deepoctober---2014

Drugs are cool at seventeen
by now I might just overdose
Better choices pressuring
but I'm too fucking sober though
Moms I'm in the mezzanine
How set you'd be
If I was one who stole the show
You're not here for lecturing, I hold my own
Clouded mindset
Blurred perspective
Doubt my conscience heard the message
Found my eyesight through detection?
are you blind yet? I could question
And every night I wake up in a casket made of gold
Mistress made of plastic on her mattress made of stone
I find her attractive
It's too bad she has to go
Back home to her dad's house 
I'm a bastard and he knows..
My mother thinks I'm crazy
My brother thinks I'm nothing
My father thinks he'll save me
And they'll laugh when he doesn't
To assure me my safety
I stay far from the public
And I do this shit daily
And do not try to rush it
My sister asks me "brother 
Why you being so quiet?"
I can't tell her I'm fucked up
I tell her I'm just tired 
Been up two nights on substance
And that explains my mindset
Why the family loves us
And why my drugs expire.

I can't feel love; too tired
I'm stuck inside my mindset

production: @fl0ete
mastering: Luke Miller

Brace Yourself (prod. flöte)

I Rode A Wave (prod. foisey)

Guttermen (prod. falls)

Helter Skelter (prod. yedgar)

Sorry, No Drugs (prod. falls) Outro ✯✮☆ Riz ☆✮✯

Thank you guys so much for all the love and support I've been getting. Messages and all, means a lot to me. here's one more before Moonfire Funeral. enjoy!

Disappoint Them interlude (prod. meta angel)

DONT OWN IT. ORIGINAL:  https://soundcloud.com/gregar/w-i-z-l-v

thought it was shit but some people liked it so here ya go

Helter Skelter (prod. yedgar)

Deep October

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