i feel better when it rains☔️🤦🏻‍♂️

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Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, that makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
In between it
Is the missing pieces 
Of your memories
 I can’t forget a thing 
Wishful thinking’
Hope I live to see it 
In a Mitsubishi 
Skrrtin Venice beaches 

Let my life get back in motion
Said she’d stay as long as I’m open
Said “stay golden”
Numb the pain, give me disclosure
Novacane; I know the odor 
I know fames not gonna hold her 
Entertained before October
Should of known
should of known
I should of known her

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, it makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Protect ur peace
Be like a second Jesus 
But don’t let me think
Nothing could get between us 
Chesapeake 
For like the second weekend 
Left on read for weeks
At least the sex was decent 

Hold it in my brain 
A familiar odor On her shoulder novacane
Both of us got sober 
We got closer so it’s strange 
So when we get older we’ll be noticing the changes 
Hope that ur ok 
When I know that it won’t change shit
Ulcer on my brain 
And it’s close to where the vein sits 

Heart 
And mindless 
You could start
With trying
This apartment 
Lighting 
In the darkness I been 
Stuck

Mitsu Bishi

Mitsu Bishi (prod. thislandis & taurs)

Gun to your head 
Sun’s infrared 
Light covers your face 
I’m super high
Unsupervised 
Could go one if 4 ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure 

As the nights older 
Eyes to the sky 
Got me blind looking nowhere


I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him 
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t 
That’s I survive, I hang on to my assumptions 
I can see it months in 
Like I’ve already done this

I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Lock into my eyes let my retinas getting sun kist 
Issa different high when it’s way too much to function 
Am I the only one with 
No fear of repercussion 

Feelings to percussion, 
I hope I do it justice 
Ceilings that get busted 
Can really turn to dust quick 



I can feel the rush...
Rush rush rush 
This is what it does 
To us us us 
A culprit of 
Un 
Adultered love 
In ur touch touch touch 
I’m closed in, shut 
Might I open up 
If I must must must

I wanted to die (prod. suni vega)

Leme fuckin find out 
This shit was a lie 
Different color painted eyebrows 
You look me in my eyes 
I just wonder why, how
I believed u the whole time 
memories will die out 
Somewhere over time 
Baby come here, close ur eye 
Maybe somewhere I can find 
Empathy 
U could be my rider 
And my entity
I talked to ur mama
She was listening 
To all of our problems
I admittedly
Put them in my favor
I knew you might find out later 
I’m so catered 
It’s whatever 
It’s ok 
Cuz I’m forever MIA
I feel better when it rains
With all this weather 
In my brain 
And I feel pleasure 
I feel pain 
When I need effort 
To remain 
Stuck
We just took the same drugs 
Now I’m too high stay up 
And I just hope I wake up 
Tomorrow
And I’m dreaming of space
I can borrow 
With the stars that we traced
In Navarro 


But it’s whatever
It’s ok 
If in my head 
Is where u stay 
And it’s a never endin pain 
And on my bed where there’s a stain 
Of ur makeup
And you hate when I take drugs
Well I hate when u say stuff
About it 
And your parents both hate your
Surroundings...

itriedloving II (prod. suni vega)

Heart in her tummy before starving to ingest 
And the stars will coming as we plummet to our deaths
I got scars on my arm, on my stomach and my chest 
I was starting to love and now I wonder what it meant 
I don’t know 
If anything will change 
Keep me close 
Judging by the stains on your clothes 
There’s something that’s taking a toll 
On me 

Strung out 
She was drug addicted 
Only comes out 
When the suns eclipsing 
How can one sound 
Breed so much suspicion?
From the come down 
Of a month’s prescription 
With your brain
Cells 
Frying 
Face
Pale 
Crying 
And your make up 
Runs black on my shirt again 
Stays up 
Face down in the dirt and wind 

I know deep within  
Based on your relation to kolonopins
You could seek revenge 
Maybe it’d be better to get lost again 
We pretend 
Everything is better I don’t wander why 
Youre keepin in 
Everything I told you I was bothered by

itriedloving II (prod. suni vega)

Deep October

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