All this synth stuff is so vibey, holyyyy

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx]

music with my bros (shoutout my bros)

@mistmurk
@danielxor
@superrobekitty

flood + mistmurk + danielxo - Hard Light (ft suroki)

w/ @fearozzles
[MV]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lVngvwNn2E

Flutter

Bandcamp

I won't rest (w/ fearozzles)

A NEW KIND OF LOVE, WRITTEN BY G. SIGSWORTH, IMOGEN HEAP, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, EVANGELINE.

A new kind of love
Genetically altered
Enough of "Love Lite"
And "I Can't Believe It's Not Love!"
I can't help myself
And you don't have to say that
"It sparks across flesh
You'll feel it kicking in soon"

Are you falling in love?
I've a feeling you are
Are you falling in love
With a feeling?

So you're running late
And it's not even like you
You were doing so well
Did the dog eat your homework again?
I can't help myself
Cause my friend says in real life
"It's only the police
That ever come looking for you"

Are you falling in love?
I've a feeling you are
Are you falling in love
With a feeling?
Are you falling in love
Or only feeling you are?
Cause if you're falling in love
Let me feel it

I've been busy, you know that
You know you're just saying that
Are you going to get that?
What's that supposed to mean?
I've been busy, you know that
You know you're just saying that
Are you going to get that?
What's that supposed to mean?

To Hear Your Voice

A New Kind of Love

A New Kind Of Love

" someth1ng new ... "
-----------------
featuring @bxktty da 🐐 no 🧢

our socials (tw//deranged):
https://twitter.com/nujioh
https://twitter.com/boxkitty1

https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/bawo-w-boxkitty
https://open.spotify.com/track/2S1potVCAilrL5bM8eYcmf?si=0fea69d4b0d843c2

NUJIOH & BOXKITTY - BAWO

Bandcamp : https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/bokeh

show me the reason of it
am I even worth of living?
I get it but never can feel it
I'm frightened
tired
I don't know where to hide
the eyes keep staring at me
even thought I know they're not

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
(x2)

my room's not comfy anymore
(you'll find yourself stuck in your bed)
I found myself lost track of it
I don't know where I'm now
one step forward two step back
getting further as it goes

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might loose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

Bokeh

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

____

follow >>>clearlew
https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1G7GO69qXe0bNbenX5GQjb
https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

____

Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/SZW7eoFDP6k

ITS TRUCK MONTH BABY !!!!

thanks to @jessephamel for the cover art and the MUSIC VIDEO!
thanks to @wishlane for backup vocals on the last chorus !
thanks to all of YOU for your love and support !

lyrics:
i'm scared to leave my room now
i'm scared to leave my house
my mom says it's unhealthy
that i never get out
i'm scared of the helicopters
scared of the cops
i'm scared of the chem-trails
keep my door locked

keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

i'm tired of baggy eyes
of being an adult
white guys on youtube always tell me it's my fault
i need to try to meditate
get off of these meds
if there's no [redacted] left
then fuck it it's the end



keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

PG-13

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

@scrobaby

Lyrics:

what it really takes
im on my own im on my own now
i dont like the way
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and you let go of the wheel
tryna find yourself in the crash won’t heal you 
but i dont have a stake in this
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going to?
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going

bad at explaining cause i care bout your reactions
wherever this flower blooms i guess I’ll have to
and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure

im on my own im on my own now
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more 
kaleidoscope
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)

Jedwill, Scro - Kaleidoscope

singer / producer
xofho6[at]gmail.com
@basba2
@eunkimusic

I won't rest (w/ fearozzles)

fauxx✨

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