Is that hope or fear? So desperate to liberate, deliberately obfuscate that which is clear. Is this sound all mine? Can't let the noise stop, it might not come back next time.

Pick me apart. Piece by piece. Let the blood become a guide to understanding.

I thought myself special. I'd condemned me to death. All the hell in this head, all this suffering, was never mine to begin with.

Not Two - this time the base music is done

This is eating me alive, gnawing from the inside. This hunger can't be kept at bay, I'll wear it as my own  name

Clear - Updated

I felt you take it. Leave me to mourn all, in the wake of oblivion. The truth I cover up. Wrap it in wrath. Hatred like fire, red and death. As emptiness, how could I speak? I become hell so it knows of me.

Blue

mainly here so i don't forget to come back to it

Original Sin - idea

I knew you when you were innocent
When lips tasted no hesitation, no fear
[engraved in sidewalk chalk]
I look back on photographs, cuz I can still see your face
and I look back on this memory, fondly
because you still knew my name

DarkRoom [Demo]

Time stands still, whenever I'm alone with you
something feels off whenever I'm not alone with you

Delete me from your memory, if you want to
but I won't be here without you

We are meant to be, a tapestry
woven together with torn fabrics
I can fix this,
just stay tangled up with me

Delete Her

Music by https://soundcloud.com/joni-haikala

Tounge Tied

Music By : @tom-benoit

Incomplete. Was there ever a missing piece? 

I am a product of a silver tongue. Force fed lies with honey. Just submit. Stay on your knees. Just Submit. It's easy this way. 

When I die, I don't want to see light. Let the dark envelop me, like a mother. The reaper takes my hand. Cary me to the promised land. Send me to hell. Condemn me for good. 

You said to hand over control, like I had a fucking choice in this.  I am innocent. Yet you burden my conscious. Plague my thoughts. Maybe I am guilty...

Pay for the sins of your father. 

Tell me how to feel. Thought is irrelevant. A pound of flesh is enough to be forgiven. Tell me what to think. Start with a blank slate. The truth you will suffocate. Leave it gasping for air. Asphyxiate.

Combo Breaker

Music By: https://soundcloud.com/tom-benoit

Twist and break, exist to serve a better man. Force a fit, your true shape does not exist, not until I carve it out

You were bred to follow. Submission in your blood. Exit the entanglement you find yourself in, and just give in. You will find, I can be kind, I can show mercy too.

No escape from these days. No wishing away. Find comfort in knowing your purpose is pure. I will rip and tear until something beautiful comes from you.

Learn the art of alchemy. Resonate back and forth, between two forms. Become what is needed, it's for the greater good. So bite your tongue and obey. At the end of it, all you are is a fucking waste. Break your back, to be what I need.

reflect and focus on this. I won't stop until you're pure

The cycle must repeat itself. Until there is nothing left. The cycle must repeat itself. Until you have nothing left for me. I am deserving of everything.  Shred your sinew for me.

Atom

Music by:https://soundcloud.com/npenston

I look for truth in all the wrong places. 

I think it's hard to find a place to be open anymore. I think it's hard to show when you get rattled. 

It's hard to admit it, brave to speak it. Words act like incantations bringing your fears to life. It's like magic in the most violent way. 

When you're afraid to say a thing, it's easier to be apathetic to all of this. 

Admitting there is a problem makes it real, and that's okay. Just say something.

Arklo

Music By: https://soundcloud.com/tom-benoit

Abandon all hope, I have tied my own rope. Make a statement from a rafter. Look what I have become, you will own what you've done. This burden falls on you. You can't talk with the dead. From father to son this cycle is done. It ends with certainty.

Free from the boundaries of a waking state, I can feel that which you have undone, safe. 

Keep it all together, long enough to tell her, this doesn't feel like it used to. I cannot cope with the noise in my head, it's killing me to have to say this again. Just go. Just fucking leave, please.

You can't keep running away. What are you expecting to change? It isn't right to ask me to stay.There's no longer a goddamn thing that could keep me here.

This is the end, I've got nothing left to give. Surrender to my own fate. My last offering is honesty. I'm okay with giving up. 

Folded up like an old love note. Creating patterns when I can't find the words. You should have left when we begged you to. But now the burden is passed on to you

Lucid

Lovin' Touchin' Squeezin' [cover]

Rap/beat: https://soundcloud.com/professorlloyd

Space Whale - Featuring Professor Lloyd

Music by: https://soundcloud.com/bokehn_heights

You're goddamn right I am angry. Spoon fed lies since I was a baby. Teach me to hate, teach me rage. I will receive all of your grace. Let’s talk in violence. A language we both know. If I pull back my skin and tear off the ends, what blessings will you bestow? Blood for love.
You are not the son of man, but I would still drive those goddamn nails in

Look Both Ways Before You Double Cross {Featuring Bokeh_Heights}

Music by: https://soundcloud.com/tom-benoit &https://soundcloud.com/bokehn_heights

"Never forget what you are, the rest of the world will not". I keep it held close to my chest. A constant reminder that we must cope with whatever wreckage is left after she got her hands in it, we were the cause of this. 

With sword and shield I will die as a man, ascend to heavens, it's part of the lord's plan. A body for burning, flesh for an offering, a soul to the shadows will make me whole again. The wretched must perish & I will take them. 

You sit on a throne made of blood and gold, distilled elements of nameless martyrs. Those you've conquered, their sons and daughters will bear the honor of calling you queen. Listen to them sing. You sit on a throne made of blood and gold, listen to us scream.

Flay the wicked, flay the free, flay all those who won't bend the knee. Their flesh is there for the taking, bellies to spill & bones for the breaking.  

To hell with the ruling class we have starved while they've grown fat. This dog was loyal, but hungers fiercely. You want to hear me sing? Fuck the king.

Crucify a village to fulfill your wish, but you are no tyrant.

Emperor {Featuring Bokeh_Heigts & ThatDudeTom}

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/professorlloyd

Lyrics:

Holding on to what this used to be. I don't wanna sleep alone. 

Cant you see, this is where you want to be, but I'm just fucking up another love. I want to love you desperately.

Holding on to what this used to be. I don't wanna sleep alone. 

I'm out of love and low on time, I just want to enjoy the night. I've been needing to tell you that I can't do this anymore.

Holding on to what this used to be. I don't wanna sleep alone.

Holding On (sleep alone) - Featuring ProfessorLloyd

Bass by: https://soundcloud.com/bremsnix && https://soundcloud.com/npenston

Lyrics: 
I want to dig in the cemetery, rehydrate our corpse. I forgot what we looked like, what we wore. Will the casket have rotted, exposing new contents and places we could not explore? 

Buried the future in a wooden box. Fleeting memories, decayed forget-me-nots. 

I sing songs over the grave, ritualistic suffering. I can still feel you in the pain. 

Death is a gift. It's violent and occupies every corner of every thought I've had since my memories counted. All love will soon turn to ashes and one will be forced to scatter the other. Is the ocean a fitting place? I hated the heat, but you enjoyed the sand. At this point I'm so fucked up I'm not even sure which skeleton I'm dealing with. My pride and arrogance makes it hard to focus on addressing this, I fucked up. This was all supposed to be a metaphor for not letting go, whatever it is now, I can't tell anymore.
  
I've spent countless nights preforming sacrifices, sacred ceremonies to conjure up what haunts me. This nightmare is real and all encompassing. Speak with the dead, but they won't answer me. 

I fantasize about what you would say, but it's been so long you wouldn't sound the same.
  
I've spent countless nights preforming sacrifices, sacred ceremonies to conjure up what haunts me. This nightmare is real and all encompassing. Speak with the dead, but they won't answer me.

This Nightmare Is Real And All Encompassing {Featuring Bratwurst & N Penston}

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/professorlloyd && https://soundcloud.com/pizzlebeats

Hopscotch {{Featuring Professor Lloyd}}

ToneTestStuff - no bass

Battle 1

Reborn, skin has been ignored. New tracks to sow your failures in. I'm torn, what's worth fighting for. Never wanted to be here anyway. How do I move past, don't want to relapse. How do i move past, feels like my neck is snapped, I feel like a fucking ghost. When is it over, cuz I don't want to love her. I know it's getting old, but I cant let go. Is it worth being haunted? A love that was never real is keeping me exhausted. Heavy eyes. I wanna hold on to what I can. Fuck. it's all so complicated. I buried her in a glass casket. I need to watch her decompose, because I am selfish

Glass Casket feat. ydroj06-a_soggy_cactus-enchantedKK

https://soundcloud.com/professorlloyd

back from the dead. zombie. chew on the flesh. body. i aint forget what you said. sorry. I aint forgive what you said. serpents dont slip, they tighten their grip. clutching pearls like a crucifix all hail the blasphemer. I'm a believer. no. Fuck what you teach in church.  i cant forget what you said, i cant forgive what you said

Chew - ft professor lloyd

Solo Project: https://daggertooth.bandcamp.com/releases
I start songs I hear in my head. Sometimes I finish them. Message me here if you'd like to collaborate 

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Focusrite Scarlett 2i2
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Audio-Technica AT2035
Schecter Diamond Series Exotic Star
Sterling Musicman Jon Petrucci 7 String
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