cut off my breathing

Ive been finding comfort in the ocean.
I hope it swallows me, when its mouth opens.
Cause whats the point of coping when you gave up hoping. 
Cause I cant stand someone else getting all your lovin. 
Just let me die please. 
So you can find peace. 
Cause I cant move on like a terminal disease.
And now you will see.
No one will miss me. 
So just leave my body at the bottom of the sea. 

Just let me drown.
So I can't be found.
I don't want to be around. 

no one, still:
I don't wanna be found. x2

in my grave is where i am safest
boy i barely come out
I "guns out, run now"
thats what they're telling me
everytime they see me 
but i dont think they understand i don't care to be breathing

so please put one in my head now
put me back to bed now
i don't wanna be found x2

and before you think about shedding tears for me
as far as i am concerned you can put me with the trees
or throw me out to sea
rather be food for the birds
go ahead and set me free

i don't wanna be found x2

IDontWantToBeFound Feat. no one, still (Prod. Schultz)

Credit to More Than Life for the guitar sample.

Lyrics:

I never knew where I belonged, and I dont think I will. 
Ive been running all around, but my life just feels like its still
Im just another vessel living on this rotten earth. 
I had never asked for this or, to be given birth. 

I was never one for this life shit. 
Never had a plan, or a purpose.
Always saying "tyler you got this"
But Ive been nothing more than an addict. 
You will never know what Im going through.
Never cared to ask, how do you do?
I just sit alone in my damn room.
Snort another line, take a pill too. 
No one ever cares, just a facade.
All they ever do is break your damn heart. 
I guess I should have known from the fucking start. 
I gotta say goodbye, but its so hard.
Now my time is up, whats the verdict?
Should I stay alive or say fuck it?
Answer never comes, it just wont stick.
So I guess Ill chill in my basement.

And now I come to the conclusion, that Ill be alone.
No matter what I do or say, I will feel so low. 
Never mattered to anyone, just a worthless man. 
But no matter what your thinking, I did the best I can.

IThinkAboutDyingEveryday (Prod. Schultz)

Credit to Right Away, Great Captain! for the guitar sample.

Lyrics:

And Im sick of, lying to myself. 
About how Ive been and that I dont need help. 
Its been a while now, since Ive been this honest. 
But its time that I get this shit off my chest. 
Yeah I havent felt this bad in forever. 
The way you wanna hide in your sweater.
Like there is always bad weather. 
I cannot keep this together. 
And I never thought that Id end up like this.
But I never thought that I was perfect. 
Maybe Im not cut out for this.
Maybe its better to be missed. 

Maybe it's better to be missed. ×2

And I can't even hear the thoughts in my head.
And lately I've been feeling like I'm dead.

And I can't even hear the thoughts in my head. 
And lately I've been feeling like I'm dead.
I've had enough.
I've had enough.
Just turn me off.
Just turn me off. 

Fuck.

KeepItTogether (Prod. Schultz)

produced by @iamrellim

lilshunny's home movie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pytPYjh95I4

‪BOONE - A RUT/MY RESORT prod. RELLIM‬


‪[LYRICS]‬

‪[VERSE 1]‬
‪hyoid bone in my palm as I clutch‬
forgot what happened after
didn’t really wanna touch
eyes rolled back til her veins don’t pump
I’m just insane
my nightmares are full of scum
bodies get numb, all their minds are gone
still really fucked up
when I know I’m too young
believe in my thoughts
one day I’ll have none...
delivered like drugs in all areas
legal ones, some mysterious
fuck your life, social media
put a leash on, start leading ya
slurring words with no meanings
so fuck the people I’m leaving
nothing more satisfying
than trying for something you want
rather than finding less
feeling like dying less
I want to get out this mess
I want to be with my friends 



[VERSE 2]
silence, my favorite sound
highest when no ones around
timeless, the drugs numbed out
without ever coming down
the minutes that I deplete
the seconds that I repeat
an image inside of me
a vision that violence feeds
the mission that’s tiring everybody
here for what this life will bring
it’ll get worse for you if you try and escape
listen here first from the lil shunny
“sick of your shit”
that’s all your mind will say
attempt just to quit
that’s what you do everyday
in a rut, my resort, is where I’ll stay

BOONE - A RUT/MY RESORT prod. RELLIM

@omenxiii
@curtisheron

Thank you for everything.
Coming to life,

Isaiah DeShon X OmenXIII It Ain't Hard To See (Prod By Curtis Heron)

HERE'S ANOTHER SONG FOR ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE SUPPORT , IT TRULY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

YOUR PRETTY FACE LOOKS BETTER UNDERGROUND [prod. by RODGER]

SAMPLE: Beach House "Last Ride"
COVER ART By Elizabeth Gonzalez

she gon tell me that she love me but i don’t believe a thing  
mix of codeine and some white wine just to get my ass to sleep  
maybe i might do it just to forget all my buried dreams  
die a little just to live a little i can’t feel a thing 
 hindsight 20/20 i just feel nothing but this regret 
 girlie love me but i think shed be better off with me dead 
 ex been calling, what a stupid bitch romancing for the dead 
fucking cunt been acting like I never fucked her fucking friends  
see i don’t care  
about my life about this fight shit aint been fair  
write my life into a song just for no shares 
 i don’t fuck with none of you I’m on my own 
hit me up but do not disturb on my phone  
i don’t know what you been told but I’m not nice  
spend my nights drinking cheap liquor on some ice  
I’ve been told to try and try for some success  
but the thoughts inside my head might break my neck  
take me back  
way back  
every other night i try to find my way back  
every other night i try to side with my own light but in the end i leave my friends because under pressure i will crack  
so sad 
life has been a bitch 
so i fantasize about me with an open wrist  
(aw shit)  
i might take a sip 
only way to get these mother fucking thoughts to slip

Please Come Home (Prod. Schultz)

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