New private playlist

Stuck in your mind 
You can’t be there for everyone 
Drugs you should try 
We can fiend them together, love 
Once upon a time we both had things to do everyday 
The we almost died when we wrecked your sister’s Chevrolet 

XANAX IS A TERRIBLE MIX WITH ALCOHOL 
I
WISH I COULD ADMIT YOUR DAD WAS WRONG 
And 
His stolen prescription; adderall 
How
Could I ever fix this after all?

The times when 
We were just 
Survivin 
You’re alive, 
Guess I did some
Thing right then 
Touch the sky
Whenev the sun is shinin
I’m just surprised 
We were too young to die then 

Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
Oblong oxycada 
Watched a lot of friends die 
Damagin medulla oblongata inside 
Heart breaking my mama she wish god was in mine 
Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
I rock gosha, Prada
And a lot of N9
No moonlight sonata 
Have u got up this high?
I can’t talk about it 
Not if god is implied 
Implied

drugs you should try (prod. suni vega)

feel that </3
.
.

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

'Fore I use this coke
Lemme see if we got sprite
Wanna be so gone I ain't pickin up my eyes
That lil shawty throat got me rollin back my eyes
After I get done she gon fuck me like she mine
She gon fuck me like she mine
Brink of death when I'm feelin most alive
Pull up on me I'm a show you a great time
Purple boy I'm a sip me up a line
Purple hoe she gon fuck me like my wife
Fuck on her body she leave with her mind on love
I don't give a fuck
I open one up
And I start to run it up
And that's when I vomit yeah
Act like she know me
She don't know nothin yeah
And that's when I vomit yeah

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

I been on some new shit
I don't recognize myself
I just crack another seal
And it free me from this hell

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

That hoe make me sick
But I'm still gon fuck her
Actin like she know where I been
Don't bother
Where you gonna run to
When you find out I'm a downer on these drugs too
And your boyfriend start to wonder where you're off to
When you start feelin the pain when you feel numb too
Cause bitch I'm numb too
And I hope my brother EG forgive me
I know it ain't easy
I told him 24 minutes
And I ain't show when he need me
All of these drugs make me sleepy
Look in the mirror ain't me
.
.

<3

FEEL THAT W/ PINK CIG (prod. v-e beats)

Closely Distant (feat. Deep October & Tré Ahmad)

@kaynives  @darkskyparadox 



PiHKAL
 June 17, 2017.
*LYRICS*

I lost a piece of myself
2012
I won't forget ya
Me see I never ned help 
Do this myself
Don't need assistance
Girl who depend on my wealth
Notchinmybelt
was fun but good riddance
Me and my baby do well
duet and duality
She's a pretty lil angel

I have no reason to cry
I got no reason to cry
I don't need u in my life
Ill have a wonderful time
Baby look me in my eyes
Pupils one helluva size
I can't attempt suicide
yet to have time of my life
I have no reason to cry 
I got no reason to cry aye

I found myself all alone
A year ago
I need a sunset
Ok, I get it, you know
life is a joke;
millennial fuckfest
I really thought I would blow
instead I do blow 
My only success
Suck it up, love me Im depressed
Up in her tummy das young $ex
idnc if you want me
want u to want me to undress

I have no reason to cry
Ill find a reason to cry
Tempt me and lead me to lie
I see a dream in her eyes 
Im gonna scheme on the prize 
U can just sleep in for life

Tell me, tell me, lie to me, lie to me
I get high of this irony
I decided that I should leave 
Not just you but society 
Do me one and just lie for me

You have no reason to cry
You'll find a reason to cry
Long.Live.MyDemons survive
Attached, I can't leave them behind
Even feel low when Im high
Oh what a wonderful life
I have no reason to cry
I have no reason to cry

Molly Melancholy  (prod. by KAY NIVE$ x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Art by me.


Up 2 nights on amphetamines
I draw lines to their heavenly
melodies
I felt fine but then fell asleep
questioning
everything
can deny who Im crediting for
taking me....
Things I didn't know
Thoughts we never thought of
Put darkness in my glow,
A chalk line made of stardust like
Softening the blow 
With salt all in my nostrils
8ball straight to my nose
put stones all on my tonsils like..
///
I AM THE COLDEST ONE
PHYSICALLY
MENTALLY
TOO MUCH TO SHOW U LOVE
I AM ALONE AGAIN
TOO CAUGHT UP AND ANGRY, TOO STUBBORN TO NOTICE IT
I CARE FOR NOTHING BUT
YOUR ENTERTAINMENT CAUSE FUCK MY UTOPIA
MY MAMA TOLD ME ONCE
JUST MAKE SURE YOURE OLD ENOUGH
///
Trapped in a city as black is my room
My captor left plenty,
'aye master, thank u'
Awful to be a new casualty
Offered to be a new (tragedy) soon
up two nights on amphetamines 
I draw lines to their heavenly
melodies,
Their melodies are settling 


THIS INSTRUMENTAL PRODUCED AND CURRENTLY OWNED BY: @whatsworse

AND AGAIN THE MASTERING OF MY VOCALS DONE BY @darkskyparadox

FELL ASLEEP (prod. WORSE X DARKSKYPARADOX)

10 pm <//3

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb1f3h3XAVw

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/6nCu0GXCpUmq2z7oSW6rvP

.
.
man im so fucked up 
10 pm
yeah she like the car that she see me in
do u like the star that u ridin wit
can u be the one that im dyin wit
it dont hurt no more when i lose my friends
i just get high with my other bitch
yeah she hold my hand while she suck my dick
yeah she hold my hand while she suck my dick
i dont wanna leave u
do u really hate me this way
i wanna bleed too
do u wanna kill me this way
everybody hate me
i can see it in they face
yeah it numbed me
still see the pain in my face
yeah my eyes low
and my chain glow
vampire shawty all black
and i tell her gimme fang hoe
this is gang hoe 
i dont fuck wit no one
pistol to my head
kill the pain all at once
.
-emo fruits aka yung seltzer water <3

10 pm (prod. deadboy)

instagram - fatherfuneral

art by me
-----------------------------------------

BROWN EYES, PALE FACE
I KNOW HELL WAITS
IN THE DARK
I SEE STARS

PRIZE OF THE SHOWCASE 
IM COMING HOME LATE
I'VE BEEN GONE
WAY TOO LONG

GOD TRIED TALKING TO ME
I'M HIGH NOT LISTENING
SHINE BRIGHT, IM GLISTENING 
FINE LINES DEFINE ANYTHING 
 </3

PROD.  @prblm

MM. @darkskyparadox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vvju_2NXs8&t=103s

IN THE DARK (PROD. PRBLM x DARKSKYPARADOX)

lets not have the only time i see u be a graveyard (prod. boyfifty)

searching for a drug (prod. splashgvng)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFE7yVvHdxo

LYRICS BELOW+++

BEAT PRODUCED BY @imissutelo

MIX AND MASTERED @darkskyparadox

I stay by your picture when I'm stoned
12 oz, punch liquor on the drive home
Shadows in the flicker of the light bulbs
Will anyone remember me when I go?
Lie low
Lie low
I've been suicidal
Neck hangs with my eyes closed
Don't matter where I go
This decision is final..
Never look behind you 
Might see what you don't like to 
I don't talk to God 
but sometimes wish I could find you
I look in her eyes
I see dreams, I see vitals
and I been seeing signs in the things I was blind to...

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

Song about a drug... 
You can see it in my eye, 
Something about your love gets me really fucking high
and
Through my mind you run from problems that you're hiding
I've been coming undone, put me in a cycle. 

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

MAKE ME FORGET (prod. IMISSUTELO x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExM4-D9dUqE
Beat produced by @paczki
Song Mixed and Mastered by @darkskyparadox

AND IM FALLING
IN A PIT,
I ADMIT THAT IM SORRY :(
I DONT GET THROWING FITS WHEN YOU CALL ME.. 
OFF THE SHITS, MAYBE ITS ME WITHDRAWING..?
ME WITHDRAWING..
THINK I LOVE YOU !
I FEAR GOD IN THE ROOM WHEN I FUCK YOU..
AND ITS ODD, I ASSUME YOU'RE ENOUGH TO
FILL THE FOG AND THE GLOOM WHEN ITS SUBTLE..
NEVER SUBTLE, I KNOW..

PARDON ME
I CAN SEE 
U & ME
IN HARMONY 
STARTING THINGS
OUT WEST.
OUT WEST, OUT WEST, OUT WEST.. yeah. (x2)
--
FUCK ME !
TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING 
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS GET UGLY.
SOMETIMES YOUR THOUGHTS ARE OF ME.
ARE OF ME
I KNOW SOMETHING
SOMETHING THAT LIES ABOVE ME
I TRIED TO DIE, IM SUFFERING
IM OUT MY MIND, IM UNCLEAN (DIRTY? IDK)
IM OUT MY MIND !

GOD IN THE ROOM (PROD. PACZKI x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Prod. $nork

Lyrics

(Verse)

Throw up the white flag
This is my chance to escape 
All this hate 
I know nobody loves me
Memories fleeing 
Looks can be deceiving 
No clue what I’m seeing 
Stuck always in grieving
This is the pain, this is the gain, this is the game
Stay in your lane 
Or you’ll get fucked up
Not from me but inside of your brain
Gucci no main
All of these ho’s, They all act the same
All fuckin plain
Nothing new special I’m fucking the same bitch all over again 
Like hey what it do
I’m seeing a future, do you see it too?
And I’m feelin blue
Is this happiness or depression I haven’t a clue  (but)
My bloods fucking seeping 
Watch stars as they’re gleaming
Look deep in my soul
And I’m crying while weeping
I’m dying while sleeping 
I’m battling Demons
The wars almost over 
There winning, I’m beaten
I take all my drugs
Ending this pitiful life for a much better one
I’m quitting, I’m done
Remember when R.I.P Hollow was all just for fun
Walk down a street 
But there’s no one, just me
Until I see 4 horses 
The light just turned green 
And I come down from space
Blood all over the place
Callen, TuMaggz, MVKO
All dead inside the Wraith
Just gotta ask why 
Happens all the time 
I try to feel happy
End up dead inside 
Just wish I could fly 
Come down and then I’d crash
Then I look at my life 
As it all fades to ash 
Burn me in fire 
Don’t put me to waste
Put me in a blunt 
Smoke all me away
Look in the mirror 
See nothing but me 
The reflection looks back
And I just wanna scream 
Sparked up a blunt
And I’m on my way
I pause in a flash
And it all turns to grey
Down in my grave where I rot and decay
I’ll always remember that beautiful face
Wish I could wake up and see it everyday 
But you fucked that up when you said “I need space”
Well If you need space bitch I’ll give you the world
I’ll kill myself over a stupid ass girl 
If you wanna reach me you’ll see me in hell 
Remember me as that one Angel that fell
And if you’re upset
And you think about me
Remember, you’re fault 
That I am 6 feet deep

(Hook)

Suicide just gets to me
I let it go so easily
Take me home just piece by piece 
Put me together, call for me, said
Suicide just gets to me
I let it go so easily
Take me home just piece by piece 
Put me together, call for me

Laying Down Arms

After over a year its finally here thank you for your patience, love, and support. Here is a piece of me for you. -✦✦

producers:
1. @808gila
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2a4MbzmNLr59O7ryeFLf-Q/videos?view_as=subscriber

2. @jtpark
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4r-CQERjH2Yf3z8OZ0qxQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjtpark/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodjtpark

2, 3, & 13. @user67beats
TT: https://traktrain.com/user67
IG: https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodbyuser67

4, 5, & 15: @prodby2k6
TT: https://traktrain.com/2k6#398704
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/
TW: https://twitter.com/ProdBy2k6

6, 7, 10, & 11: @Kcaaz
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA
IG: https://www.instagram.com/kcaaznc/?hl=en
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5evZsbAa7rBuUzmrrSyBIe?si=iUEGtukVT_mLxO_UvHJ7DQ

8. @wavkid90
WEB: https://wavekid.infinity.airbit.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCePpyk8hUD8NjwnuDXtHmYQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/liltutur/

9: @lilbearshawty
IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilbearshawty/
TW: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hkeWsaD98uWlpKLukw0qK

12: @young-enzo
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVEQ2aSgBXJUVcaK-W-VBcA

14. @shanikai
IG: https://www.instagram.com/shanikai/

MAKE ME FORGET (prod. IMISSUTELO x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Deep October

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