6/6/22

Prod by @Sinxi
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Lyrics -
You lose the colors in your eyes when I walk away, Honestly, baby can you tell me baby whatcha wanna say
I'm sinkin' so low, but I just can't fly away
I've got my way through the silence and you see the place that ive been in the sky and the rain clouds out my eyes.
I'm fallin apart to the sounds of our hearts just fading out .
And out of the blue I am with you again,
With all of our colors bursting out.

It takes a lot of time to wanna walk away.
Been detached I'm sorry I'm not okay.
It's bringing me down, I'm always so lost without you.
Now we're taking our time to make it back home,
And we're cleaning our hearts to let our past go.
Woah oh woah oh ooo,
Can't ever let you go. 

You lose the colors in your eyes when I walk away, Honestly, baby can you tell me baby whatcha wanna say
I'm sinkin' so low, but I just can't fly away
I've got my way through the silence and you see the place that ive been in the sky and the rain clouds out my eyes.
I'm fallin apart to the sounds of our hearts just fading out .
And out of the blue I am with you again,
With all of our colors bursting out.

oh if you want her
yeah go and find her 
you’re sick of waiting 
you shoulda left home 
I haven’t felt the same since I walked away 
I went and locked my heart up inside a cage 
I'm waiting for the right one who could fix my heart
waiting for the girl I’ll make my other half 
there’s always brighter days 
but it’s hard to reach the end 
infatuated with the journey and the negligence

I can't let you go
You lose the colors in your eyes 
when I walk away from you

Stream

Cant let you go w/ Kaiyko & Sinxi (Prod. Sinxi)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2shXwMVkuarIsLjigxyKtS?si=674a852900204a1c
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/stay/1566083025?i=1566083026
YouTube: https://youtu.be/95aim9tU9rk

[Verse 1]
I hate it sitting alone when my thoughts attack
‘Cos I lost my shield a while ago 
I'm really sorry if I put it on your back
There's not way I could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus]
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

[Verse 2]
I know what you're thinking 
He just really hates to be alone
But I promise you
That you're the one I love

I will admit when I'm wrong
Not always easy to see
But I'll give it my all
And then I know we can be 

It's always better with you
I haven't felt that in weeks
My tunnel's lighting up too
And I can finally breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus] x2
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

Stay

Thank you so much for @sinxi & @Laelandd for making this song with me.
Their both really talented and deserve all good in the world! <3
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Lyrics:
(Sinxi) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Sinxi) (Verse)
Save me your heart
and save me the light
I don't feel very well
I just don't feel it at night
you say it's all in your head
so ill perceive it as fine
when I'm dead inside or living
not my days on the other side
on the mirror I don't feel alive
and say you travel on your own
to a better life
Save me the way
you want me to stay
right by your side
is my ideal of a perfect place

(Sinxi) (hook)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Laeland's verse)
i love and hate this shit at the same time
I never took you for a person
who could I at all
of their emotions
but I guess we live life
not knowing what goes on
I tried and tried to be the same in your eyes
but tough I changed for the worse
and then you tell me your tired
I'm just hope you'll love me
even when I am wrong
got put the one above you
baby you in my song

(Sinxi & Laeland) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

oc & Sinxi & Laeland - the way you make my heart believe

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Lyrics:

so long, for this frustration
I’ve been gone too long
four years, without a place to
feel at home, i know
i ain’t the one

i couldn’t feel u next to me
u went away, i'm here to stay
fear and desperation 
i can’t promise
i’ll wait too long

so long, for hope and patience
i hope , the tide will turn
cold rails in every station
i guess i’ll be unknown

oh, won’t u lay me down girl
i know ur tired of letting go
fear and desperation 
i can’t promise
i’ll wait too long

i can’t promise
i’ll wait too long

promise

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Lyrics:

(Verse)
caught up
i’ve been caught up in the mess that
piled up on me last semester
when i couldn’t take the pressure

long nights
in my flat just contemplating
should i start a new beginning
‘cause i can’t call this life living

(Chorus)
now i don’t know what to do
i feel stuck in my room
i’ve been living alone
‘cause i’ve been waiting on you

and i don’t wanna hate this city
but i ain’t got a friend here with me

and now i’m wasting away
almost down in my grave
so i take a few pills
just to make an escape

but i don’t wanna hate this city
and i don’t wanna leave you with it

(verse)
i just wanna feel alive
i don’t need to be remembered
feel the wind by the lake
with some green tea and a sweater

fall in love with someone
and not worry ‘bout the weather
meet a million different people
just to write a million letters

they keep telling me to chase
something that i don’t believe in
got no promises to make
run away and call it even

i just need a little time
for the plans that i’ve been weaving
start anew again but first
gotta make it through the evening

(Pre)
my body’s numb but my heart is full
i’m thinking more than i think i should
got low blood sugar but i’ll be good
i hate this place more than i thought i would

(Chorus)
now i don’t know what to do
i feel stuck in my room
i’ve been living alone
‘cause i been waiting on you

and i don’t wanna hate this city
but i ain’t got a friend here with me

and now i’m wasting away
almost down in my grave
so i take a few pills
just to make an escape

but i don’t wanna hate this city
and i don’t wanna leave you with it

(Outro)
my hands are numb but my heart is full
the cold was gone now i’m not so sure
i need to sleep but this city don’t
i know one day i’ll find my way back home

hate this city (with ghosthands)

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Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Ice cold veins in the sunlight
Something ‘bout this never feel right
Run round, for hours, hunting skylines
That’s it, I know, it’ll leave me freezing here

Making my way on the turnpike
‘Cause maybe it’s time for a rewrite
Inhale, exhale till my mind’s right
That’s it, I know, ain’t no way I’m freezing here

(Verse)
Ain’t no way i’m freezing here
Don’t know where i’m headed, but i’m searching for better things
I don’t wanna spend another second in bitterness
Hoping that I’ll get out, just in time, from this sinkin' ship, oh

Catch me driving
Until the night end
Nothing ever change here
I'm slowly dying

I can’t find a reason to stay now
I can feel it come to an end, woah

Catch me in the summer
'Cause i just wanna be ballin'
With some sunshine in my pocket
An album 'bout to be droppin'

But now I don’t wanna stay here
Too cold and lonely, all alone
No, I don’t wanna do that again, nah

(Pre)
Another winter in the cold
And I’m sleeping alone
Until the sunrise
Will the sun rise?

(Chorus)
Ice cold veins in the sunlight
Something ‘bout this never feel right
Run round, for hours, hunting skylines
That’s it, I know, it’ll leave me freezing here

Making my way on the turnpike
‘Cause maybe it’s time for a rewrite
Inhale, exhale till my mind’s right
That’s it, I know, ain’t no way I’m freezing here

turnpike (with ghosthands)

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this song was released alongside 静的 Static
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hate this city (with fawlin)

ty for listening <3 
w/ @sxdtune !

// sxdtune
you're always in my dreams
get the fuck out
cause i still dream about you

cause i will never let go, of you
you will always be burnt in my skin
i will never let go
i will never let go

i saw you yesterday
did you see me too? cause i saw you
i wonder what you thought when you saw me
would you wanna talk if I walked up?

no, cause what you did to me was so rude
i gave you all of me and you gave me parts of you
and i still hold on cause i can't let go
but sometime i will lose the bones and fly away

cause i will never let go, of you
you will always be burnt in my skin
i will never let go
i will never let go

// geist
i will never let go

wished we would work but i know that it wasn’t to be
and you know i love you more than you could ever love me

stole my heart and tossed it
knew that it was better in the garbage
and i still
hold on to your pretty little lies cause
i need you now

// sxdtune
cause i will never let go, of you
you will always be burnt in my skin
i will never let go
i will never let go

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sxdtune & i'm geist - never letting go [vagrxnt]

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
harmonies come
as the memories go
i had to take a deep breath
i had to take it slow
i move too fast in my head
there’s enough that i know
that i’d be wasted to death
left in a bottomless hole

and i don't wanna go back to the basics
girl i've got a problem but i know that i can face it
wasted all my time but i'm thankful for a placement
i think it's pretty crazy what we do inside a basement
on god
never thought i’d have to find a way
to never let go of life again
i guess there's some things i can't arrange
things unlike my pen

and i can't stop all of my pacing
a life that’s worth erasing
take me home
and i can't shake myself awake no
it’s just not in my make up
take me home

give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own
just give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own

all on my own

(and it's my fault)
and i feel shifty as i fade
was a lone rider
but the times have surely changed
so i'm behind her in any single take
yeah it hurts my heart
which was always bound to break
on god
never thought i’d have to find a way
to never let go of life again
i guess there's some things i can't arrange
is why i stay in this bed

and i fell for you
right when i was supposed to
i can't undo
all the things i want to now

and i can't stop all of my pacing
a life that’s worth erasing
take me home
and i can't shake myself awake no
it’s just not in my make up
take me home

give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own
just give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own

all on my own

s0cliché X Dingobeatz X Drunk Girl - TAKE ME HOME

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@ytstatic & @iamvagrxnt

[INTRO]
Do you still sleep at night
With your eyes still full of tears
Was patience worth its fight
Like it was for all those years, but
Its not like love is blind
But the mirrors are awfully bright in the headlights
Telling me that all I want is you

[PRECHORUS]
I’ve waited to tell you how I feel
Cause’ I’m scared of what I wanna’ say
To you

[CHORUS]
I’m wishing, I’m wishing, I’m wishing for you
To be mine before the sundown
I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting on you
To kiss me under the moonlight
Falling, I’m falling for you, yeah
I’m wishing, I’m wishing, I’m wishing for you
To fix that love that we built for two

[VERSE]
Did you ever see that boy
That you mentioned you would meet
I hope it turned out great
Cause I’m not quite sure what it’d do to me
If we both held on but never took the chance
To fix what was a broken romance
Did it ever hurt to breathe alone

[BRIDGE]
I have faith in all of our options
(If I were to love you)
Just please make sure that you’re here to stay
(Please don’t go)
[REPEAT PRECHORUS]
I’ve waited to tell you how I feel
Cause’ I’m scared of what I wanna’ say
To you

[CHORUS]
I’m wishing, I’m wishing, I’m wishing for you
To be mine before the sundown
I’m waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting on you
To kiss me under the moonlight
Falling, I’m falling for you, yeah
I’m wishing, I’m wishing, I’m wishing for you
To fix that love that we built for two
that love that we built for two, that love that we built for two

wishing for you

静的 Static, vagrxnt & oc - wishing for you

eternal sunshine ☀️🫧

'destroy' produced by heylog

lyrics:
often this summer we fight & start over
u were the best but this bye ain't forever
i'll make some space for ur tears on my shoulder
cus i'll still be here when ur ready to come home

don't cry i'm here with u
through every bump i still love you
don't give up, we'll survive the storm
i promise to keep u warm
babe i try but it's so hard
another boy is probably locked in ur arms
i have no hope of trying again
do u believe we've come to an end

i'm so goin numb, rip my heart out and my guts
love for me is lost and this pain is all for what?
(why)
i built an outer shell, ain't no one allowed in here
i keep my circle small and i shrink it every year
i'm still growing up and i fear the endless void
that i might get sucked in and soon to be destroyed
(destroy)
never would i want u to feel like ur not safe
i see fear in ur eyes when i found ur true place
why u always lie
don't joke it's not the time
i'm not here to pick sides
i'm just here to sit tight
she leveled to my waistline
and give me the rude eye
no something don't sit right
emotionless incline

I ALWAYS GET WORSE BEFORE I GET ANY GOOD
WHY CAN I NOT LEARN WHEN I KNOW I PROBABLY SHOULD
I LOOK AT MYSELF AND I HATE THE FACE I SEE
YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THESE WORDS TRULY MEAN
	
i just need to isolate before i go and lose it
on some stupid situation i have no control with
watch me think over my head
at this point i'm useless
i won't match up to your degree
who in here is uncommon like me
just leave me alone
before i destroy us
away with everything
and everyone

destroy

oh, i miss those days, woah
oh, i need u back, woah

could u ever love me if i never love myself, nah
i’m drowning now
even if you’d never, i will always drag myself down
i will always drag me down

flashbacks to the times that we had it all
nowadays we rely on the alcohol
can’t help but to think 'bout my past, and
how it all felt better way back then

sippin' pop poppin' wheelies past the bakery
those days man i swear they got the best of me
sixteen with a dream bout the limelight
now the dreams in my head don't sit right

could u ever love me if i never love myself, no
i’m drowning now
even if you’d never, i will always drag myself down
and i can’t help but feel like
i’m about to drown
the noises in my head will
always drag me down
always drag me down

oh, i miss those days, woah
oh, i need u back, woah

could u ever love me if i never love myself, no
i’m drowning now
even if you’d never, i will always drag myself down
and i can’t help but feel like
i’m about to drown
the noises in my head will
always drag me down
always drag me down


thank u for listening ilu!!! <3

lyric video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2bIPJzxYI4&ab_channel=ghosthands

EMA
https://www.instagram.com/eemqadri/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCY7b2zsCnmOp87E0-B_YrTA
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4AEanoatGq10hOPB33rUAu?si=qxFIlVoBRoq929vfOBI6Zg&nd=1

places we used to be (feat. EMA)

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i write sad songs cus it makes me feel good

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hate this city (with ghosthands)

fawlin

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