Of Darkness And Hope

My Bondage Is My Own Doing

I've wanted to make a career out of music for years, but I haven't put much out. I haven't shown how much I wanted to be a musician. ADHD, doubt, laziness. I don't know. I'm sick of thinking of what I could be. Who I could be. I'm tired of fantasizing and holding back for fear that I'll put out something bad or no one will listen to my stuff because I don't market myself or know anyone. I'm just going to start uploading stuff as much as I can every weekend until I get in the habit of it, then I'll fix the specific things as I go.

I know this song is repetitive. It's not finished. I tried to finish it today. I got impatient and tired of witnessing myself procrastinate so here it is.

This song may be bad, but now I think it's some of the best work I've done. And if people only get better at a craft as they keep practicing, I'm excited to see what I'll make next month and next year.

Web Of Fate

Face Suckers Snippet

Dream Warrior's Ritual

A trapped out remix of the Lord of Cynder boss fight in Dark Souls I did a few years ago in college when struggling to learn how to sample. This is the first song I sampled in. 

I have a much better version in my head I've been salivating about for a couple of months. It's less trappy and more cinematic, but still bass. I'll start working on it this week and upload it this weekend. I have to relearn how to sample.

Cinderella

I got manic and started this track last night. I finished it just now.

Teenage Theme

I made the drums for this on the date stated in the title and didn't know what else to do to the track. I came to the drums last night and everything just flowed out of me. I was manic. I was basically high. I rushed to finish the track today because I'm making these uploads like homework assignments that are due before Monday to force myself to work within a deadline. I'm making more music now than I ever have.

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