this is a song inspired by and dedicated to Cornelius Hickey, a character from "The Terror" TV series (2018) portrayed by Adam Nagaitis. the cover is a frame from a scene in the series that inspired me to write this song. hopefully i will put some production into it and actually release it.

lyrics:

I'm holding you down
To reveal a familiar sight 
But this time, there's more caress 
In how I handle your drawers
You don't make a sound yet
And for once you don't put up a fight
When with my hands I digress
And dare make my grip feel less coarse

Oh, Isaac bound
Betrayed you are before me spread
By none other than your Abraham
Oh, Isaac, by blame crowned
Please lie still, you made your bed
Made expectant then made lamb

And there's no God to stop their knives
There's only I to hear your cries

And when they lash you
It'll be I the cat whose hand does raise
To cause you less pain than is needed for you to feel mine
And when they're done with you
I'll let your shame go to waste
And wash my hands of it
And wash it away out of you
So that nobody knows 
Like a man 
You are bleeding

I'll kiss the lash marks away
Then I'll keep the nightmares at bay
My heart is ablaze just so you can breathe in its smoke
I will absolve your sin
Then lie in the bed you're in
And be the God you seek — 
The one you need not even invoke

2023
Y•X

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