ugh, good riddance !

written, produced, mixed & mastered by self discovery

thank you to @disphing, @nullboy, @alowofficial, @skybr34kr & @avartii for saying the phrase "that's enough" hella times like a year ago love y'all

// lyrics

took a pilot to mark my score
made a push cause i wanted more
though it ended up with my blood on the bathroom floor
is this how you want me to save myself
drown in a puddle to save my health
despite the fact that it's worse than it's been before
(that's enough.)

look me in my face
tell me i'm a waste of space
and how i fail at everything i try
(fuck off)
i don't care what you have to say about me
(no more)
don't fucking talk to me ever again
i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be 17 ever again !

i hope if it wrote a letter
to myself it won't find me bitter
when i flew with the wings of change
the mess i made was hanging off my shoes
cause i know i've been so much better
but i talked until my own head hurt
was the worst spread along the way
to me today or had i started worse ?

look me in my face
though you don't have to say it again
just say it again
as your reminder of how you've missed me
look me in my face
though you don't have to say it again
you'll say it again
and you'll come to terms with the fact
you're gone !
(that's enough !)

i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be 17 ever again !
i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be you
i'm never gonna be
i'm never gonna be 17 ever again !

7teenagain !

clip szn

figured i'd let u all know how the ep was going ^-^

the hunt [clip]

my sleep paralysis demon told me to record an unfinished justin bieber cover at 5am

https://sxthsns.gumroad.com/l/sxthsnskitvol2

demos in order:

@viridityedm
@heyaephyn
@moorekismet
@mopearound
@swazyhq
@gasmaskatl
@gen4sound
@wood_lands (kai aspen)
@selasii
@feelingdesensitized (hostile)
@latersleeperr
@prodkbl
@saephbass
@unfamiliartunes
@iluvkami
@xylamusic
@axistwelve
@anem0s

sxth sns sound kit vol. 2 DEMO REEL

follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/bystandersean

For When The River Flashes is my favorite ambient piece I've ever made. It was started for a beat challenge and quickly turned into something I felt a connection to, like I'd known these sounds for years. It was originally up on an alt, but I've decided to make it an impulse upload on main.
I've been focusing a lot on personal growth, my mindset, and college recently, but I'm coming back to music and making some of my favorite music I've done. January 20th was my 5th anniversary of producing music; I've come such a long way, and I know that 14 year-old me would smile if he saw where I was now.
Thank you to everyone who's supported me and continues to do so; I could never accurately express how much it means to me.

For When The River Flashes

One day you might find someone that makes everything add up.

🖼️ Art by twitter.com/NovaBorealisArt

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_nKzp87W5Ho
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7FeWQ7i30tSvUmnWvXR40k

Lyrics:
Because one plus one is two
And I know this love is true
Yeah you stole it from the start
Crash-landed into my heart

One Plus One

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last minute thing i did for the ffa remix contest :p

original track: https://soundcloud.com/unisixn/500mhz
@unisixn

500MHZ [verdiict remix]

Drizzle

the HUGEST thank you to the lovely ppl at underscord for letting me play camp boneyard 3 ! this was the most fun set I've ever gotten to put together <3

TRACKLIST:
- - - - - - -
Self Discovery - gee-whiz !
Self Discovery - 6.7mb/s* !
cnri - to my grave (Self Discovery Ver.)
Self Discovery - moss !
Self Discovery - understudy !

Planting The Seeds / Patches Of Moss (The Season Five Prologue)

if you like this you might enjoy what's to come 5/9

s/o https://soundcloud.com/camouflybeats

original: https://soundcloud.com/camouflybeats/always

art: https://soundcloud.com/sumantsagar

enjoy!

camoufly - always (doug suh flip)

submission for the paper skies & nasko 72 hour beat battle
@iamnasko @user_paperskies

https://audius.co/lingoturbo/paper-skies-nasko-chroma-remix

my sleep paralysis demon told me to record an unfinished justin bieber cover at 5am

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