i'll never forgive u, but i hope you're alright

a one-sided love story

dying in a dark room

sorrowful sundown

@sorrow & @no.cape - change our reflection (prod. eric godlow)

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.
And

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

Verse 1:
Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I’m the only one working cuz I’ve been paying rent.
Say I got no purpose, I’m worthless after the cadence ends.
Who knows if I’ll ever be worth it like, what’s his name again?

Pray again, I’m hoping I don’t ever lose you.
Only sing the blues, when the puddle hits my new shoes.
Walking through a hurricane.
Looking like a murder scene.
You’ve been on a killing spree, I’m rushing through with urgency.

I don’t think you meant to burden me.
Looking back I see how it was hurting me.
And that never occurred to me.
Until I took my stitches out and figured out that all I needed was a bit of surgery.

Don’t forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory.
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine.
Eventually, we took it took to the bed, and tried to set the scene.
And then you disappeared without a trace.
Call that ‘Amelia tendencies.’

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

@sorrow - addicted to your soft touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Verse 1:
moms gonna get mad.
time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag.
Getting bullied at the park, can’t step back.
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that.

Next year, was a mess.
Still zero friends.
Middle school drama.
Stay home again.
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes.
Getting made fun of, while people walked pass me.

That was reality.
It never changed.
Eighth was a blur.
Ninth wasn’t great.

I found a girl.
Who I thought was the one.
Then her parents found out about what had begun.

Yea they took her phone.
Called up the principal.
Said I was problematic, acting cynical.
I had some problems, I didn’t acknowledge.
Then I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip.

I was abusive and she was a bitch.
Both weren’t true, but that’s just how it is.
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous.
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling.

Then one day she left.
Blocked me on everything.
I couldn’t blame her.
After that, you could say we were strangers.
Sane people get attracted to danger yea.

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Outro:
Life is like building with toy blocks.
Build up to something amazing.
Someone destroys it.
That gets annoying.

@sorrow - toy block (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

@sorrow - things u did to me (prod. boyfifty & sephgotthewaves)

@sorrow - two-way street (prod. underwood)

@sorrow - not alright (prod. venus)

@sorrow x @thebootlegboy - used to make you happy

@sorrow x @valera - gone so long

@sorrow x @thomasreid - tore me apart

@sorrow - upside down (prod. boyfifty)

@sorrow - i hate the situation, but congratulations (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow - so numb it hurts (prod. autrioly)

@sorrow x @thomasreid - our love is like the ocean

@sorrow - ghost inside my head (prod. jang0 & autrioly)

@sorrow - close my eyes before i lose it all (prod. autrioly)

@sorrow - when did you get so cold? (prod. autrioly)

@sorrow - a one-sided love story (prod. autrioly)

@sorrow x @mookigang x @thebootlegboy x @ohhaven - i wrote you

@sorrow - we have to say goodbye (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow x @no.cape x @juli x @thebootlegboy - deeper than before

@sorrow - hand me your heart (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow x @thomasreid x @skinnyatlas - don't let go

@sorrow x @thebootlegboy x @luciiniite - taking my life back

@sorrow - dissociation (prod. underwood)

@sorrow - i might wanna die (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow - i'll be gone soon (prod. autrioly)

@sorrow - loneliness (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow - stop thinking so much (prod. boyfifty)

@sorrow - the ceiling is so far away (prod. boyfifty)

@sorrow - how did i get here? (prod. aureola)

@sorrow - the end of the world (prod. sundwn & pizzle)

@sorrow - i actually wanna die (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow x @thomasreid x @thebootleg boy - i don't belong anywhere

@sorrow - love is stupid (prod. sundwn & nuxe)

@sorrow - is this something real? (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow - never what you needed (prod. sundwn & nuxe)

@sorrow - i keep getting my heart broken (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

@sorrow - sorrowful summer (prod. autrioly)

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