https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dl6p0JKlajk
https://open.spotify.com/track/4o2smlJUBbvKSQKBLBTlHa?si=f445779320304cf7

The further I get from you
You make me wanna puke
You make me wanna hide
Im fucked and traumatised
Im fucked and traumatised

We’ll make everything alright
Everything we want to be (we’ll be) (we’ll be, we’ll be)
travel far into the southern light
Darling wanna die with me (tonight)
Darling wanna die with me

We'll be (IDK)

@littleduders

time to get my head straight, okay
i think i get the message just fine
speeding up my heart rate, i'll be okay
i think i'm gonna make it this time 
(youre my favorite mistake)

sending out a text i don't know why i wrote it
don't know why my head spun i guess i'm sick
i can't hit you up but you know that i want to
i know it never works out that way

my life i like it
my face i like it
all this i like it
i just hate the process
my past erase it
present i'll change it
promise i'll make it

(out of my hands)
i know it sucks but no one cares it never goes away i'm sorry
(out of my hands)
doing everything you can to fix something you can't fucking repair

my favorite mistake xoxoxoxo jf+ld xoxoxo

makethemfly - more to come soon

stay tuned :*

hannah diamond - love goes on ft. bladee [makethemfly edit]

4. Sparks
prod. maknaeslayer
mix. PK Shellboy
Inspiration burns like fire
I know that kindling's hard to find
Good makes bad and bad makes good
They say a story's like a life
When I'm awake I can't perceive it
I only see it in my dreams
Bits and pieces find their way to me
Is it really as it seems
Stare at what's in front of me
Would it be better said as who
Can't believe what's happened
I can barely think of what to do
You should take responsibility
For the things that you define
But you can't explain when
Reality and fantasy combine
Is it love or is it fiction?
Is that even contradiction?
Is it wrong when rights are written all the same?
Are you really what's depicted?
Are your mannerisms scripted?
Are you okay if I call you by your name?

Are you feeling what I'm writing
Has it become a part of you
Do I ponder your existence or
Do I accept it as the truth
Is the lifeblood flowing through your veins
Just the thoughts I put to words
My distance from reality's
Becoming harder to discern
Are the secrets that I keep with me
For your sake or for mine
Are you saying what I want to hear
When you tell me that you're fine
Is the life you lead fulfilling if
It's just a book upon a shelf
Are the things you say from you
Or are they coming from myself
How can you answer all my questions when
I can't begin to answer yours
As the words flow through my fingertips
I see you broken on the floor
Did you know I meant it truly
I said that you're a work of art
Inspiration burns like fire
All I needed was that spark

Sparks

Goodbye - 2:20
prod. kimj
lyrics/vox. PK Shellboy
mix/master. PK Shellboy

[Verse]
No I didn't want to say it
But there are things I've gotta say
I know that face I know you're praying
I thought I'd never see the day
I can't allay your fears
Or soften words upon your ears
I know you don't wanna give up
I see you fighting back the tears
They're running down your face
And now my own are keeping pace
It's not as if I'm disappearing
Won't be gone without a trace
I know you'll see
This is the end for you and me
But just keep going for yourself
Because you know just what you mean to me
You mean to me 

[Outro]
I don't want you to say goodbye
(It's time to go, we've had our highs, we've had our lows)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I don't want anybody more than you I gotta let you know)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(My heart aglow, we've gotta let each other grow)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(It feels like times like these were destined since a thousand years ago)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(It's time to go, we've had our highs, we've had our lows)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I don't want anybody more than you I gotta let you know)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(My heart aglow, we've gotta let each other grow)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(It feels like times like these were destined since a thousand years ago)
I don't want you to say goodbye
(Got phantoms in my bedroom, open windows I don't mind the light)
[I got no questions, no jeopardy]
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I take my medication, I'm on uppers not no cyanide)
[Got answers, Alex Trebek on me]
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I know I'll make it happen, keep it on the up don't die inside)
[I got no need for celebrity]
{You're the highlight, you're the highlight, you're the highlight}
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I breathe in then I breathe out, keep on making carbon dioxide)
[Got status I got that pedigree]
{You're the highlight you're the high high highlight}
I don't want you to say goodbye
(Got phantoms in my bedroom, open windows I don't mind the light)
[I got no questions, no jeopardy]
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I take my medication, I'm on uppers not no cyanide)
[Got answers, Alex Trebek on me]
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I know I'll make it happen, keep it on the up don't die inside)
[I got no need for celebrity]
{You're the highlight, you're the highlight, you're the highlight}
I don't want you to say goodbye
(I breathe in then I breathe out, keep on making carbon dioxide)
[Got status I got that pedigree]
{You're the highlight you're the high high highlight}

Goodbye

30th december 2021
been sitting on this one like couches

the last'est touch

[DUI_002] + cvdemo

pigeons and lime man on da vocals
lime man and andrew and alice and bean buster and pidgy on da beat
samples a pidgy song also
art by pigeons
swag 100k thx for coming 2 hysteria

emotional pigeon hybrids 2009 (w andrew goes to hell, 95 pigeons, bean boy, alice gas)

thx for 6k

@deadangel 

ty to @emotegi & @reinabe for unreleased song to remix

https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/obedient-ft-ecco2k

.✩｡obedient.✩｡(+ deadangel)

Reality/Dreams (feat. ALIEN DAYS) - 4:13
prod. Blacklight
lyrics/vox. PK Shellboy and ALIEN DAYS
mix/master. PK Shellboy

[Verse 1: ALIEN DAYS]
I'll stick this foreign object in my thigh
And pretend I'm not scared
And pretend I'm not hyperventilating
And I'll stick this foreign object in my thigh
I can't do this for too long
I can't do this for too long
I just wanna be who I am internally  
I remember parking lots, late nights with my friends at parks
Having machinations but no way to make them fucking work
Every day tracing out album art inside my math journal
Cause I couldn't focus on anything else in the god damn world
When I'm losing sleep, losing money, losing friends and feeling shitty
All I end up doing is get lost in my own head
I can't connect with this reality
I feel like I'm stuck in my dreams no matter what is thought or said

[Verse 2: PK Shellboy]
Turn reality into dreams, dreams into reality
Looking off into the starry seas, to look for what my mind perceives
Putting faith into what eyes can see, reaching out for other galaxies
Nothing's really ever made complete, the universe is bursting at the seams
Maybe someday our paths will meet, in a semblance of normality
We'll never know what's coming next reveals, all that's forward still remains unseen
Let's escape from this calamity, as soon as we begin to sleep
Turn reality into dreams, dreams into reality

[Outro: PK Shellboy, ALIEN DAYS]
Reality (Dreams) [I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm so lost, where you can't find me]

[Outro 2: PK Shellboy - Robert Frost - Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening]
The woods are lovely, dark and deep
But I have promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep
And miles to go before I sleep

Aethernet

Reality/Dreams (feat. ALIEN DAYS)

PK Shellboy
maknaeslayer
GLACIERbaby
kimj

Goodbye

Fax Gang

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