deep october

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

journal

as long as you dream, ill dream too w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

You don’t tell me anything no more it’s fine 
I was there for you please don’t make me remind you 
I forget to then think more on my reply 
I been thinking bout where you been all this time
Ever since then it’s been easier to find you 
I’m not used to this but maybe I can try 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to answer
Swear the slightest movements 
Seem to lead to cancer 
I try to remove it,
Mitsubishi Lancer
Ur straight from a movie 
Frances "baby", (dirty) dancer 

You dont tell me anything no more it’s fine 
When did I become somebody you could lie to? 
Did you read up May for Taurus/Gemini ?
I been thinking bout where u been all this time 
Ur excuse is only “did you think I liked to?”
No way for you to get bored if you just lie 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Ima timeline leaver 
Gotta brand new purpose 
Was a sideline cheater
Till I met my person 
Told her I won’t leave her 
As long as the earth spins
And she likes my t shirts 
So you won’t return them, no.

body language (prod. wifi)

AGORAPHOBIA

Wheez

Wheez (prod. sadbalmain & osyrys)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

without a friend ft Deep October

that's just revenge (prod. pearlblade)

Pulled up clean, sunset candy paint
Ocean Drive in the headlights, 808s in the tank
She wore gold hoops, mango scent in the air
Balenciaga heels, she didn’t even care

Vice Rum on her lips, mind full of sparks
Said she came from Haiti, tryna heal old scars
Met at the Malibu Club, and she danced in reverse
Told me “boy you big big trouble,” but she loved the curse

We sippin’ Luc Belaire, stars in the glass
She said, “Don’t chase me, baby—I'm watchin' yo ass”
Moët in her motion, smooth like a criminal
I asked for an answer, she went subliminal

Met an angel in Vice City
Neon lights they look so pretty
Ocean breeze kissin' her hair, so silky
Told me not to fall, I guess I fell too quickly
Now I'm ridin' solo, she once rode with me

Starfish nights, we were floatin' in sin
Told her my secrets, she locked 'em within
Vice City goddess, gone with the wind
Met her in Vice—never saw her again

We hit Versetti Lounge, lowkey with the charm
She whispered “I like danger” as she tugged on my arm
Leather seats hot, in the foreign we slid
She laughed like a melody I swore I once did

Took her to Starfish, views like heavenly greens
She said, “These rich boys day fake and shit
I'm chasin' real world scenes”
In the moon’s confession, she laid my heart bare
She disappeared at dawn, like she was never there

Stars in the glass
She said, “Don’t chase me, baby—I'm watchin' yo ass”
Moët in her motion, smooth like a criminal
I asked for an answer, she went subliminal

Met an angel in Vice City
Neon lights they look so pretty
Ocean breeze kissin' her hair, so silky
Told me not to fall, I guess I fell too quickly
Now I'm ridin' solo, she once rode with me

Starfish nights, we were floatin' in sin
Told her my secrets, she locked 'em within
Vice City goddess, gone with the wind
Met her in Vice—never saw her again

Was she real, or just a fever dream?
A figment of my imagination, focused like a laser beam
Was it love, or was it Henny and the moist humidity?
Did she act like she meant it, or was she playin' with me?
Malibu closed, and the strip got cold
But I still hear her voice dripping rich with gold

We sippin’ Luc Belaire, stars in the glass
She said, “Don’t chase me, baby—I'm watchin' yo ass”
Moët in her motion, smooth like a criminal
I asked for an answer, she went subliminal

Met an angel in Vice City
Neon lights they look so pretty
Ocean breeze kissin' her hair, so silky
Told me not to fall, I guess I fell too quickly
Now I'm ridin' solo, she once rode with me

Starfish nights, we were floatin' in sin
Told her my secrets, she locked 'em within
Vice City goddess, gone with the wind
Met her in Vice—never saw her again

Catfish - I Met An Angel

beat composed by @prodbeef
 
mix/master @darkskyparadox

DONT KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW
DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
BEG ME TO COME HOME 
PRETEND I'M NOT FAR AWAY
I STILL FEEL YOUR GLOW
LIKE THE SUNLIGHT ON MY FACE
I'M NOT SCARED OF GHOST
CAUSE I KNOW WE FEEL THE SAME

DONT KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW
DONT KNOW WHAT THEY SAY
SHELTER ME FROM GROWTH 
PRETEND I'M NOT FAR AWAY
I STILL FEEL YOUR GLOW
LIKE THE SUNLIGHT ON MY FACE
I'M NOT SCARED OF GHOST
CAUSE I KNOW WE FEEL THE SAME

RAIN 
FALL ON WINDOW PANE
PLACE
ME IN YOUR EMBRACE

UGH, AGAIN ?!
HOPE THAT I DONT FALL AGAIN..
(FUCK IT THEN),
OK I WAS WRONG AGAIN.

STAY CLOSE
IDK WHAT THEY KNOW
I ASSUME THAT IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHERE THEY WANT TO GO
I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR REVENGE ON ALL THE THINGS THAT THEY STOLE
I'M AFRAID TO FALL AGAIN AND PARTING WITH MY SOUL

STAY CLOSE
STAY CLOSE
STAY CLOSE!

STAY CLOSE (prod. Beef x Darkskyparadox)

Deep October

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