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“Backwards in My Head” feat Rey is the first release from the collaboration project!  The duo discuss internal struggles and depression that often haunt one’s mind!

This track has become the most streamed on Spotify!

Backwards in My Head

Bangers Only X Zeegs X Preston Pablo  When We Were Kids Lyrics

Nightshift - Just Enough Whiskey

Kayou. - I Can't Hate You

All the emotions
Wasting them all on you
All the emotions
Wasting them all

I was feeling like we had it
But then you wanted me to be somebody else
And now I figured that I’ve had it
Yeah, I’ve had enough
Now I’m waking up

Still though, I can’t get you outa my head
You said I was better off dead
Nothings gon' help it, shit’s going down tonight
down tonight

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
we've had our time, we've had it
Reap just what you sow
You sowed nothing but lies

Now I’m so done wasting all of my emotions on you
There was a time I’d do anything you wanted me to
But now I’m burning down all of our bridges, so I can build something new
‘Cus I’m so done wasting all of my emotions on you
(Motions on you)

All the emotions
Wasting them all on you
All the emotions
Ah yeah, ah yeah

Yeah, I’m so done
Maybe now I can have some fun
Tried so hard to be the one
Wasted all my emotion

Done with the notion
That I could find a way
I know the things you say don’t hold any weight
I’ve made my mistake it’s time

I’m moving on
I’ve tried to be strong
You waited too long
To fix it

Yeah, all these emotions
Got wasted all on you
Now I need some closure
Cause you sow nothing but lies

Now I’m so done wasting all of my emotions on you
There was a time I’d do anything you wanted me to
But now I’m burning down all of our bridges, so I can build something new
‘Cus I’m so done wasting all of my emotions on you
(Motions on you)

All the emotions
Wasting them all on you
All the emotions
Ah yeah, ah yeah

Wasting My Emotions (w/ Braden Ross)

Lyrics:
I know that I can't be just what you want
I try my best but overthink
I know that I can't be just what you need
I'll stay the same

The moment comes I never know just what to say
The silence hurts the most before you separate

It's never easy and I'm tired of leaving
I'm in a constant state of worry
And I'm tired of healing
And all our
conversations end up being kind of deceiving – I'll move on
It looks so easy how come I'm never able to
Hold on to what matters even though I am trying to
It is creeping up on me
We were never meant to be

We tried, you wont deny
We're both at fault
That night we knew we had
Messed up from the start

The moment comes I never know just what to say
The silence hurts the most before you separate

It's never easy and I'm tired of leaving
I'm in a constant state of worry
And I'm tired of healing
And all our
conversations end up being kind of deceiving – I'll move on
It looks so easy how come I'm never able to
Hold on to what matters even though I am trying to
It is creeping up on me
We were never meant to be

Easy, looks so easy
Tired of leaving, tired of healing
Easy come and-
Easy, looks so easy
Now do you feel me
How do you deal when it's easy come and go

It's never easy and I'm tired of leaving
I'm in a constant state of worry
And I'm tired of healing
And all our
conversations end up being kind of deceiving – I'll move on
It looks so easy how come I'm never able to
Hold on to what matters even though I am trying to
It is creeping up on me
We were never meant to be

Easy

i don't know what u want

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lyrics:

[intro]
yeah i don’t know what you want
gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
gonna eat your brains while you watch me
i won’t let you stop me
i’m just like a zombie for your love
yeah i don’t know what you want
i should leave your place before i rot
can’t help but compete for praise and it’s toxic
don’t think i can stop it
try writing a pop hit without luck

[verse 1]
wake up
feel nauseous
can’t worry bout the state of
my conscience
i’ll put it off
makeup
look flawless
it’s starting to get harder to breathe
they’re looking at me
and breaking me down
there’s no one around
i pushed them away ‘cause it was easier then
but it’s not easier now
got friends in the ground
so what the fucks one cog to machines?
they’re so hard to please
i’m shutting me down

[chorus 1]
yeah i don’t know what you want
gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
gonna eat your brains while you watch me
i won’t let you stop me
i’m just like a zombie for your love
yeah i don’t know what you want
i should leave your place before i rot
can’t help but compete for praise and it’s toxic
don’t think i can stop it
try writing a pop hit without luck

[verse 2]
wait
i was giving you all i thought you’d need
then the money showed up to cloud my feed
knew exactly who i was meant to be
but when they thought i was dreaming
they left me to bleed my heart out
greed ain’t start out
the way it does on TV
they fucking left me to
bleed my heart out
feed my fall out
with everyone tied to me
i’m supposed to grow and adjust
(i wanna die)
but i’ve been dreaming up machines
(no not literally, fuck)
that i could use as a front
(just wanna cry)
and i can hardly fucking breathe with all this weed
('cause i hate the way i look)
in my lungs
(i'll realign my spine and hide inside the baseline)
what i thought you needed was perceived
as being something i'm not
(anything i can do to feel unalive)
so go on tell all your friends that i don’t know what you want

[chorus 2]
gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
gonna eat your brains while you watch me
i won’t let you stop me
i’m just like a zombie for your love
yeah i don’t know what you want
i should leave your place before i rot
can’t help but compete for praise and it’s toxic
don’t think i can stop it
try writing a pop hit without luck

zombie

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fractured

i'm not the person i thought I'd be

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lyrics:

[intro]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

[verse 1]
tried to keep what’s wrong ‘bout me left unknown
i was scared if they knew me, then I’d truly be left alone
just wanna give you everything, but my repressing kept me from growth
so I won’t hold it against you
if you detest my bones
just hope you grieve at the thought of me

[chorus 1]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
(and i don't wanna die, but maybe it's easier)
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you
(i pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
just wish we had more time
but my body’s turned to rust
weakened spine; you regard me with disgust
you’re not mine, broken down from my mistrust
you were right
i’m not the person i thought I’d be
i’m not fine
tried to pretend that i was
i took pride, thought i was helping but i fucked
your whole life, was misguided by my lust
for your eyes
i’m not the person you wanna see

[chorus 2]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

credits

i don't wanna hurt ur feelings but i'm best all alone

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lyrics:

[intro]
the voices; they never leave
talk down to me endlessly
i’m trying my best to breathe
let it be

[verse 1]
this darkness inside my head
has purposefully misled
all of my closest friends
from ever getting close to me
‘cause i don’t wanna hurt your feelings but i’m best all alone
yeah i just know i’m unappealing when i’m left vulnerable
and i have problems with my eating, mind's at rest when i don’t
i admit it
i let the other guy take control
i hate my skin
so i’ll just tear it off
and lay my bones out on the tabletop
there are those that find perfection within
so i guess that i’d do anything to get to it
and i don’t wanna die but maybe it’s easier
roll tide; he got crushed by a meteor
i’ll leave behind my ungodly exterior
i pushed and they folded
my body was molded wrong

[spoken]
what are you doing?
get back here
you are nothing
you need us

[chorus 1]
i hate you
you cut all my slack, drove a knife in my back
thinking i won’t face you?
soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
homie i pre-date you
and i can re-create you
gonna rip the beast from the art
so i can tear him apart
discarded
i hate you
got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
tryna find a way to
cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
had to see the pain through
we were told a fake truth
gonna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[verse 2]
lies, greed, misery
that should tell you everything
your eyes breed sympathy
object of antipathy
i fuck things up
and then i wonder why strings get cut
just grind me down ‘till i’m dust
i’m disgusting
go on discuss me
go on discuss me
i’d die for this shit bro trust me
don’t lie when you say you want me
i try but i still can’t breathe
said you rescued me
made it look so easy
deceit don’t please me
it never will

[chorus 2]
i hate you
you cut all my slack, drove a knife in my back
thinking i won’t face you?
soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
homie i pre-date you
and i can re-create you
gonna rip the beast from the art
so i can tear him apart
discarded
i hate you
got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
tryna find a way to
cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
had to see the pain through
we were told a fake truth
gonna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[chorus 3]
they hate you
you cut all of my slack, now i’m taking it back
maybe i can’t blame you
i was under attack, introspection i lack
thought that i’d create you
someone they’d relate to
but they saw the beast as the art
it’s time to tear him apart
discarded
they hate you
made me fucking insane, motivational drain
tried to find a way to
keep the numbers sustained, but that shit was in vain
had to see the shame through
you were told my fake truth
wanna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[outro]
fake
clone
liar
they hate you
die

discarded

to reminisce reveals the signs

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lyrics:

[intro]
doesn't make a difference
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
no lie

[verse 1]
were you just a figment of imagination?
i can’t tell if this is legit
ruminate on whether there was indication
tell myself I’ll never forget
i was going left, you were cutting right
play pretend
and shut down feigning peace of mind
and now we’re tryna fill the silence
i never guessed, but i coulda, right?
what’s to worry 'bout now?
got shit redefined
when they took your life away
no i don’t wanna waste more time
at twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
something i’d hide inside
embody strength for the ones who’ve cried
so i don’t think i ever wanna waste more time
‘cause now i’m through tryna prove i’m not fake sometimes
guess i outgrew needing to feel your eyes
under my guise of truth conveyed

[chorus 1]
now i know
to reminisce reveals the signs
(i couldn't see 'em
go, go on reveal 'em, come on)
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(eyes on the ceiling
conflict with no meaning at all)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[verse 2]
got mites in my skin
can’t fight from within
despise who i’ve been
can’t lie just to win
your life was akin to
light, lacking sin
took flight from the wind
held tight, lost my grip
cut ties from the script
lost sight, start to slip
guard eyes with a sip
keep tryna forget
can’t cry, hold it in
get high and eclipse
goodbyes for a bit
defy, don’t admit
ask why, throw a fit
(I fall to my knees)
deny, take a hit
(my hear rate's jumping)
reply to assist
(300 degrees)
july came and went
(the blood starts pumping)
no time to exist
(wait what do you mean?)
i’m fine, I insist
(this can't be where it ends)
combine what i missed
write rhymes in the midst
(no I just can't comprehend)
design don’t resist
(they're looking at me)
(get up, sit up)
i whine; pessimist
(my mouth hangs open)
(can't live slowly)
no spine, just a cyst
(keep trying to speak)
(give up; you don't even know me)
my mind starts to twist
(my voice stays broken)
(put trust in us)
inclined to assist
(I'm falling between)
(can't control me)
inside, fucking pissed
(regret for words unsaid)
(shut up)
i tighten my fist
(and disbelief inside my head)
(enough allegories)
got eyes full of mist

[chorus 2]
to reminisce reveals the signs
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(don't go)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[outro]
doesn't make a difference
(to reminisce reveals the signs)
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
(oh god it hurts to feel sometimes)
no lie
this no lie

reminiscence

Raw Nerve

Featured on the first ever BangersOnly album "BangersOnly, Vol 1"

Produced by Victor Karlsen
Mixed & mastered by Vegard Magndal

Lyrics:

Chorus (fawlin):
You got me runnin' in circles
Don't know where my mind goes
You know I'm so patient 
When it comes to you
 
I just wanna escape these
Everyday basics
Leave it alone and spend my time
With you
 
You got me runnin' in circles for you
When I reach you say that I'm just a fool
A fool for you
 
Verse 1 (fawlin):
Always had a hard time
Feelin' myself
Always so helpless
Like I was dead
 
In the weekends 
I wanna stay in
If i go out
I'm gonna raise hell (yeah)
 
I just some medication
Or just a small vacation
 
If i go mental
Any day now
I hope that u
Will stick around, yeah
 
Pre (fawlin):
Oh my god, you've been treating me well
You held my hands when, my walls they fell
If i ever see u again
Baby, I will love you till the end
 
Chorus (fawlin):
You got me runnin' in circles
Don't know where my mind goes
You know i'm so patient 
When it comes to you
 
I just wanna escape these
Everyday basics
Leave it alone and spend my time
With you
 
You got me runnin' in circles for you
When I reach you say that I'm just a fool
A fool for you
 
 Verse 2 (Preston Pablo):
I get the message from the girl, 
she faded but I take her out
But she dont she dont want nobody, 
she got somebody else, she lookin' for another body

Pre (Preston Pablo):
Oh my god, you've been treating me well
All them other girls, they've been giving me hell
Oh my god, I don't know what you felt
But baby, you the only one left

Chorus (Preston Pablo & fawlin)
You got me runnin' in circles
Don't know where my mind goes
You know i'm so patient 
When it comes to you
 
I just wanna escape these
Everyday basics
Leave it alone and spend my time
With you
 
You got me runnin' in circles for you
When I reach you say that I'm just a fool
A fool for you
 
Outro:
Do you even care at all?
Will you be there if I fall

Bangers Only, Vol 1

Circles (feat. Preston Pablo)

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circles ft. Preston Pablo

Hey, guys! Sorry for the hiatus; I had to wait a while to put this song out but I'm glad you're finally able to hear it! This song is being released on a collaboration album organized by the people of Bangers Only, and I am so excited that I get to be a part of this. Please check out the rest of the album when you get a chance, it is so good :) I hope you like this song, and I promise you'll be hearing from me again really soon 🖤

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Gear:
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Focusrite Scarlett Solo Audio Interface
Audio-Technica AT4040 Cardioid Condenser Microphone

DAW/Plugins:
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Stock FL Studio Effects

Without You (with Bangers Only)

Track 1 off of BANGERS ONLY VOL. 1 
STREAM THE ALBUM: https://bangersonly.lnk.to/vol1
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Bangers Only x Zeegs x Preston Pablo - When We Were Kids

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Wasting My Emotions (w/ Braden Ross)

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