the progression in this song is sex, great flow.  thank you for this one

my heart genuinely can't handle this bro.

no reason you shouldn't be headlining every show ever to exist.

........ high inside of your house, ion wanna wait rn

prod suni vega
I love u all

lil degen and deep october - I don't wanna wait (prod. sun vega)

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

Maybe it’s too soon 
Baby I can’t tell
You can try to prove
You decide yourself
Why do I assume 
I’m the type to fail?
Baby it’s too soon
Baby I can tell

And if death surrounds me 
I’m down for drowning 
No sound or boundaries 
No ground to drag me down
If heaven’s housing
The less it’s sounding 
Like a place where I’ll be 
Well at least you have me now

When I think future;
Time consumer
I’d see soon 
What I’d do to her
I can’t choose the 
Blind refusal 
Tried to move
But not maneuver 

Maybe I’ll prove just how far I’ll take it
Alone in your room
See how high you make me
Another June, spent it in your house
Rather not move and wonder where you’re at now

I love falling when it’s for the wrong things
Could of called me
Too afraid of taking 
Said the wrong things 
It’s just been a long weekend
I write song leads
And the angels all sing them 

And if death surrounds me 
I’m down for drowning 
No sound or boundaries 
No ground to drag me down
If heaven’s housing
The less it’s sounding 
Like a place where I’ll be 
Well at least you have me now

Might think twice
Spent the night three times
You can slide thru if you wanna
I see why 
You got your ex so tight
Of a kind in which you’re one of
Light moves right 
Thru her bright blue eyes
Give me time you’ve got a ton of

Might think twice
Spent the night three times
You can slide thru if you wanna
I see why 
You got your ex so tight
Of a kind in which you’re one of
Light moves right 
Thru her bright blue eyes
Give me time you’ve got a ton of

Down to Drown

Down to Drown (prod. telo & flöte)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

Birds Fly

Heaven & Earth (prod. pearlblade)

i feel strange (prod. imsoproudofyou)

RESTART. (prod. B. TRUTH)

You were right beside 
on the floor we slept with roaches
A matter of time 
You said before I was goated
Spent $105 on her hand so I could hold it 
A whole new different side 
Of me that she never noticed 
2021, pony boy I’m staying golden 
I been on your mind 
Don’t act like I didn’t notice 
A horrible time going through different emotions
On the passenger side 
When the conversation’s flowing 

I think it gets deeper if we catered it 
Now 
Im not gon lose sleep if we just waited it
Out 
Couldn’t stay 10 down 
When I came to your house 
Ur voice in my head is still my favorite sound 
Think bout when you asked me if I hated it
how?
Your voice in my head
I was obviously nodding 
I can’t feel my legs 
But you stopped me from falling 
Optional? Hardly 
When It’s me but you partly 

You act like u hate me, get no text in the morning 
It keeps me up lately 
But the rest I’m ignoring 
2 months at ur nest at least the sex isn’t boring

I wrote bout my ex, then made a second recording
I talk bout some bitch that I invested in shortly 
effects of it bore me 
what’s next in it for me..

prod 4 am 
mix/master suni vega

can we talk..?

can we talk..? (prod. 4am)

I was sober once
yeah baby i'm fr
but I been home for months
and I got time to kill
and i could open up
but would you like me still
cuz I been known to trust 
and now I fight to feel

think we're close enough
but really I cant tell
so if i chose to love 
would u provide fr?

barrier I set up as a defense 
scarier when head up in the deep end
said you'd never leave
rlly thought that was decent
thas ok with me 
this shit changes with the seasons
it was never deep
really just needed a reason
why

I dont know where this could lead
in the cold air, empathy
it goes on and on
I never noticed it 
and when its gone, it gone
and I get no revenge 
and it gets hard to talk bout what I'm closing in
and it'd be hard to stop if we're to open it

pain in my brain I just hope it ends
and its raining again, let the snow decend
cold december
been a snowy winter
I sniff blow when with her 
helps to hold the liquor
said ur no pretender
what u showed me differs
what the old me pictured
now I know wont fix her

i hope u die
I hope you lose yourself somewhere along the way
if you survive
I hope u move thru hell so we can't talk again

i hoped you'd die (prod. nitrous)

I would lie
Just to build on your trust 
I realized 
Like the pills 
Ur my crush 
I ain’t jealous idc where you go 
As long as it’s still gon be a us 
We can fly 
w/ no sky in the Way 
We survive just to die different days 
Tell me something that I didn’t know
Or maybe should let it get away 

She want me forever 
Why I came in her v
She’s the half of me that’s better 
Make the same enemies 
And she missing a letter 
But an A and a B
How Wanted this forever
She was named with a G

Carolina weather and the changing of leaves 
You can wear my sweater we can stay at the beach 
Brand new Prada leather but ur chain came from SHEIN 
If ur sane , you can see 
Its a dangerous thing 

And it all comes falling down
Thru halls the walls make sounds
Can’t pause, no stalling now 
And it all comes falling down

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

Deep October

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