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Deep october playlist🤍

mixed by suni vega :)

(eric)
Joystick, I hate when you play w/ me
we're feeling evil baby I hope that you pray4me
Lead me astray, psychopathic tendencies 
You cure the sickness in my brain yeah ur my remedy


(me)
Ur without a flaw in ur
Skin
Tight
Jeans
You did nothing wrong
Baby it’s
Timing
It’s never ur fault
Narcissist-
ic (narcissistic..)
Throwin fits
I leave
gets intense high key

But for once feel like nothing really mattered
And the sun
Makes ur halo mimic saturn’s

Let me find it out
But both of us hate those discussions 
Perfect timing now 
Think for once we’ll keep in touch 
And bring the silence out 
I think a month 
Was plenty enough to spend inside ur house

I can’t make a promise 
But I promised you the long run 
Tell me bby do you think you’ll be there when it’s all done?

Ice
cold
Light blue sweater and
I don’t
Mind the weather
Your eyes closed
Mine get redder
When I show
My displeasure


I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
I don’t care to show that side but u can try
And I swear I still think ur one of a kind

I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
make me suffer make it up or make it mine
i'm a lover it's a wonder I survive

u can try

u can try w/ ericdoa (prod. 4am)

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, that makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
In between it
Is the missing pieces 
Of your memories
 I can’t forget a thing 
Wishful thinking’
Hope I live to see it 
In a Mitsubishi 
Skrrtin Venice beaches 

Let my life get back in motion
Said she’d stay as long as I’m open
Said “stay golden”
Numb the pain, give me disclosure
Novacane; I know the odor 
I know fames not gonna hold her 
Entertained before October
Should of known
should of known
I should of known her

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, it makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Protect ur peace
Be like a second Jesus 
But don’t let me think
Nothing could get between us 
Chesapeake 
For like the second weekend 
Left on read for weeks
At least the sex was decent 

Hold it in my brain 
A familiar odor On her shoulder novacane
Both of us got sober 
We got closer so it’s strange 
So when we get older we’ll be noticing the changes 
Hope that ur ok 
When I know that it won’t change shit
Ulcer on my brain 
And it’s close to where the vein sits 

Heart 
And mindless 
You could start
With trying
This apartment 
Lighting 
In the darkness I been 
Stuck

Mitsu Bishi

Mitsu Bishi (prod. thislandis & taurs)

Leme fuckin find out 
This shit was a lie 
Different color painted eyebrows 
You look me in my eyes 
I just wonder why, how
I believed u the whole time 
memories will die out 
Somewhere over time 
Baby come here, close ur eye 
Maybe somewhere I can find 
Empathy 
U could be my rider 
And my entity
I talked to ur mama
She was listening 
To all of our problems
I admittedly
Put them in my favor
I knew you might find out later 
I’m so catered 
It’s whatever 
It’s ok 
Cuz I’m forever MIA
I feel better when it rains
With all this weather 
In my brain 
And I feel pleasure 
I feel pain 
When I need effort 
To remain 
Stuck
We just took the same drugs 
Now I’m too high stay up 
And I just hope I wake up 
Tomorrow
And I’m dreaming of space
I can borrow 
With the stars that we traced
In Navarro 


But it’s whatever
It’s ok 
If in my head 
Is where u stay 
And it’s a never endin pain 
And on my bed where there’s a stain 
Of ur makeup
And you hate when I take drugs
Well I hate when u say stuff
About it 
And your parents both hate your
Surroundings...

itriedloving II (prod. suni vega)

eyesore (prod. seren1ty x zane)

ily violence (prod. suni vega)

imadeyoucryb4 (prod. eadith)

new information (prod. suni vega)

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

You don’t tell me anything no more it’s fine 
I was there for you please don’t make me remind you 
I forget to then think more on my reply 
I been thinking bout where you been all this time
Ever since then it’s been easier to find you 
I’m not used to this but maybe I can try 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to answer
Swear the slightest movements 
Seem to lead to cancer 
I try to remove it,
Mitsubishi Lancer
Ur straight from a movie 
Frances "baby", (dirty) dancer 

You dont tell me anything no more it’s fine 
When did I become somebody you could lie to? 
Did you read up May for Taurus/Gemini ?
I been thinking bout where u been all this time 
Ur excuse is only “did you think I liked to?”
No way for you to get bored if you just lie 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Ima timeline leaver 
Gotta brand new purpose 
Was a sideline cheater
Till I met my person 
Told her I won’t leave her 
As long as the earth spins
And she likes my t shirts 
So you won’t return them, no.

body language (prod. wifi)

Heaven & Earth (prod. pearlblade)

ok, selena (prod. eadith x firemane)

prod. misery
https://twitter.com/prod_misery
https://soundcloud.com/m-i-s-e-r-y

rose gold *p. misery*

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

minerva (user67 & 2k6)

I Pretend

I Pretend (prod. Telo & Darkskyparadox)

I would lie
Just to build on your trust 
I realized 
Like the pills 
Ur my crush 
I ain’t jealous idc where you go 
As long as it’s still gon be a us 
We can fly 
w/ no sky in the Way 
We survive just to die different days 
Tell me something that I didn’t know
Or maybe should let it get away 

She want me forever 
Why I came in her v
She’s the half of me that’s better 
Make the same enemies 
And she missing a letter 
But an A and a B
How Wanted this forever
She was named with a G

Carolina weather and the changing of leaves 
You can wear my sweater we can stay at the beach 
Brand new Prada leather but ur chain came from SHEIN 
If ur sane , you can see 
Its a dangerous thing 

And it all comes falling down
Thru halls the walls make sounds
Can’t pause, no stalling now 
And it all comes falling down

ily violence (prod. suni vega)

Deep October

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