Just felt like doing a lil cover of this incredibly beautiful song. I am aware it is not the best rendition but who cares, I was just having fun

Even If It's A Lie - Cover By Faye Brightman

I wrote this song about a kind off situationship I had about a year ago.

It initially only lasted 2 days, but then it started up again for another 2-3 days a few months later when the person told me they really liked me, but then never spoke to me again. I remember feeling really sad, because this was a connection with someone I really valued, and to be discarded so quickly made me feel as if I wasn't worthy or something. To be ignored made me feel like I didn't exist.

So, to expel the feelings from within, I wrote and produced this song on soundtrap, which really helped me to move on.

I used mitski as an inspiration for the synthy bassy music, as at the time I had become enthralled in her music.

do i exist

do i exist - original song demo - faye brightman

I saw the Barbie movie opening night at a local cinema, and omg this song. 

Ever since I was a child, I was obsessed with barbie. I watched every single barbie movie, I owned over 100 dolls, and would even dress up as them. It was safe to say, I loved them. As time went on, I gradually got rid of them, only keeping a few as keepsakes. 

I've come to realise that the reason I was so obsessed with barbies, was because I saw the person I wanted to be. Not the image of beauty standards, but a confident woman who was capable of anything and everything, a woman who didn't need to fight to exist.

This song spoke to me on a number of levels, and I just wanted to cover it for fun, and a bit of therapy.

What Was I Made For - Cover

This is my cover of My Face by Dodie Clark (Doddleoddle)

My Face Cover

This is a song about... Guess what? MY BEDROOM! I hope you enjoy it.

How the song came to be

I was sitting on my bed with my laptop, I was eager to write a song, but I had no clue what about. As I looked around my room trying find something to write about, I was originally going to write a song about a china doll I have, but it sounded to much like Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez, so I had to start again. I was so annoyed that I couldn't find anything to write about, but then it hit me, it wasn't going to a song about something in my room, it was going to BE my room. 
And that is how My Room came to be, I hope you enjoyed that little story :)