i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
image from www.flickr.com/photos/57779717@N05/

i am a constellation

the words i keep in my chest
i make sure the version i give you is the best
its like by the grace of god we met
do you also fear the thought of if we never met

im scared to talk to you
im scared of being overbearing
and can i get a clue
of what it is youre feeling

im anxious cause i dont understand social cues that well
please scream out what youre feeling theres no other way for me to tell
my bodys weak and minds in hell
you picked me up when i fell

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
artwork by https://www.instagram.com/name_is_long_read_description/ https://soundcloud.com/necronomicmiraclepending

social cues

arent you tired of writing in that notebook?

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat) and https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
artwork by https://www.instagram.com/hellohellohellohellohello_224 / @necronomicmiraclepending

feral cat & pork belly - something about a book

https://soundcloud.com/shizukupc98

junifer:
i wrote it down on ink and pad
all the things i wish i had
like you and your hands intertwined with mine
and access to your heart and access to your mind

i guess my question is 
will you be mine
would you give me the time
and wait for me to shine, ill get better 

i just wanna wear your sweaters
i wanna write you letters
you make me feel better
and im in love with you

and youre oh so cute
dont you know thats true
youre my interlude
we fit just like a shoe

dak:
and im stuck to your side just like im glued
i dont ever wanna be away from you
never wanna be away from you
I wanna see your face behind that white veil
look into your eyes as i recite vows 
your love, I will never be without


be mine w/ tohearttwo

i climb up this hill alone
its my only option
if i reached out for your hand
well that would be bad optics

im too scared to ask for help
so i live my life in hell
so when my time finally comes
ill regret the things i haven't done

its about that time of the time
where im not thinking right
paint a picture on my tombstone
and ship it to my old home

ill write it down
ill bleed it out
isn't it almost funny
but its mostly sad

bad optics

https://soundcloud.com/swords2

junifer:
and when the curtains convert to closed
will you stick around after the show
and when my names dragged thru the mud
if i headlined would you still show up

it feels impossible
to be anyone without a name
and is it really that plausible
to live life without a face

swords2:
i look thru the window, i know its cold
i got blisters on my hands still
when i play guitar, its like my chisel
your missed calls, like a pistol

and would you just throw me away
when you lost your patience
i still wonder if im all to blame
it makes me anxious

last song w/ swords2

store it in a locket
when its all said it done and forgotten
and when the flowers wither in the garden
you maintained your beauty yeah you guarded it

i covered my ears when winter sung her song
cuz i been doing bad all along
i just to put it in the song
i just try to move along

a hundred days i been alone
i burned my eyes from my phone
and what do i get at the end of this
another hundred days of total silence

another hundred pages filled with writing
its my own head that i am fighting
but ill keep it up and ill fill that book
and ill hope that you didn't look

ill toss and turn like flipping pages
itll be a story for the ages
and when i know what the day is
im cumming for my payment

winter's song

god please wash away this insecurity
and replace it with a false sense of purity
sometimes id rather fall into obscurity
and jump from the top floor cheerily

i hope you know
that i hate me more than you
i hope when i die
you remember more than just a muse

(its a battle i made, i choose to drop my guard
i have dreams but i wont make it far)

self love 101
first step, lie to yourself
step two, ignore all criticism
step three, form an egocentric system

its a war against myself

insecurity checkpoint

falling in love now with the idea
of giving up i guess ill see ya
in another life
where this time i was made right

theres no fixing me
youve already tried everything
we tried every pill i could
dont wanna die but i do

give up on me
give up on me
give up on me
give up on me

i wish i wasn't broken
dont know what youre hoping
for
leave me on the floor
im sorry im a chore

I PLAN ON QUITTING

quitter

https://soundcloud.com/ihatedmyteachers
https://soundcloud.com/shizukupc98
https://soundcloud.com/swords2
https://soundcloud.com/bigkid2012
https://soundcloud.com/patientassumption
art by https://soundcloud.com/98polecat-790739887

puddle of mudd w/ toheartwo & Swords2

matching sweaters

im sending my love thru the radio

on broken wings w/ juno weiner

worth the process w/ bigkid & tonguetiedd

she/it

https://soundcloud.com/openmicnightnextweekend

cat girl rock star legend epic cool

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