deep october

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

i think its u what i need </3

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(jaseeeen)

waking up next to u is what i need
dont call my phone no more 
pull up on me
its clear to me 
u is what i seek
when im hurting
u the one to stop the bleed
wakin up next to u is what i need
dont call my phone no more
pull up on me 
its clear to me
u is what i seek

(emo fruits)

u is what i need 
u is what i need
when im all alone
think of u when i bleed
u is what i need 
u is what i need
when im all alone
think of u when i bleed

i been thinking of u
for a long time
all the money come thru
in the spotlight
it aint me 
its u 
i could neva lie
fucked up
fucked up
ima lose my mind

(pink cig)

ashes fallin from the sky
roses lay on the ground
i want u there when i die 
i want u there while im round
u the one i need when high
u the one i need when down
where were u girl all this time
least i got u here right now
now
u the reason for my sound
i was afraid i was lookin for something impossible 
but then i found 
ur love
the one
then u turned upside down my frown
and u really can hold me down

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<3

-emo fruits aka this is top 3 pink cig verses of all time no debate + ratio

I THINK ITS YOU [WHAT I NEED] w/ jaseeeen & pink cig (prod. blade901)

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

written, mixed, mastered, and composed by steven pryce
artwork curated and created by cricketbread

leave me out of it - chemicalfarm 

lyrics:

hospital beds and a four leaf clover
pray to the deity this isn’t over
business transactions outside of the culvers
we would get closer, but you just seemed colder
oh, i’ll let you go

leave me out of it, out of it
feels like there’s nothing left
that i can give to you
i’m done wasting time
i’m worried about yours
but what about mine?

(epic guitar solo)

feelings will fade when the summer time’s over
flowers will wilt when the winter gets closer
all of the nights spent wishing i could hold her
factory love with a heart so corroded
oh, i let you go

leave me out of it, out of it
feels like there’s nothing left
that i can give to you
i’m done wasting time
i’m worried about yours
but what about mine?

i’m worried about yours, but what about mine?
i’m worried about yours, but what about mine?
what about mine? what about mine?
what about mine? what about mine?
(i let you go)
leave me out of it, out of it
leave me out of it, out of it
leave me out of it, out of it
leave me be, tonight

let you go!

leave me out of it

STARING AT A WALL </3
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how can i be so high 
but feel so down
shawty look me in my eyes
and i know she want me now
yeah i know 
yeah i know
oh 
yeah i know
yeah i know

got me number than i ever been
i feel deader than i ever did
she a late night coke fiend
queen of the codiene 
see me at the party 
all black 
and im lonely

nothin ever changes about me
and thats what she hates all about me 
i know everything is changing around me
i dont want you to fall in love without me

shawty want me at the party 
i kinda want her too
only want me off the molly
dying wit u 
yeah i know 
yeah i know 
oh
yeah i know 
yeah i know 
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<3

-emo fruits aka mr aka

STARING AT A WALL (PROD. IMSOPROUDOFYOU)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

Who kicked a hole in the sky 
so the heavens could cry
I wonder why 
what is wrong with my mind
why do i try 
why???

Well Only Heaven knows i’m miserable now
and i’m wondering and i’m wondering how
you got me running, got me running around
i can tell by the sound 
you’re falling out.

And I came so far 
Legs covered in scars 
You tore me apart 
But i’d still give you my heart 

You’re 
still my pretty girl
and you still mean the world 
Listen to every word 
i’m wishing you well 
i watched our bridges burn 

Who kicked a hole in the sky?
so the heavens could cry
and they probably won’t shine
atleast not in this life

Heaven Cries / U still mean the world (prod rai4real)

i ain't got trust lemme drive my own waymo

stardust

Helter Skelter (prod. yedgar)

I Drift Current Situations (prod. j^p^n)

usher me away (prod. GRXGVR)

Never Enemies (Prod. Combination Lock & Paradoxx)

[+] look into her eyes & tell me what you see.
* prod by @nate2timezz * featuring @emofruits *

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DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
fell in love with that bitch, i ain't going back
god damn, she a fake, should of seen that
rolling up, in my whip, then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

[verse: @emofruits]
i wanna die in your arms
i can die in your head tonight
you can have my heart
baby, just don't blow my high
i'ma get it til they kill me
and i drop dead
fuck it they don't feel me
i don't think they ever did

fell in love with a bitch i ain't going back
god damn she a fake should've seen that
rollin up in my whip then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

she wanna get high, wanna get love with me
baby come ride, come ride slow with me
when i die, just get over me
all this shit just get old to me, yeah

[pre-chorus:]
if i got cash in my wallet ima spend it
they goin hate, on god, ima let it off
i want love but i know ill never get it
where the trust, you a snake, get severed

Never Enemies (Prod. Combination Lock & Paradoxx)

Deep October

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