nice lyrics....no. 666 playing this.  i fear so spechiul

Made this song a while ago while waiting to admit my father to the hospital while we both had COVID. Glad he made it through.

MY TIM3 (feat. Eryon & King Myle$)

Killas in Disguise ft. Sir Kazi

Link to the album on Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/3jwtOX6RTM2bT5vMQhDjcl

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Anybody Out There

Anybody Out There ft. Elisia

Lyrics:
[Hook:]
This world is not approved
Get my tubes tied
Like it’s my duty not to reproduce
I leave you bruised and abused
Because I know it’s all useless
Life is a delusion

[Verse 1: Fellatia Geisha]
This existential crisis I don’t want to exist
And as a nihilist
I can’t find a reason to live or let live
Let alone leave him alone
I want a boy to call my own
So I follow him home
I need lots of attention
I sense your apprehension
I take action without direction
Have passion but not discretion
So I make messes
I’m reckless
And I’ll never learn my lesson
And I’ll never have your blessing
So I guess I’ll keep transgressing
And regressing
Into this desperate state
I must express my hate
In an aggressive way
Babe
I’ve got a blade
And you’ve got intestines
Fillet you, and wear them as a necklace
Spay you
And then I will fellate
Your slayed genitalia
I’m a necrophiliac
And I’m really feeling ya
Take you to the fields
And bury ya
At preordained coordiance
I’m out of accordance
With the restraining order
I’m insane and
I can’t afford a lawyer
So I run for the border
Boy I’ll water board ya with the pussy
This is torture!
How unfortunate for you
Get the chloroform
Mount your head on a board
Now you’re my ornament
You’re just wall decor
I like you better post mortem
I have no decorum
Nor a morsel of remorse
Kiss you with this cold sore
Such an abhorrent whore
Should be aborted
Or left at the orphanage
I’m gorgeous


[Hook x2]

Boy I’ll water board ya with the pussy
This is torture!
[x3]

[Hook]

Life Is A Delusion

Side A: FEELS
I. Therapy(Prod. Rusher)(0:00-2:40)
II. In Love With Sadness(Prod. Why Loner)(2:41-5:15)
III. NSA(5:21-8:31)

Side B: RAGE
IV. 4(Prod. 33tek)(8:41-10:30)
V. No Religion(freestyle)(10:33-13:15)
VI. Blade Tucked(Prod. JOHN  GOYARD)(13:16-16:16)
VII. FUCK OFF Ft. PVRTY DIVBLX(Prod. JATCE)(16:19-18:54)

Lo$t Luv Tape 2

i’m the bastard offspring of mengele + a mannequin
vats of blood when i sacrifice these virgins at the vatican
had to pinky swear the pederast pope i won’t do that again
oh shiiiit i just animorphed from a girl to a bat again
traffick in virtue + vice like the squad that got heidi fleiss 
propped up on a squalid block in a solid block of ice 
til i spill + splice my sentence for blocking the way to the afterlife 
i’m after light i’m after spite i’m after the plague but before the blight 

and it turned out that the summit i’ve been climbing
was just the convex cousin of my broken hymen
nothing more than a thorn, nothing less than a diamond
i’m just a preemie prelapsarian newborn rhyming 

they neutered me at my most nubile 
plunged in my guts for some new bile 
now my knees’ shredded in the ruby aisle
defiled, suicidal, black widow bridal

is it a mystery that i worship you?
that i’d lick your boots no matter who you slew?
the stoma stew, the morning dew the porn’s a clue 
as to what will tarnish the precious hue
and i’m no longer human once the rent’s due 
court insanity like a blood sport in the heliport
it’s a hellish wart: this globe of disgust 
i thrash + thrust manhandle mandibles i must 
please say you won’t traipse on my terse lust
trample my earth’s crust 
and i corrupt every crumb 
put every morsel on a leash
harness the coward’s carcass, let loose the leech
on a candlelit beach 
where every bit of joy’s a touch out of reach
like a plucked plum + a maggot-infested peach
so preach + preen til the gore gleams 
and every female’s a teen 
i unspool my innards + unbuckle my spleen
to splay out until i’m a split slit on a spit
now i’m roasting all the way from cranium to clit 

they neutered me at my most nubile 
plunged in my guts for some new bile 
now my knees’ shredded in the ruby aisle
defiled, suicidal, black widow bridal

nothing i know matters more than what never happened 
nothing but nectar stains on every napkin i’m an assassin 
it’s more than anything you could ever begin to imagine

Nubile/New Bile

you sculpt play-dough while i quote plato 
we’ll both be dead by the end of the day though 
natural habitat
guts entwined around a shining halo 
turns out i prefer to lay low 
pay no attention to the man behind the curtain 
for certain, cloistered away like i’m thomas merton
laid both to waste + to rest with this sermon
while i’m out in the ruins still searching for service 
now you’re swaddled in porcelian + primal fear 
i die + drip slime all over your horse + war gear 
crocodile tears cascade + coat spindly spears 
it’s still unclear: what’s virtue + what’s just veneer
to be born is to be horned
it’s simply a question of if you stay adorned
+ every torso torn is just another sheep shorn 
so i trim the fat + heap scorn 
on mountains upon mountains of thorns + cheap porn 
cause a ruckus + run you ragged
leave bodies burgled + junkyards jagged
i rise from quicksand like something from a swamp dream
deploy so many weapons better call the swat team 
i trot thru hot steam 
end up dead in bed with a fruited fiend 
who idolizes jack the ripper
jacks off on strippers 
thinks what he’s packing’s bigger than the big dipper 
starve him for atonement like it’s yom kippur 
when the microbe bit, it left behind a micro chip 
programmed proboscis so time to jump ship 
and when he hits, it’s like a bird beak kissing a tree
and when i sit, i have to be careful not to bend my knees 
turns out it takes an army to tend to my needs
i only breed with the betrothed who makes me bleed 
out back in the dungeon, slurping up expired cattle feed
somehow it never seems to end up how we agreed 
i emerge from my battle pod with a cattle prod
+ mount my deity, all hands on the saddle god
it’s so timely + tragic, how you’re addled with clods
of filth i whipped up from my own scrambled blood clots
so let’s all abandon hope rather than try to cope
it’s binary bifurcation: we’ll all die in code
and my dual divinations don’t forebode 
so well for anyone who doesn’t want to implode 
grace + elegance, death-defying detritus 
only promiscuous right on the precipice
don’t even bother to camouflage the evidence
cuz i’m held in such high esteem: emeritus
so below me can only see you with opera glasses 
below ground conducting the blackest of masses
then i’m back above throwing bones at glass houses
+ flowing fountains of fluids on your whitest blouses
i offend their delicate sensibilities like i’m piss christ
sorry you’re too late, you just missed the heist 
i rule + root around in this roost of sticky rice
but i’m not poultry i’m a fucking poltergeist
not a destination, more like the vaunted vessel
i grind your gooey gore like a mortar + pestle 
then i leave dishes unwashed + you disheveled 
i’m rolling in the dough like it just got embezzled 
discovered an imp imprisoned in a perfect prism 
+ uncovered a gimp committed to juicing gism 
thus i go schizoid, my selves become schisms 
while i fuck the man + dismantle the system

Born Horned (prod. Crystal Pharaoh)

No Love Feat. JAGA (Prod. Oddwin)

From the game Nightmare Temptation Academy!
Play at lenanw.com/nightmaretemptationacademy

Skeletons Of My Exes In My Closet

prod. Moon Bounce
From the game Nightmare Temptation Academy!
Play at lenanw.com/nightmaretemptationacademy

My Twisted World

Fellatia G

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