What’s the name of the song bc I can’t find it on Spotify

produced by toren

lyrics:

I ain't really wanna wake up
Caffeine in my cup to start my day off 
Gas inside my lungs to make me feel like im okay bru
pop another pill instead of blowing all my brains out
the caffeine in my system ain't what's keeping me awake now
i'm done acting like i ever gave a fuck
when i look into the mirror idk who i've become
i just know that when i look you're not a person that i love
im done, lights out, my fingers itching on the gun

wake up (prod. toren)

sanity

sanity (p. sunlight)

<3 thanks for listening

tune in on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2XrTB9VFI4mioNPM0XFBE6

produced by me and ayoley
vocals by jades

hope you're doing okay (feat. Jades)

obsessed

flavors of youth

december  2020

lyrics:
im not as well off as i should be right now
but im trying my best just to figure it out
and i need some space right now, can you not make a sound
and i fall apart the moment no one is around

dont want your love, i dont give a fuck
i see your texts and your calls, i wont pick em up 
i will not pick em up. i know i know i know that
you wanna help but i think you'll just make it worse
hate to be honest, i know that it fucking hurts
focused on me, tryna put in that fucking work
trying my best but i dont think it fucking works

im not as well off as i should be right now
but im trying my best just to figure it out
and i need some space right now, can you not make a sound
and i fall apart the moment no one is around

can’t relax (feat kuriosity) (joshwa)

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

rex sunflower cover
kinda ass but thats the point of trying

sunflower

This is based on a story that I made up, but it’s about a guy named Zach, who has like these special abilities, kind of like a superhero and he is chosen to help in any emergency situation so see if there’s an alien invasion or anything bad happens like someone needs a doctor or anything like that this is pretty much what this song is about.

able-and-willing

enjoy
i know the mix is awful but oh well
the worst one yet

lyrics:


I know that I’m not okay, I’ve been better
And I still smell your scent on my sweater
And I can barely keep myself together
But it’s okay I had no plans of being here forever 

Don’t think I have much time left so I won’t be here too long
I know you hope that I’m wrong

It’s the same old me with a new list of problems 
And I’m stressed out tryna find how to solve em
I go up and I fall like the leaves in the autumn
And it’s getting to my head and that’s not very awesome

I wish I could see myself through your eyes
Cuz when you talk bout me you make me seem like I’m a great guy
So I can’t help but think that they’re all lies 
But I’m tryna get better so I can think otherwise 

It’s the same old me with a new list of problems 
And I’m stressed out tryna find how to solve em
I go up and I fall like the leaves in the autumn
And it’s getting to my head and that’s not very awesome

I know that I’m not okay, I’ve been better
And I still smell your scent on my sweater
And I can barely keep myself together
But it’s okay I had no plans of being here forever

can’t relax (feat kuriosity) (joshwa)

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