i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
image from www.flickr.com/photos/57779717@N05/

i am a constellation

the words i keep in my chest
i make sure the version i give you is the best
its like by the grace of god we met
do you also fear the thought of if we never met

im scared to talk to you
im scared of being overbearing
and can i get a clue
of what it is youre feeling

im anxious cause i dont understand social cues that well
please scream out what youre feeling theres no other way for me to tell
my bodys weak and minds in hell
you picked me up when i fell

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
artwork by https://www.instagram.com/name_is_long_read_description/ https://soundcloud.com/necronomicmiraclepending

social cues

arent you tired of writing in that notebook?

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat) and https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
artwork by https://www.instagram.com/hellohellohellohellohello_224 / @necronomicmiraclepending

feral cat & pork belly - something about a book

prod https://soundcloud.com/soggy-diary and i
art by https://soundcloud.com/oj287777777777777777777
https://www.instagram.com/618.61122/

theres a knock at door and im too scared to answer it
theres a thump in the night and im too scared to face it
theres a thought in my head and im trying to erase it
theres a face in the mirror and im trying to replace it

theres a voice in my head im tryna sample it
a nervous wreck, i set what the example is
im broke as a joke i dont know what a thousand is
i get cozy in bed and then i settle in 

picture me as confident
and i bet you cant
even though they sing my songs
across the continent 

even though i choke on words 
i will never spit
id give you a piece of my mind
if you could handle it

im so scared
and i dont know what it is
ill face that fear
when i find out who she is

scared song w/ soggy paper diary

Football league in new jersey and the game in new york and i have to be in a different league to watch it again because i can’t find it in the comments lol but it was a fun day for us all and i hope we get a chance at the next one in a while and i will watch the rest later in this year so we will be watching the games and hopefully we will get to watch it later this week or the week of next week so i hope to watch the games and watch them on tv:)

https://soundcloud.com/openmicnightnextweekend

feral cat

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