Julia Alexa & Swablu - in my head

love you all

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sleep thru ur alarms

luna has risen

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i know you wanna be 
far away from me
spirits in the breeze
weakened at my knees
staring at the moon
i know ill be there soon
luna forever

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
i know well be together

walking down the street
staring at my feet
wonder what lies
beyond the winter trees
im so sick and tired
of being sick and tired
i know im a letdown
i know im a liar

i hope i find her
this is a reminder 
that im the one to blame
always the spark that ignites the flame

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
luna forever

i dont care at all
thats my biggest fault
ignoring every text
ignoring every call
all i do is run
all i do is hide
frightened by the world
so i stay inside

at night forever
ill sleep for never
awake together
luna forever

i just wanna go
im far away from home
up at 3am
just staring at my phone
im a waste of space
standing in the rain
and feeling nothing

ill stand for something
always be nothing
ill just sit in silence
tears fall from my eyelids

[outro]

twinkle twinkle in the sky
i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrist and end this pain
put a bullet in my brain
twinkle twinkle little star
i hope i get hit by a car

luna

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luna 💤

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fiveofive (prod. excedi)

【﻿Ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ Ｓｏｍｅｄａｙ】

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Lyrics: 
(Verse 1)
You think you broke my fucking heart well bitch you did

And lately i been way too distracted to notice it


 You think you broke my pride but bitch you mother fucking cant

Lately i been striving just to be a better fucking man

Cause

dont have time for fake shit
Cause i dont have the patience
Too much shit to do
Had to strive just to make it


Hit me on my line 
If you really wanna fake kick
Cause i dont got no friends 
In the Theyre all snaking


(Chorus 1)
Lay me down tonight
I dont wanna be myself
I dont wanna live my hell



(Verse 2)
Goofy motherfucker
Gonna pull up wit a red beam

Lately you acting like you cannot die
Imma put the goofy motherfucker on 
White tee

Now you wont see your whole family cry


I am so sick of this fuck shit
 people they feeding me nonsense
Constantly

I got a lot on my conscience
Too many voices they talk way too frequently


I dont wanna go my separate ways now
But bitch if you think that i love you
Youve got something coming
Get out my house


I dont give mother fuck
About these rappers 
Talking on my name like i wont put them in the fucking ground


(Chorus 2)
Help me
I need you
Im dying
I dont think that im okay


(Verse 3)
Cautious
Now im so nautious
The way you make me feel 
I think im feeling like i  
Lost it

Too much on my plate 
I cant imagine being jobless
All i had was you
And you left me feeling heartless



Bitch hit me up 
But i dont talk because theyre garbage
If you get to know me
You would know that imma dark bitch

Black nails
Black tee
The king of feeling darkness



Dont fuck with me i put you in the grave with the carcass




(Verse 4)
All blacked out jeans if you know me
I dont really talk too much
But yea im feeling lonely

If i kept my word

Would you promise that you would hold me

Maybe im just stuck in the past i miss the old me

The Weeping Saga

If You Think I Care, I Dont.

Follow My Insta

If You Think I Care, I Dont. (Lyrics in description)

sorry for not posting. been going thru some shit

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6 feet deep

6 feet deep (prod. Hotline)

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

[Verse 1]
I'll be at the graveyard if you need me
Ski mask, all black when you see me
Mankind is a f*cked up species

Look at the apocalypse on the TV
Linkin Park in the dark on a CD
Come home, Hybrid Theory on repeat
I remember growing up wasn't easy
All black, wakin up in the evening
I can still feel it all on the 16th

Nowadays tryna cope with the memories
Tried to figure out myself while I’m empty,
I can hear the devil now, tryna tempt me

Cause

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
 
[Verse 2]
Wake up and I'm down with the sickness
lately, I'm a man on a mission
Put myself number one on the hitlist
Number two, put myself as a witness
And I'm sick of it all, and it's f*cked up
Paradise, paralyze, yeah, that's tough luck
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
 

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

Cause I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
And I scare myself to death

And I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

Please give me a reason,
Something to believe in
Staring at they ceiling, from my bed
(And I scare myself to death)

Bleeding, every night I’m bleeding
Someone stop the screamin, in my head
(I scare my self to death..)

∅

Felix 7