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What putting all those things inside ur head could do 😔

She said ur addiction was the death of you.. 🖤

they say a is white. and if a then gay. fucking hate humans I swear

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Stuck in your mind 
You can’t be there for everyone 
Drugs you should try 
We can fiend them together, love 
Once upon a time we both had things to do everyday 
The we almost died when we wrecked your sister’s Chevrolet 

XANAX IS A TERRIBLE MIX WITH ALCOHOL 
I
WISH I COULD ADMIT YOUR DAD WAS WRONG 
And 
His stolen prescription; adderall 
How
Could I ever fix this after all?

The times when 
We were just 
Survivin 
You’re alive, 
Guess I did some
Thing right then 
Touch the sky
Whenev the sun is shinin
I’m just surprised 
We were too young to die then 

Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
Oblong oxycada 
Watched a lot of friends die 
Damagin medulla oblongata inside 
Heart breaking my mama she wish god was in mine 
Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
I rock gosha, Prada
And a lot of N9
No moonlight sonata 
Have u got up this high?
I can’t talk about it 
Not if god is implied 
Implied

drugs you should try (prod. suni vega)

Gun to your head 
Sun’s infrared 
Light covers your face 
I’m super high
Unsupervised 
Could go one if 4 ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure 

As the nights older 
Eyes to the sky 
Got me blind looking nowhere


I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him 
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t 
That’s I survive, I hang on to my assumptions 
I can see it months in 
Like I’ve already done this

I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Lock into my eyes let my retinas getting sun kist 
Issa different high when it’s way too much to function 
Am I the only one with 
No fear of repercussion 

Feelings to percussion, 
I hope I do it justice 
Ceilings that get busted 
Can really turn to dust quick 



I can feel the rush...
Rush rush rush 
This is what it does 
To us us us 
A culprit of 
Un 
Adultered love 
In ur touch touch touch 
I’m closed in, shut 
Might I open up 
If I must must must

I wanted to die (prod. suni vega)

too much speed! ft. semisad (prod. suni vega)

instagram- fatherfuneral

Art by me
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Thank you for all of your love <3

GO HEAD BRING ME PRESSURE YUH
OH YEAH SO DEPRESSED BECAUSE
I JUST KEEP ON MESSING UP
HOPE U HEARD MY MESSAGE YUH
IM NOT FUCKING LETTING UP
I NEED ALL THE EXTRA LOVE
YES BECAUSE
FEEL LIKE I DONT GET ENOUGH
LET ME GET AHEAD FOR ONCE 
THAT WOULD BE MY PREFERENCE

IM OKAY
THEYRE NO NAMES
NUMB THE PAIN
NOVACAINE 

I THINK THAT IT'S JEALOUSY
THINK IM FINALLY PRESSURING
THEM TO COME AND GET ME
MY EXPRESSION'S DEAFENING
LOUD AS WHAT SHE SAID TO ME
I NEED YOU TO BLESS ME
FUCK ME, TOUCH ME SEXUALLY
IN LIFE I WANT THE BEST THINGS 
BUT IS TIME WORTH INVESTING
YEAH I GUESS UNLESS WE
YEAH I GUESS UNLESS WE DONT
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MIND THIS TIME OF DAY
I FIND MYSELF ALONE
PRODUCTS TO THE FACE
THE DOCTOR FOR MY SOUL YUH
MINDSET IS ERASED
BIRDWATCHING THE CROWS
TARGET FOR A GAZE
LOCKSMITH FOR THE DOJA
THE GRASS IN WHICH I LAY
IS RELATIVELY GROWN
AND PROPERLY MAINTAINED
FOR GOD AND ALL TO KNOW 
THAT IM FINE ON MY OWN

I KNOW ITS ANXIETY
AT LEAST WHEN IM IN PRIVATE THINGS 
ALWAYS FEEL SO EMPTY 
TRYNA DO IT QUIETLY
AND MY DEFIANCE SILENCING A VOID TRYNA INVENT THINGS YA
BUT I THINK ITS DONE PLENTY ENOUGH 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HObGHcM_OOQ

soundcloud.com/kaynives/heart

@kaynives   

@darkskyparadox

JEALOUSY </3 (prod. KAY NIVE$ x DARKSKYPARADOX)

instagram - fatherfuneral

art by me
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BROWN EYES, PALE FACE
I KNOW HELL WAITS
IN THE DARK
I SEE STARS

PRIZE OF THE SHOWCASE 
IM COMING HOME LATE
I'VE BEEN GONE
WAY TOO LONG

GOD TRIED TALKING TO ME
I'M HIGH NOT LISTENING
SHINE BRIGHT, IM GLISTENING 
FINE LINES DEFINE ANYTHING 
 </3

PROD.  @prblm

MM. @darkskyparadox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vvju_2NXs8&t=103s

IN THE DARK (PROD. PRBLM x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Sorry for mp3 quality.

I was coming down on a dosage 
I just pop a round, now I’m open
She said she would stay long 
As I was sober
Numb to the pain 
Can’t obtain your disclosure
I needed a break, need a moment
I could never fake these emotions 
I could never claim or remain heart broken 
Numb to the pain 
I refrain getting closer
Ima numb the pain with them things... im rolling!
Never been the same, I’m reclaiming focus
Never love again that’s a pain I’m over...
Never love again that’s a pain I’m over
I been switching lanes in ‘89 rover 
I can never hang when the Daytimes over 
Day times over 
Should stay nights over
Keep me entertained cuz I hate life sober..

prod. @opal707

mastered and mixed. @darkskyparadox

ITRIEDLOVING (prod. Opal x Darkskyparadox)

produced by @proderis

mastering n mix @darkskyparadox

cover art by me

Not ur fault, get better..
Look exhausted, I can tell you've seen some awful weather
I can tell that you've been hurt by how you talk forever 
Christian Dior on ur Shirt
Louis Vuitton ur sweater
nevermind the weather

You'll freeze to death
Got her message, I accept 
but I dont read her text
I cant help it, I'm so selfish
I don't feind for sex
Make me better, Keep my head up
Got me deep in debt 

but I never knew
What putting all of those things inside ur head could do
I'd regret it but I forget what I said to you 
No I didn't have intentions to be sexual
No more friendship, be my bitch I'll give respect to you
Give respect to you.. 

I know I been distant, I'm protecting you..
You thought I was different; an intellectual..
She said "your addiction was the death of you"

I-I-I-I fucking knew 
Time flies by there's nothing new
Sigh-i-i Become consumed tonight
I find light, insight to new device.

ASEXUAL (prod. Eris x Darksky)

prod. @prodnitrous

mix/master @darkskyparadox 

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BETTER HANG TIGHT
ITS GON BE A LATE NIGHT
I CANT SHAKE MY AMBITION TO STAY HIGH
ISSA GREY SKY, CAN YOU COME AND STAY BY?
JUST IN CASE I CANT MAKE IT TO DAYTIME
7 STRAIGHT NIGHTS
MAKE ME FUCKING HATE LIFE
HIT UR FACETIME 
EVERY OTHER LATE NIGHT
EXCEPT FOR THIS TIME
CAUSE I HATE TO SAY BYE
COULD OF SAVED LIVES
PROBABLY COULDN'T SAVE MINE

I USED ALL MY BEST FLOWS
ARE YOU DONE?
I GUESS SO!
I WOULD CURVE A PORNSTAR 
I'D STILL FUCK MY EX THOUGH
I JUST NEED TO LET GO 
SHE HITS MY PHONE LIKE "XO <3"
WHITE LINES ON THE TV
IS HEARTBREAK IN THE THRESHOLD
YES/NO
MINUTE MANIFESTO 
I'M NEVER IMPRESSED THOUGH
GOT TOO MUCH ON MY MENTAL

THESE DRUGS AREN'T SAFE
THE WALLS ARE TALKING
IN A DARK PLACE
SURROUNDED BY PALM TREES
OUT OF HARMS WAY, SHADOWS UPON ME
WHICH I'VE BEEN WANTING
MY MIND TO QUIT PONDERING

TRUST ME, JUST PEAKED THIS MORNING
THIS SHITS INTENSE ENDORPHINS 
10 PIECE 6 DEEP, YOU'RE GORGEOUS
GET CLEAN, MISS ME, IT'S FOR THE BEST

ENDORPHIN

ENDORPHIN (prod. NITROUS x DARKSKY)

Off a pill I grin
I keep flexing when she text me
ain't gon' kill my binge
why do hoes still hit my phone up like we're real life friends?
I get lost in my persona for the fields I'm in
if its sealed, I send
I been swimming to my limit, I cant feel my fins
Swear this shit is way too vivid and it killed my friends
and I wish it's for a gimmick but 2 pill I blend

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once

Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar
wasted cigar, can you wait for tomorrow?
I'm a tweaker
This a 3 day molly binge come thru ur speaker
She said that we're hardly friends
Didn't believe her
She said you're retarded if you think it's deeper
It gets deeper
I was nodding, told my mom I had a fever
I would stop but if I try I have a seizure 
Undecided, make my mind up before I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
When I jump in 
I go feet first 
and I run shit
until my knees hurt
I'm on something
Feels like ether
hella substance 
pink as easter
all this suffering
what is it for?
is it something
I can ignore

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once
Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar

Is it over 
said its never gonna get better till ur sober
yeah whatever, its forever on my shoulders
as the weather's getting better it gets colder
Peak 11's triple 7 gimme closure
I said I want this forever what I told her
Even though I know forever is a bold word
is a bold word

Lose myself inside of the moment
prove that hell's inside of me growing
chose myself is how I am going
Life into motion, try to stay golden now

HIGH NOON (prod. Nitrous)

I would lie
Just to build on your trust 
I realized 
Like the pills 
Ur my crush 
I ain’t jealous idc where you go 
As long as it’s still gon be a us 
We can fly 
w/ no sky in the Way 
We survive just to die different days 
Tell me something that I didn’t know
Or maybe should let it get away 

She want me forever 
Why I came in her v
She’s the half of me that’s better 
Make the same enemies 
And she missing a letter 
But an A and a B
How Wanted this forever
She was named with a G

Carolina weather and the changing of leaves 
You can wear my sweater we can stay at the beach 
Brand new Prada leather but ur chain came from SHEIN 
If ur sane , you can see 
Its a dangerous thing 

And it all comes falling down
Thru halls the walls make sounds
Can’t pause, no stalling now 
And it all comes falling down

ASEXUAL (prod. Eris x Darksky)

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