Perspective

Infinity

Stuck i-n Between

Mad Man

(unmastered)

An ode to a love that embraces you and then sets you free <3

Free as a Bird

A moment of deep desperation and sadness, when the world stopped turning. An attempt on finding comfort within.

|Lyrics|

Hands and Laughter

dont tell me whats going on in italy
and dont tell me about the rising numbers of fatility
And sure as hell dont tell me what’s going on in the world
the state of the oceans
of everbodies mind

is it too much to ask for?
cause i cant handle it anymore
will there ever be peace of mind?

dont tell me about all the places that i could’ve been
all the laughter i could’ve heard
and hands i’d accidentally touch

and i dont wanna know about the what ifs
cause they break me
and they shake me
to my core

is it too much to ask for?
please just focus on the tall blue sky!
will there ever be an end
to this crisis?

and i can see it
the clouds wont fade away
the truth hits way too hard
its never gonna pass

is this the world that
We will be walking in
for the rest of our lives?
and i cry

is it too much to ask for?
cause i cant handle it anymore
will there ever be peace of mind?

Hands and Laughter (voice memo)

A sweet little cover of a wonderful song :)

New York - St.Vincent (Cover)

LISTEN WITH HEADPHONES

All this noise

makes me loose my voice

and get lost in it all

hmmm

how come you’re gone?

do you leave everyone

without any

closure?

I know you felt love for me

but still

that wasn’t enough

for you to fight your demons

and i have never met anyone

who is so scared

of getting hurt

and i know

thats why you push me away

before i get the chance to break your heart

cause thats what you did with her

so sad to think that maybe

i never truly knew you

all the intimacy in the world

still didnt set you f r e e 

all the times i held your face in my hands

whispering

„its okay“

Closure Demo

wrote this instead of going

Lyrics:

I dont wanna go to berlin
And i dont wanna see you again
If that is what i need to do to find closure
No i dont wanna go to berlin
And ring at your doorbell
To make you get outside
And look me dead in the eye 
and hear what you said again

She said i do not have to go to berlin
Just to get a slap in the face
Oh
I could change the outcome this time 'round
I dont have to be a beaten dog                       

Verse

Maybe i'll stand there
in my sundress                        
And I'll finally say goodbye
But i dont really want go back
Cause my feet are still scarred
From walking the streets

Chorus

No i dont wanna see you again                           
And i dont wanna be there
all i want and need to find is closure 

And i dont wanna talk to your friends               
And arrange something
all i want is to let you go
But i guess i still havent let you go

Verse

You're still there in the backbeat of my mind
pounding on that wall
I walk past you everytime
It gets quiet in my mind
hmm

I dont wanna go there anymore
But i keep passing that door
I just want to shut it
once and for all

Chorus 

So maybe i need to go to berlin
Stand at your front door
Tell you how i felt
Maybe thats it

I need to go to berlin
And say it to your face
Maybe then i can let you go 
Cause i can see your stupid face 
The way you look at me and say
"That's insane"

Mhhmmm

To go back


written, recorded, produced & mixed by yours truly (unmastered)

Berlin Demo

Don't tell me what's going on in Italy
And don't tell me about the rising numbers of fatality
And sure as hell don't tell me
What's going on in the world
The state of the oceans
Of everybodies minds

Is it too much to ask for?
'Cause I can't handle it anymore
Will there ever be
Peace of mind?

Don't tell me about all the places that I could've been
All the laughter I could've heard
And hands I'd accidentally touch
And I don't wanna know
About the"what if?"s
'Cause they break me
And they shake me
To my core

Is it too much to ask for?
Please just focus on the tall blue sky!
Will there ever be
An end to this crisis?

And I can see it
The clouds won't fade away
The truth hits way too hard
It's never gonna pass
Is this the world that
We will be walking in
For the rest of our lives?

And I cry

Is it too much to ask for
'Cause I can't handle it anymore
Will there ever be
Peace of mind?

Hands and Laughter

26 year old Singer/Songwriter based in Zurich, Switzerland with a love for the tiny litte details that make life beautiful.

Lara Fernandes

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