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YouShouldLetMeGo [HXLX]

𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚔𝚒 𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚒 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝙹𝚘𝚕𝚝)

produced by @sowerestranded

i will die covered in blood :)

lyrics:

ahhhhhhh
so much pain i dont rlly wanna be 
alive
oh my God, oh my God 
let me die
i cant deal with this feeling inside 
oh my God
fuck
break my heart, rip it out
make me cry
gave you everything
you took my life
I'm a fighter, I still want to die
still i try, still i try
i won't die, i won't die
ahhhhhhh

P.T.S.D! [prod. SO WERE STRANDED]

prod by sladko dunul
written & mixed by yxung plague

lyrics

i hate looking at myself
need to cover up everything
so they can't see that im a fucking mess
i hate the way my voice sounds like shit
cant even talk normally without getting laughed at
im good at nothing
if the spotlight shines on me
i will fuck up my chance at doing my best
this anxiety is putting too much pressure on my heart like your the one crushing it
i fucking hate you and everything you put me through
wonder why i got no friends?
its because getting hurt too much will not want me to socialize with anyone else that might do the same thing to me 

how many can i take
till i fucking end it all

Depressixn Seasnxn Pt. 2

Too Many Insecurities [P. Sladko Dunul]

Shadows in the Dark (malvi)

yo this is my new ambiant track very smooth and melancholic , hope you'r all good <3 love you all !

creature

industrial .m4a

Prxjek Vocals - https://soundcloud.com/prxjek-archives/wakizashi-collab-verse-acapella-rare

Sick Artwork - @erickveins

HELLFIRE

losing you

TAI (fka hxntai) - I SEEN MY JULIET IN HEAVEN + CRMSYN

Screaming my heart out

PROD.TRLD BOY

Hxntai: @hxnt6i

Inside, The Panic Room w/ Hxntai (Prod.Trld boy)

HXNTAI - TWENTYTHREE (PROD. MISERY)

@hxnt6i

produced by ayazra


2 faces
My love for the bitch i hate it
Red face, i aint lookin at satan
Got my heart fillin' with hate, 
Its changin'
I said 
Bring it back to the basic 
I stand here 
Hold the fruit, im breakin
Boutta dive in with the bitch
Glock waistin' 
Uppin that shit, bout get my body wasted

I said
Fake love
Fake energy
No touch
Im the one with the bruise and the cuts
I hate my friends
Ion never feel love
Fuck fate
Fuck dope
Ion need no love
Fuck you
Fuck me
Ion need ur touch

we are all alone ft. hxntai. (Prod. AYAZRA)

Where Am I From? {Prod. Alastxrr (neorain)}

obp is my fav beer, xd

prod. @wasbeatz
additional vocals: https://soundcloud.com/c3of , https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks , https://soundcloud.com/blckk
art. @lenfantlondon

/nA
i know why
my eyes deceive
you want me
to pay my grieve

my life Rocky cuz i got some fukn problems
came up from the bottom but im still a bottom
since my mental thinning i'm never sent to blossom
dipping on the pain of mind to another fucking condom
navvvi sends confining over bottles of patron
meant call you on the phone, anxiety is still atone
so i sit up in dark room spinning in my chair
waiting for the future that i fear will never get there

never wanted you to see me
no1 gave me chances, greed
waking up harder everyday
up outa bed to my own grave

honest to god i think im just afraid now
drugs are looking better when i aim to pain now
maybe this, maybe that, maybe everything to blame now
maybe solutions lookin in my face now
my cell phone make the hell grow but im stuck to it like some motha fukn velcro
friendly neighborhood john doe searching for some media appearance manifesto with a rainbow
who we know though keep me spinning like tornado
i defend nothing without endless ammo
since i am the generalissimo, full of gold
i dont fuck with no1 that be just romeo

/papa
Thought I had my shit together
Thought I didnt need nobody
Turns out I didnt know no better
Everybody acting like my baby sitter
Tell me how to act tell me tell me why I'm always bitter
Always in a black abyss
Always in a mood
Lost within these hypnotic grooves inside this vinyl
And I'm wasting all my youth until I'm getting migraines
Shake my hand and feel the arthritis feel it in my face I swear to God you only like me lifeless
Im just walking in an endless tunnel on an endless treadmill 
Never seen the entrance and I never seen a bit of light
Always struggle just to find another type of meaning but you'd rather watch me die inside

/lemon
I try to be copacetic a lot but my hope is heading in a different direction I’m lost 
There I go 
Suppressing my thoughts in the walls of Jericho 
A scary thot 
Might be that bitch that I wanna marry tho

Pussy pink like peach I’m trippin on mushrooms like Mario 
Head to Venice beach I’m seein colours through the stereo 
See through all the greed I had to clear outta the area 
I ride wit my team ain’t nobody gon try to carry ya
Stompin on dem beats I had to cop a pair of cleats
Ran right up on arion and robbed him for a lease 
I’m just tryna carry on don’t care about mystique 
Get my Larry on curb your enthusiasm you weak 
I feel nefarious I keep a forty five underneath up in my carry on 
Hit em like Barry bonds on a beat
Mariah Carey songs banging out the coupe when I creep
Caught the ferry on the last minute cruisin da sea
I’m gone

/blckk

OBP ft. saint sleep, jon lemon & blckk (prod. w a s )

Dreams Ft. Dexndre (Prod. Denxma)

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TAI (fka hxntai) - I SEEN MY JULIET IN HEAVEN + CRMSYN

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