Wishlist (ft. Kaddo)

Lyrics
[Intro]
Fuck it's been a minute give ya boi a heart attack 
Feelin like I gained new perspective on the track
Back with my boy why'd I ever try to quit the game
Yeah I don't even fuckin know my name, anymore
I'm my worst enemy hide every fuckin feelin

[Chorus]
But they dont even know shit about us
It's like they always tryna clown us
Red nose, belong in the circus
Pinocchios thinking they know us

But you dont even know shit about me
Why they always fucking tryna doubt me
Need a sign please just help me see
Always scared about whats in store for me

[Kaddo]
Sometimes feels like I'm wastin time
Sometimes Fear clouds make it rain up on my mind
Yesterday thought I'd quit
Back at it with my homie let's get this shit
I'm tryin to rap, I'm tryin to sing
Wishin for a thumbs up to keep me going
Standing up straight like the queen's guard
Hope that someone hear this and thinks it goes hard
why man doubt me
always think they talkin bout me
another 1 or 2 more kills added up to my spree
Ops 'll never catch me getting no sleep
Yo mum never stop screaming how it go deep


[Chorus]

[Feather]
uh uh uh uh
back on the writing look at the time
where have the months gone stuck in my mind
another baggie thought i quit
minds too fucked  to smoke this shit
stop the panicing try to sing
push forward gotta keep going
lost my voice in my head i shout
screaming silently as i start to doubt

like what am i doing, where does this end
this isn't real started as shitposts for friends
tell me why i can't even see
tell me who even is...me


cuz i dont even know shit about me
tell me why i always fucking doubt me
daydreamer, but nightmares all i see
scared about whats in store for me

Beat:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ag6Kc...

Featherweight