lyrics:

bed ridden and hidden
my room is my only refuge
jacking off to japanese cartoons
nothing but regret, am a fool

loser

lyrics:

a cheap 9mm will do
it's time to make due
I'll make my head go loose
life is so fucking cruel

nothing but humiliation 
tense anticipation 
as the thoughts get bigger
my finger warms the trigger

fuck this

lyrics:

eating bugs for breakfast
sedated with the vaccine
defending democracy
supporting foreign militancy 

i was told so

fluoride is why i am keen
god bless the globalist dream
your wrong scientifically
i love the 5G frequencies

i was told so

your votes matter a lot 
its best being a political cuck
consume or shut the fuck up
how dare you question it all

i was told so

lyrics:
ashamed that am not with you
reality sucks and it is true
but i know i will ruin you
your better off your better off without mee

without me
without me 
without me

the imaginary children we would bear
the beautiful family we would share
and with your flawless skin and shiny hair 
and your elegant stare and kind warm care

your the one for me but am not for you
i wish we were together but it's long overdue
inevitably the hypothetical would get shot down
your the princess and am the fucking clown

without me (DEMO)

drums were a pain in the ass to replicate 

lyrics:
could be bpd
that's why am so mean
could be adhd
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
am self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen

oh am autistic
 let me sperg about my special interest
im going non verbal
im ticking am stimming
all my symptoms 
they seem to fit in

schizophrenia
self diagnoses
you cant blame i am in pyschosis
if i did something bad it wasn't me
it was my alter i have did

meet my system
its hard to keep up
please believe me
even with the slip ups

and a buzzfeed test
told me that am bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah it's really immoral

and i am neurodivergent
your are neurotypical
we want you to feel like your divisble
if there's nothing wrong with you
then theres nothing wrong with yoh
the quizzez and videos 
they are all calling you


self diagnosis (cornsyrupchugger cover)

sorry for the unintentional goat like sound in the middle of song my guitar is fucking trash

another day on the internet
another exposing twitter thread
about a groomer e celeb
the repetitive era has been set 

another day on the internet
another slop video essay rant
media literacy is long dead
same formula but preserved and kept

another day on the internet
r9k is the same but perplexed 
following the another new girl 
threads makes me easy to forget

another day on the internet
another day on the internet 
another day on the internet
another day on the internet

Another day on the internet

first half of the lyrics is gibberish
the other half is just repeating the title

KMS 4 U

I don't know what is wrong with me
begged and screamed
reality is harsh it seems
hopefully am never seen

hopefully am never seen

I don't know what is wrong with me
begged and screamed
reality is harsh it seems
hopefully am never seen

inconvenience

am just an inconvenience 

Inconvenience

rough instrumental i recorded from early april, didn't bother to clean it

if you want to use it to add your lyrics DM me

my dumbass belongs in a psychward

lyrics:

open your eyes for me
one last time before we die
open your eyes for me
one last time before we die

our fall is fast but slow
pavement's covered in snow
cold wind gracing
our lives fading

hold me tight
our final night
swallowed by the car lights
aaaaah

open your eyes for me
one last time before we die
open your eyes for me
one last time before we die

one last time

hold on

lyrics:

covered in bloodied scars
there you are afar
bird's eye penetrating 
am almost a hawk 

I see you here I see you there
I don't give a fuck I don't fucking care

tired, empty and calm
winter summer or fall
It's all the same shit
I knew I can't make it
I have lived enough
I want something for once
you goddamn cunt cunt cunt

i want to die
so I can be in my own isekai 
here comes death fuck you all
fuck your tearful phone calls

hearing the sirens of the police
its been fun but its time for me  
here it is, here is the leap 
here I come konata izumi

covered in bloodied scars
there you are afar
bird's eye penetrating 
am almost a hawk 

its either here or its either there
unfair, no care atleast were paired
stared glared and scared
gripping the shotgun bare 
either this or the rope 
empty hope, just cope
puddle of blood
sucks to suck
going low low low

edgy suicide

suicide note in the form of a shitty soundcloud profile

EFFEMINATE NIHILIST

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