Deep Ambient - 2

Air feels heavier when you're not there
I can't eat a full meal without being sick
Everyone told me I should keep my options open but I didn't
And now I'm suffering
I don't even know what I want from you
Spent money on my momma I would spoil you baby
I been in the twilight zone since I lost you
Yeah you were perfect
Wait I was distracted yeah

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

So you bring me up just to wring me dry
You hold me down like I don't know why
But if I'm honest and I always am
I'm so fucking exhausted I want it to end
I been focusing on me replacing memories of you
I don't think this where I should be
I don't know what the fuck to do
I feel hopeless
I feel hopeless I can't help it
I hope you don't notice

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

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i'm hopeless w/ love jai (p. yunny goldz)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Ppe3xn_JXY

Problems
Money and fame ain't gonna change 'em
I thought that she would calm down
But she don't care
She's still lashing out
The city like a bombshell waiting to fall
She's in my t-shirt and she's so evil
I'm waiting for a comedown I'm pacing my heart
I can't feel anything

Kiss me on the fire escape
You made me wait for so long
I am way too wide awake
With too many questions for no one in particular

Problems
Money and fame ain't gonna change 'em
I thought that she would calm down
But she don't care
She's still lashing out
The city like a bombshell waiting to fall
She's in my t-shirt and she's so evil
I'm waiting for a comedown pacing my heart
I can't feel anything

Kiss me on the fire escape
You made me wait for so long
I am way too wide awake
With too many questions for no one in particular
Kiss me on the fire escape
You made me wait for so long
I am way too wide awake
With too many questions for no one in particular

Problems
Money and fame ain't gonna change 'em
I thought she would calm down
But she don't care
She's still lashing out
City like a bombshell waiting to fall
She's in my t-shirt
She's so evil
I'm waiting for a comedown pacing my heart

fire escape (p. iof)

produced by Lxst Boy and Scotty Splash
mixed by Lxst Boy & backyard beetle
mastered by Lxst Boy
@backyardbeetle
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
i wanna speak my mind but its too late so i cant now
you say i talk too much, you just mad i got the bread now
put you to the side so i can finally get some rest now
vent to this mic right before i break down
hindsights 20/20 if you ask me
and 9 times out of 10 im just lacking
price tag on my ransom it keep stacking
oh its not that bad, its bittersweet so take it back

taking it back to when you truly loved me
im not mad but you knew that you could trust me
bottles multiplying on my nightstand
getting mad throwing fits oh im fighting
oh i dont even know
take it from the top, i think i missed a note
cannot take a hint, at this game im not no pro
cannot take a chance, i just face it then i throw

i wanna speak my mind but its too late so i cant now
you say i talk too much, you just mad i got the bread now
put you to the side so i can finally get some rest now
vent to this mic right before i break down
hindsights 20/20 if you ask me
and 9 times out of 10 im just lacking
price tag on my ransom it keep stacking
oh its not that bad, its bittersweet so take it back

(backyard beetle)
yeah these monsters tryna tempt me i know
but for them, yeah i am too cold
every day trying my best but im too bold
yeah im really thinking they know
we crossed paths
we break time
i just feel that we're on the same side
i dont care
if i cry
i just wanna make it to the other side

(Lxst Boy)
i wanna speak my mind but its too late so i cant now
you say i talk too much, you just mad i got the bread now
put you to the side so i can finally get some rest now
vent to this mic right before i break down
hindsights 20/20 if you ask me
and 9 times out of 10 im just lacking
price tag on my ransom it keep stacking
oh its not that bad, its bittersweet so take it back

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talk2much (feat. backyard beetle) (lxst boy x scotty splash)

[intro]

Hold on to things around us
I hope that we don’t rust

[verse 1]

Time goes
with the wind of ghosts
I need control 
of my own soul

Maybe this time is just falling apart 
Everything that I see just turns dark
This is the time that I see red, mars
And see myself with these old scars

Time tells me that I won’t go far
Maybe he’s right I’m behind his bars
Wind sucks up like it is tar
Wouldn’t be surprised if we get charred 

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

[verse 2 - lxst boy]

Ghosts are haunting me, they are behind me
Breathing down my back, fire spewing all around me
And I’m just lost in this space you provided me
And who am I to think they wouldn’t lie to me

Demons all on my chest, can’t control my head
Losing all of my breath, I’m probably better dead
Get in position, they got a new proposition 
I feel alive in the cyclone, I hope it raises suspicion 

I hope, I go
Peacefully in December’s snow
I know, I’m gone
Write another poem I’m the right one

[chorus]

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

Where the time go in this cyclone
I can tell it’s flying by in this wind though
Then I go home become hollow
Then I wonder where the night went it this silo

wind from ghosts (feat. lxst boy)(puhf & zekiro)

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placebo (feat. mvnu)

lyrics~

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe you’re
heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

Oh If you could see me..

If i told you my secret..

Would that stop you from leaving..

Or would you still go
far away from this place in the snow
Stuck in mud i cant move anymore
Say you fucked up
So am i
Oh noo

I just wanna be the best for you 
Dont know if im up to the task
i was a drug addict, it surely wont be that long till i relapse
Can you handle it ?
Cos if you can, lemme know fast
I just want that guarantee that you’ll be there for me when i crash

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe your heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

angel (autrioly)

www.fawlin.com

Lyrics:

winterhaven days
feels like yesterday
we kept our doors open
keys were tossed away
never should've stayed
fuck those winter days

you called me up at night
to tell me i was dumb
i was so drunk one night
i called you up, it stung
in my heart for long
so thankful for the rum, now

now it's dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
you will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
and i wonder
are you out there anymore

summer at the place
we used to run away
you used to laugh when i
sung and acted lame
i hope you are ok
and that you are the same, as then

we played hide and seek
out there till the dawn
when i found you, you said
i took way too long
i'm thankful for those days
but they dont seem to fade away, for me

now it's dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
you will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
and i wonder
are you out there anymore

a day to remember
then came november
you had to tell me
you were leaving

a day to remember
then came november
you had to tell me
you were leaving

serenade to the girl who broke my heart in middle school

www.fawlinmusic.com

Lyrics:

So long, for this frustration
I've been gone too long
Four years, without a place to
Feel at home, I know
I ain't the one

I couldn't feel you next to me
You went away, I'm here to stay
Fear and desperation
I can't promise
I'll wait too long

So long, for hope and patience
I hope, the tide will turn
Cold rails in every station
I guess I'll be unknown

Oh, won't you lay me down girl
I know you're tired of letting go
Fear and desperation
I can't promise
I'll wait too long

I can't promise
I'll wait too long

promise (slowed + reverb)

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

go put on ur pj's and get some fuckin rest now
i dont have the time for this
*nah*
i got things to do
so dont get me in a mood
staring at the moon
think of me and you

why you always fuckin horny, want a guy to just consume you
baby are you with me, or you gone to someone new?
think about the days, where it was just me and you
looking at the stars, in the distance, never knew

that it'd end like this
uh
watching where i step 
uh
you made such a mess
uh
perkys in ur pants
uh
but you dont wear no pants
no
gotta find a pencil
erase, all the things, and the memoires we been through

satellites, blow up lights in the sky 
i see them, all outside my window in the night
im making lots of racks, working grave sites, i dont mind
the fear of fuckin dying churns my stomach but i kina like it

uh, saying goodnight
walking out the door, in the middle of the night
yeah im working for the life i wanna live, dont you call me such a prick
im doing all this shit for me and you, stop throwing all these fits

its a danger zone
stepping in this shit with someone else
waking up
in the morning, im all by myself

tryna feed myself
but i got so much to do, i cant do anything else

open up ur mind to something new
channel that energy to things you love to do
i got nothing else to do, so ima work until im blue
turn the process into cash flow, with everything consumed

i dont wanna die all alone in this bedroom
i wont be forever broke, ill make it work and find myself
i wont be discouraged, im already there, and fix my health
ima be the better man ive wanted for my life instill

all my knowledge
in my pocket
keep it locked in
i wont stop this
full my pockets
to fill my stomach
i dont wanna suffer i have never liked this

churns (prod. taylor morgan)

~ fate

i need to breathe
look, me in the eyes as you, grid your teeth
i am, not the monster i want to be

wait for it all
to come to an end
your shawdow is lost
im out here again

i dont talk a lot
yet dont ever say
i dont have no friends
stay by the moon, and dont have defence

loosen your grip babe, im dying again
open ur arms
open ur eyes
watch what your doing, your taking a life

lost all the words for a gentle disguse
im trying to change, so dont walk away

i need to breathe
look, me in the eyes as you, grid your teeth
i am, not the monster i want to be

i am by the water in the forest
lookin 9 to 5, so you can make a little money, on the side
while playing with ur life
party every day, until ur dying 25

and the moon youll watch, yeah youll really stay
and all your friends are gone, with some guys they just  met
ur life is tragic and gone, and ur frail all the same
you'll keep on staring out ur window till ur gone, forgotten name!

Forgotten name (Moon VI) (prod. acey x navyxower)

ТЦК (Sped Up)

Wish You Were Here

Tranquillity

СЛАДКО

СЛАДКО (Speed Up)

lover (sped up)

www.fawlinmusic.com

just a boy turning feelings into songs.

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promise (slowed + reverb)

fawlin

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