Your music makes me feel things I didn’t know I could feel. Its like memorys are flooding in from another timeline its truly incredible thank you.

You and Suni Vega should get married at this point. A match made in musical heaven❤️

Deep october playlist🤍

mixed by suni vega :)

(eric)
Joystick, I hate when you play w/ me
we're feeling evil baby I hope that you pray4me
Lead me astray, psychopathic tendencies 
You cure the sickness in my brain yeah ur my remedy


(me)
Ur without a flaw in ur
Skin
Tight
Jeans
You did nothing wrong
Baby it’s
Timing
It’s never ur fault
Narcissist-
ic (narcissistic..)
Throwin fits
I leave
gets intense high key

But for once feel like nothing really mattered
And the sun
Makes ur halo mimic saturn’s

Let me find it out
But both of us hate those discussions 
Perfect timing now 
Think for once we’ll keep in touch 
And bring the silence out 
I think a month 
Was plenty enough to spend inside ur house

I can’t make a promise 
But I promised you the long run 
Tell me bby do you think you’ll be there when it’s all done?

Ice
cold
Light blue sweater and
I don’t
Mind the weather
Your eyes closed
Mine get redder
When I show
My displeasure


I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
I don’t care to show that side but u can try
And I swear I still think ur one of a kind

I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
make me suffer make it up or make it mine
i'm a lover it's a wonder I survive

u can try

u can try w/ ericdoa (prod. 4am)

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, that makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
In between it
Is the missing pieces 
Of your memories
 I can’t forget a thing 
Wishful thinking’
Hope I live to see it 
In a Mitsubishi 
Skrrtin Venice beaches 

Let my life get back in motion
Said she’d stay as long as I’m open
Said “stay golden”
Numb the pain, give me disclosure
Novacane; I know the odor 
I know fames not gonna hold her 
Entertained before October
Should of known
should of known
I should of known her

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, it makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Protect ur peace
Be like a second Jesus 
But don’t let me think
Nothing could get between us 
Chesapeake 
For like the second weekend 
Left on read for weeks
At least the sex was decent 

Hold it in my brain 
A familiar odor On her shoulder novacane
Both of us got sober 
We got closer so it’s strange 
So when we get older we’ll be noticing the changes 
Hope that ur ok 
When I know that it won’t change shit
Ulcer on my brain 
And it’s close to where the vein sits 

Heart 
And mindless 
You could start
With trying
This apartment 
Lighting 
In the darkness I been 
Stuck

Mitsu Bishi

Mitsu Bishi (prod. thislandis & taurs)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

eyesore (prod. seren1ty x zane)

timeline mover (prod. suni vega)

You don’t tell me anything no more it’s fine 
I was there for you please don’t make me remind you 
I forget to then think more on my reply 
I been thinking bout where you been all this time
Ever since then it’s been easier to find you 
I’m not used to this but maybe I can try 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to answer
Swear the slightest movements 
Seem to lead to cancer 
I try to remove it,
Mitsubishi Lancer
Ur straight from a movie 
Frances "baby", (dirty) dancer 

You dont tell me anything no more it’s fine 
When did I become somebody you could lie to? 
Did you read up May for Taurus/Gemini ?
I been thinking bout where u been all this time 
Ur excuse is only “did you think I liked to?”
No way for you to get bored if you just lie 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Ima timeline leaver 
Gotta brand new purpose 
Was a sideline cheater
Till I met my person 
Told her I won’t leave her 
As long as the earth spins
And she likes my t shirts 
So you won’t return them, no.

body language (prod. wifi)

ok, selena (prod. eadith x firemane)

that's just revenge (prod. pearlblade)

death wish (prod. Eadith)

Seven Levels Up

Ｉ＇Ｍ　ＦＵＣＫＥＤ　ＩＮ　ＴＨＥ　ＨＥＡＤ
Ｉ＇Ｍ　Ａ　ＨＥＡＴＨＥＮ

//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

follow 9TAILS

guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFE7yVvHdxo

LYRICS BELOW+++

BEAT PRODUCED BY @imissutelo

MIX AND MASTERED @darkskyparadox

I stay by your picture when I'm stoned
12 oz, punch liquor on the drive home
Shadows in the flicker of the light bulbs
Will anyone remember me when I go?
Lie low
Lie low
I've been suicidal
Neck hangs with my eyes closed
Don't matter where I go
This decision is final..
Never look behind you 
Might see what you don't like to 
I don't talk to God 
but sometimes wish I could find you
I look in her eyes
I see dreams, I see vitals
and I been seeing signs in the things I was blind to...

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

Song about a drug... 
You can see it in my eye, 
Something about your love gets me really fucking high
and
Through my mind you run from problems that you're hiding
I've been coming undone, put me in a cycle. 

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

MAKE ME FORGET (prod. IMISSUTELO x DARKSKYPARADOX)

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

(don’t let time go by so easy, i’m barely hangin on)

we can go on for hours
the power lines 
the quiet times i had left behind
severed arms won’t take my hands
bleeding in a bathroom stall
blood all on my fingertips
i guess it’s so
won’t let go
of the promise you gave me
needing you lately

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why 

i just got a rover skrt 
pull up all my haters hurt
say no words 
don’t call me a jerk
if you tell me to be there
you know that ima be there first 
it’s obvious that you’re tired of us
i don’t wanna fight 
i just wanted us to be alright
you said things would be the same
i been here trying
you were lying

(you can’t rewrite the things you said, they’re not unspoken)

ya i pull up in that jet 
you know what’s next 
i’m comin up wit my boys 
thas my set ya
couple souls in the room 
when i wreck ya
if you thinking ima act to impress
you bet ya 
told you i’m the one
thought you had the right aim
for the sun
no one had to write the time
for the end of mine
ima tell you why

end of mine (prod. pretty boy ron x nick cassidy)

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

timeline mover (prod. suni vega)

Deep October

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