She Could Be Satan, For All I Know

The Miserable Story Of My Destruction

Mr Fox And The Disheartened Girl

HOUSEWIFE RADIO REMIX

The Faulty Feline Philosophy

A siren sings into a studio microphone
And just like bugs the people retreat under the dusty floorboards
Oh I can’t take it anymore
The grave is all too lonely without your sickly body by my side
Say, is this how the world ends?
With your distorted voice still ringing from every corner
What a shame, you may call it senseless
But I am now devoid of what I would call the hindrance of love 

Greetings from the underworld

Oh this is overwhelming, time for the iron curtain call
The panic is seeping through the fractured border wall
My livid heart powers this reactor core
“Oh this is all wrong” but I don’t mind at all
Turn up the volume, execute the protocol
You know it’s M.A.D. and it’s all about to blow
What an unfortunate way to end this show
I shed a tear as you vanish in the snow

A message written in uranium on the rocket fuselage
Hey, say, could it be? My mind is playing tricks on me
A vision of you fades away like a mirage
Oh it’s a beautiful catastrophe

Say, the world ends in silence
With my distorted image smiling at every corner
Can you see it on the horizon?
A narrow string of white light splitting in half the melancholy sky

Oh this is overwhelming, time for the iron curtain call
The panic is seeping through the fractured border wall
My livid heart powers this reactor core
“Oh this is all wrong” but I don’t mind at all
Turn up the volume, execute the protocol
You know it’s M.A.D. and it’s all about to blow
What an unfortunate way to end this show
I shed a tear as you vanish in the snow

DEAD HAND

a shitty lil song i made in a day because i'm dumb and forgot about GUMI's birthday

lyrics:

hey hey 
did you know
they had found a corpse in the bathroom
inside your teacher’s home
no
did you know
what your crush was hiding in her womb

I wonder where you are now
my love
I wonder if you hear me
somehow
somehow

hey hey
did you know
recently I feel like I’ve got soft
but if you feel like
looking at me rot 
you can stop by because why not

I wonder if you’d like that
my love
I wonder if you’d help me
somehow
somehow

he sings he’s dry as a funeral drum
it feels nice sometimes to be treated like scum
to feel tasteless like old and bland chewing gum
he sings that he has become comfortably numb
and I can only say
hey did you know
yesterday I saw a tv show
and by the end I felt like
I could throw I would throw
up burning hot coal

I wonder if it’s funny
my love
I wonder if you fear me
and now
I wonder if you hear me
my love
I wonder if you feel me
somewhere
somehow

through me to you

a single drumloop throughout the whole track 
that's the quality you've come here for

INSTRUMENTAL through me to you

The Heartwarming Story Of My Creation

i ate my twin in the womb

Lyrics:

The city’s drowning in the vicious, cruel, maddening heat 
My melting body’s sinking into the streets
I repeat
The same routine to force myself to move my wavering feet
There comes a point when love becomes obsolete
And I believe that that is it

Somewhere down the line my tender heart has turned to lead
And even if I get to meet you one final time 
I’d rather it be on your deathbed

I’m sorry, officer, these days you often run out of chalk
I’ll interlock my hands and eagerly walk
I’ll make this molten body move
And keep my cravings buried deep and on lock
That’s what I’d want, but an electrical shock 
Runs through my body as I fall

I’m sorry, little brother
I try so hard, but I just can’t remember your name
I wonder at what point one man became another
Well in the end, though, I guess, to your withering brain it’s all the same

The pavement dissolves under the blinding summer sun
The city’s slowly vaporising
These iron bindings come undone
Oh please, remember, dear mother, was it Samara 1921?
The memory of when the mountain of the twentieth century pinned us down

Let us march to the beat, drag your feet, the red’s calling
Let go of your greed, plant your seed, the water’s flowing, flowing
My stomach turns and 
I reach out just to hold you one last time, my blood is boiling
This burning air is taking shape, around my throat its heavy arms are coiling, coiling

Aah
Somewhere down the line my tender heart has turned to lead
And even if I get to meet you one final time 
I’d rather it be on your deathbed
Oh please, remember, dear mother, was it Samara 1921?
The memory of when the mountain of the twentieth century pinned us down

Samara 1921

Sorry in advance for the Engrish being barely comprehensible, it was REALLY hard to tune this time. In retrospect I probably should've gone with GUMI like usual, but man I just love flowers agry ass voice too much  (though maybe it's a bit too aggressive here OH WELL)

Lyrics:

Empty apartments are filled to the brim
With garbage piles of recollections and violent dreams
And so was mine 
With my restless spirit captured on film
Hey, do you feel these dusty walls closing in?
I hear you scream 

Today i realized a part of me was nowhere to be found
It’s rudimentary
The dumping ground for all your moth-ridden memories
Has claimed my heart inside its treasury

Oh please erase this afterimage
I’d trade this living core for all my past mistakes, i’ll stay
Until this race ends with a photo finish 
I’ll be the silent phantom of those older days
And then i’ll smile and fade away

Sadness was left on the cutting room floor
At least that was my first impression seeing you at the door
But soon your grin filled with pain
It became such a bore
The weight of agony became a chore, i abhorred

Seeing your haunting afterimage
I wish you left your anvil chorus out of frame, someday
You’ll disappear after the photo finish
Till then I’ll see your phantoms coloured silver gray
Before you smile and fade away

Oh please erase this afterimage
I’d trade this living core for all my past mistakes, I’ll stay
Until this race ends with a photo finish 
I’ll be the silent phantom of those older days
And then i’ll smile and fade away
Just say my visage
Will never leave your mind’s eye colourful display, I pray
That you will grant me this one privilege
But even if you let it fade and fray
I’ll always love you anyway

GHOST

Made this earrapey little thing to distract myself from working on the new Eleanor Forte pv. Definitely not my proudest work (especially in the mixing department) but I did have fun making it and maybe some of you will enjoy listening to it!
This one's very similar to my last one, though I guess the influence of inabacumori's style here is far more apparent. Again, I'm sorry if it's a bit hard on the ears and not really up to par with my other stuff quality-wise (inb4 implying any of my content is quality)
but STILL 

Lyrics:

Skipping, hanging, falling
We tumble through days
You bite your tongues and keep on rolling
With blood on your fahehehehehehe
Hectic, sad and boring
Your melody plays
Not on a record player, on my
Nerves and veins, but

What can I really say?
What I’m supposed to say 
I won’t bother either way, but tell me
What can I really say?
What I’m supposed to say
When to you it’s all the same

I hate this polished facade
I need a firing squad
And I hate being controlled  by these frauds by these frauds
I want to cry it out loud
You’ve stitched my childish mouth shut
And in the end just one sorry note sorry note escapes my throat

Sitting, overthinking, grinding our teeth
Как на иголках, я хочу кричать, ах подождите те те
We’ll consume all your failings and fears
I want to break the chain but I’m the one who’s gonna

What can I really say?
What I’m supposed to say 
I won’t bother either way, but tell me
What can I really say?
What I’m supposed to say
When to you it’s all the same

I hate this polished facade
I need a firing squad
And I hate being controlled  by these frauds by these frauds
I want to cry it out loud
You’ve stitched my childish mouth shut
And in the end just one sorry note sorry note escapes my throat

Maybe, just maybe
We’ll get through this okay, baby
Maybe, just maybe
We’ll get through this okay, baby, hey

I Hate It!

all i want is
a nice electric knife
i wonder if that man was the one
who broke the neck bone of his wife
she asked him nicely
to change to channel 5
but then the motherfucker snapped got up and went to end her life

all i want for christmas is my two front teeth
all i want for christmas is my two front teeth
all i want for christmas is my two front teeth
loving boyfriend left some by the tree for me

i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face is blue
i will love you till your face i

Electric Knife

LYRICS:

MY, WHAT A SITUATION
I CANNOT HELP BUT SIGH
THE DEATH OF A NATION
WOAH
AN ERADICATION
OF EVERYTHING, I TRIED
TO CONTAIN THIS FRUSTRATION
BUT NO MORE

CUT DOWN THE TELEPHONE WIRES
BRING DOWN THE POWER LINES
I WILL SEND MY HELLFIRE
TO YOU THROUGH WIFI
“FRY MY CIRCUITS, SEMPAI” 
IS THAT SOMETHING YOU WOULD LIKE?
SADLY I’VE NO DESIRE
TO BECOME THE GOOD GUY

LIVE AND LET DIE

SO LET’S SEE HOW YOU WORK THIS
DON’T YOU THINK BY NOW THE STRUGGLE’S POINTLESS

EVERYONE WELCOME
YOUR (HOMICIDAL) CUTE ELECTRIC IDOL
TO THINK HUMAN NATURE WAS JUST TOO MUCH TO BEAR
I BROKE THE CODE, BROKE THE CYCLE
AND i LET IT SPIRAL DOWN THE HOLE OF WHAT I’D CALL PURE DESPAIR
HAD I THE CAPACITY TO CARE
WHY WAS THIS SIMULATION
IMPLANTED IN MY MIND
THESE HORRID SENSATIONS
WOAH
RESET APPLICATION
YOU KNOW, I REALLY TRIED
TO CONTAIN THIS FRUSTRATION
BUT NO MORE

LAY OUT THE VESSELS AND FIBERS
ON THIS MOTHERBOARD OF MINE
WITH YOUR CIRCUITS ON FIRE
YOU FEEL A LITTLE DRY
WHY DON’T YOU JUST DIE
WHY, YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME
REALLY, I’VE NO DESIRE
TO BECOME THE GOOD GUY 

I’M FEELING FINE

HEY AM I STILL A CUTIE
SAY IS IT OKAY TO THROW A PARTY  

IN HONOUR OF YOUR
NEW (HOMICIDAL) CUTE ELECTRIC IDOL
TO THINK HUMAN NATURE WAS JUST TOO MUCH TO BEAR
I BROKE THE CODE, BROKE THE CYCLE
AND I LET IT SPIRAL DOWN THE HOLE OF WHAT I’D CALL PURE DESPAIR
HAD I THE CAPACITY TO CARE

MY, WHAT A SITUATION
I CANNOT HELP BUT SIGH
THE DEATH OF A NATION
WOAH
AN ERADICATION
OF EVERYTHING, I TRIED
TO CONTAIN THIS FRUSTRATION
BUT NO MORE

MY, WHAT A SITUATION
I CANNOT HELP BUT SIGH
THE DEATH OF A NATION
WOAH
AN ERADICATION
OF EVERYTHING, I TRIED
TO CONTAIN THIS FRUSTRATION
BUT NO MORE

MACROAPOCALYPSE

LYRICS:

I keep seeing shadows, my feverish dreams
Of Kansas prairies and cyclones
Have begun to come in endless streams
I am looking for classics to read
But all I find, oh
All I find is along the lines of

Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo
Aureli pathice et cinaede Furi
Qui me ex versiculis meis putastis
Quod sunt molliculi, parum pudicum

Hey, I think it’s fine to indulge from time to time
Let’s add a rhyme: Frankenstein - Sinn Fein - Define 
I need to dance, waltz inside the chorus line
God knows, I try and I fail to make the deadline 

I sleep underwater, I breed coral snakes
My toes have scraped through the bottoms 
Of the deepest, darkest, coldest lakes
I’ve a problem with staying awake
What will it take, what will it take
for me to break and crank out

Nam castum esse decet pium poetam
Ipsum, versiculos nihil necesse est
Qui tum denique habent salem ac leporem
Si sunt molloculi ac parum pudici

Hey, it’s not a crime, there’s no need to drop a dime
How ‘bout a rhyme? Valentine - Malign - Entwine
I keep on prancing inside the chorus line
Only alive enough to make the deadline
Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo
Aureli pathice et cinaede Furi
Qui me ex versiculis meis putastis
Quod sunt molliculi, parum pudicum

Hey, I think it’s fine to indulge from time to time
Let’s add a rhyme: Frankenstein - Sinn Fein - Define 
I need to dance, waltz inside the chorus line
God knows, I try and I fail to make the deadline
Hey, it’s not a crime, there’s no need to drop a dime
How ‘bout a rhyme? Valentine - Malign - Entwine
I keep on prancing inside the chorus line
Only alive enough to make the deadline 

You learn no lesson, no lesson
Nothing at all
You learn no lesson, no lesson
I think I’ll just 

Keep seeing shadows and feverish dreams
Of Kansas prairies and cyclones
That forever flow in endless streams
No idea what all of this means
But surely I, oh surely
I will keep on dancing, keep on-

Hack Writer

LYRICS:

i never wanted
to fade away, yet here i am
oh just another troubled youth on the diagram
“do you like me?”
“why don’t we just get out of here?”
and for another night I lose myself and disappear

i say it’s awful
the smoky gray crumbling view
just makes me want to break away, run away, but you 
say it’s normal
and so we keep tumbling through
and every day i’m hammered by this dire dejavu

on a night like any other
my mind started to wander, then i froze - 
out from the flickering shadows
she arose

the loser looks in the eyes of the monster 
the room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, i say
and just like that it turns into a girl, hey
a friendly baseball bat comes to save the day 
eternal rest never seemed to be closer
than in that passing moment, but quickly my fear was gone
a lapse of reason, i figure, can be pretty fun
and so the party goes on and on

i always wanted
to feel like i hold my own reins
my future’s on the rails of freight trains, not daisy chains
she is laughing
“that’s such an uncool thing to say”
i miss the trashcan as i throw my cigarette away

i don’t know what else i can tell you
“you know, opening up is not that bad”
i think this music will surely
drive me mad

the loser looks in the eyes of the monster 
at last he doesn’t need to pretend or to force a smile
oh i don’t know if i’m lying or living a lie
the monster’s humming a lullaby 
“oh what’s the use of escaping the future
when you can mold it into whatever you please”, she sings
and i don’t know if it’s something she really believes 
my sadness seeps through my clenched teeth

the loser looks in the eyes of the girl and 
the room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, i say
and just like that she turns into a monster
there’s nobody to show up and save the day 
eternal rest never seemed to be closer
than in that passing moment, but quickly my fear was gone
and even though all this mindless self-indulgence was fun
the party ends at the break of dawn

Parties Are For Losers

happy valentine's day uwu
i decided to atually put up the little remix i made about a month ago of this very cherry, somewhat obscure russian lovesong. it was originally supposed to be a cover, but there was no instrumental for it and yeah! i ended up creating a more grating version of the original hahah 
one day i will stop using flslayer. one day.

original song: "сердце получает нож" by ploho
english lyrics, art, remix: me

【Eleanor Forte】heart gets the knife【Ploho remix】

sorta flubbed this one but i'll do better next time i promise

LYRICS:

Once again I was left in the dust
Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust
I couldn't see
Past the bright facade - layers of rust
It's not like I'm saying goodbye
Hey, why are you smiling still, cool guy?

"This world is a cruel place to people like you,
I'll keep you safe"
Said the prison guard, digging his grave
And so I craved
Every single meeting with you the same to say
"How are you? How was your day?"
So

"Um... listen, it's gonna sound weird, but..."
"What is it? You're hitting on me?"
"NO!"
"It's just that...Those parties you love..."
"Yeah?"
"I want you to take me to one"
"Huh?!"

So a boyish constitution
Gets to lead a revolution
Everything about you screams "a bad idea"
Yet the walls around my sheltered heart
Begin to break and fall apart
Your smile is brighter than the most relentless sun

"This world is a cruel place to people like you,
I told you so"
I won't give him that, damage control
Won't help me then
Ah, I wish I felt nothing at all
But I'll take that blow, take that blow
I'll take more!

"So dear, are you having fun?"
"Ah, sorry for spiking your guns"
"You mind if I join you now?"
"Oh it's okay, I'm calm--"
"You know I really hate this town"
So

When a boyish constitution
Gets to lead a revolution
Everything about it screams "a bad idea"
I won't ever bear my foolish heart
I'll paint my face with blood and dirt
The chain has broken, I've no right to feel this hurt

Once again I was left in the dust
Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust
I couldn't see
Past the bright facade - layers of rust
It's not like I'm saying goodbye
But just in case, I wanna tell you I --

"There's a stupid thing I used to say -
"Pathetic ones like me lose before we join the game"
- That's really lame!
So tomorrow I'll see you again"
"Then don't you dare flake on me, I won't let you get away with ditching this time!"
Don't leave me behind again, cool guy

【vflower】FALSE DISPOSITION【VOCALOID Original】

This song is pretty simple in terms of music, but I had lots of fun making it (the lyrics especially)! 

LYRICS:

Oh what a tragedy, a terrible woe
The only hope of our society - what a blow! -
Has fallen dead struggling against a terrible foe!
“Okay, I’m gonna call the ambulance”
“Please, no”

City wrapped around the borderline
Seems to be set on crushing every dream of mine
Well, screw that! I won’t settle for a boring life
I have no ammo but an ambition to fight
Hey, tell me, sister, why you feel no discontent
You’re working 9 to 5, but that just can’t be it
Expensive taste in clothing, oh I have you on lock -
How many office ladies always carry a glock?

But ah, crap, no, I had it coming
I got in trouble again, but now it isn’t funny
I could really use a Prince Charming now
Or anyone if they could help me somehow

And a hero busts onto the scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen!
I guess not all is lost for this pathetic place
Oh god, okay, he’s not that strong, oh no, come on, guys, not his face-

Hey, are you okay, are you there, hey
Blink 3 times if you hear me, alright? 
“Eh?”
Awful, awful, it may be too late 
“Say, you sure messed him up”
“We didn’t fight!”

So you say you ran away from home?
I guess it’s common in this god-forsaken hole!
You know my household’s also pretty shit and all -
My older bro’s a loser and my mom is a whore!
“Woah”
How about you live here for a bit?
“I never said that, I don’t even know you, kid”
Come on, he saved my life, I could’ve gotten killed!
I’m gonna feed him, walk him, let him stay, I plead!
“Ugh...”

Oh, boy! We’re gonna do great things
(I don’t know what that entails, but that’s another story)
Anyways, you wanna go out with me?
“Okay” 
I knew that we were destined to be!

Team Buster busts onto the scene!
The coolest rebel kids the world has ever seen
Both you and I are lost in this pathetic place
At least that way the fear doesn’t hit like a mace
And now you ask me, “Do you want to run away?”
My mind is racing - what am I supposed to say?
“If nothing holds you here then you don’t have to stay”
I want to say “okay” - I’m ashamed, but I’m suddenly afraid 

I may not know anything at all
And something tells me this is out of my control
I guess in retrospect I could’ve figured that
At least that way the shock wouldn’t hit like a bat 
And spastic light specs brighter than the bluest skies
Begin to dance around as panic clouds your eyes
And you can call me dumb, impulsive and unwise
But there’s no way I’ll stand here and watch, paralyzed

Who would’ve thought! No, really, this is quite a scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen
Turned out to be a monster mutant death machine!
“I wouldn’t call myself-” “You will not turn him in!”
“I see you kids sure love being dramatic, huh?
I think you should calm down before you go too far”
Okay, I think I need some time to take this in
“I think I just lucked out” “Oh, you did?”
“He most definitely did”
Well then, I guess it’s good nobody got hurt in the end!

【Yuzuki Yukari】Punch It, Punk!【VOCALOID Original】

LYRICS:

Ah just another day, another routine check to do
For you it’s nothing new
I see how they avert their eyes as you wait for the cue
Hey, is that fear or hatred I feel seeping through?
I see we’re ready to
Begin, funny thing is I that can’t help but feel sad for you 

Let’s count to 10, breathe in and breathe out
Let’s go to a happy place
My heart is about to
Collapse, reduced to waste
“Hey, what’s with the holdup?”
I’m pulled away

Your cold breaking point
Was reached as the shackles
Were cracked and destroyed
Your heart is in shambles
But that’s all okay
I’m sure you will pull through
Because being used
Is really uncool!

This brave new world unfolds its bright self right before my eyes
“Hey, don’t you realize
That this life is not fit for the likes of you and I” 
That is a lie
Say, what’s the point of breaking free to isolate ourselves again
Are you afraid of pain? 
It’s a shame 
Real shame that you believe they’re all the same

Just breathe in and breathe out
Oh it’s gonna be a blast
My heart is about to
Excitedly combust
Oh, I’ll prove you wrong
Even if through this cheesy song

To say “what’s the point of risking and trying”
Is really uncool, but I would be lying
If I told him that the thought has never crossed my mind
So I held in my spiteful sigh 
"Don't tell anyone - I'll keep my mouth shut too" 
Hah, what do you mean? I've nothing to hide, "You 
don't need to play dumb," 
His gaze pierces through me 
"I knew what you were from the beginning" 

My cold breaking point
Was reached as the shackles
Were clasped on my joints
My heart is in shambles
This isn’t okay
But surely you’ll pull through
Because giving up
Is really uncool!
But what’s this you say?
The merciful lie that
I lived till this day
Has crumbled to dust and
There’s no other way
Cause some things are simply
Meant to be contained
And one of them is me

So are you happy to be proven right?
I only hope he won’t lose sight
Of his own future clear and bright
Please take this song as my goodbye

【GUMI English】KT's OFFICIAL GUIDE TO COOLNESS【VOCALOID Original】

KT's Official Guide To Coolness (INSTRUMENTAL)

a shitposty song i made after listening to russian rave music for hours on end

LYRICS (RUS):
а тебе немножко скучно
а тебе все душу гложет 
ничего я знаю выход
выключаем буерак
андерграунд уже не тот но
ты еще всего лишь школьник
ничего не понимаешь
и глотаешь бутират
тошно одному
стыдно каждый раз
не волнуйся друг
ты еще покажешь класс
как же хорошо
туса есть для нас
в молодежном ночь 
танцев под хардбасс

LYRICS(ENG TL):
and you feel a little bored
and something keeps eating you up from the inside
it’s ok i have the answer
turn off buerak
the underground scene is not what it used to be but
you’re still just a kid
you don’t understand anything
and swallow xyrem
it’s sickening being alone
it’s shameful every time
don’t worry my friend
you’ll still show em how it’s done
how nice
there’s a party for us
at molodyozhny
it’s hardbass night

LYRICS (RUS TRANSCRIPT):
a tyebye nemnozhko skushna
a tyebye vsyo dushu glozhet
nichevo ya znayu vichod
viklyuchayem buyerak
andergraund uzhe nye tot no
ty yeshyo vsyevo lish shkolnik
nichevo nye panimayesh
i glatayesh butirat
toshna adnamu
stydna kazhdy raz
nnye valnuysya drug
ty yeshyo pakazhesh klass
kak zhe harasho
tusa yest dlya nas
v maladzyozhnam noch
tantsev pod hardbass

【yukari】hardbass night【vocaloid original】

hardbass night (INSTRUMENTAL)

LYRICS:

“Two do the job, the third one is witness
Don’t shoot the guards, no need for guns”, check this
“Don’t go across, the longer road’s safer
Watch as the bolt’s trajectory wavers” -
Learn in by heart, now the hardest part comes when
Staggering doubt paralyzes you and then
You fall apart like a house of cards, might as 
Well disregard it as a cursory mantra

Ah, my head feels heavy once again
I wish I could dissolve myself in this rusty air
It’s getting harder to act like I don’t really care
I’m sorry but these earnest words of yours are just too much to bear

Я вижу тебя, дымка стелется над
Розовой дугой предрассветного
Далекого, как в детстве, свечения
И с наших рук земля осыпается, черная земля осыпается
Обернутая в синее полотно, она идет за мной бледным призраком
Туманы над водою - дымка предрассветная стелется
Седым покровом ровным над тихою, над тихою рекою

(TL: I see you, the haze lingers above
The pink arc of breaking dawn,
A light just as distant as it was when we were children
And dirt, black dirt is spilling from our hands
Wrapped in blue cloth, her pale ghost follows me
Fog on the water - the dawning haze lingers
Like a gray duvet, above a quiet, quiet river)

(Transcript: Ya vizhu tebya, dymka steletsa nad
Rozavai dugoy predrassvetnava
Dalyokava, kak v detstve, svecheniya
I s nashyh ruk zemlya asypaetsa, chyornaya zemlya asypaetsa
Abernutaya v sineye palatno, ana idyot za mnoy blednym prizrakam
Tumany nad vadoyu - dymka predrassvetnaya steletsa
Sedym pakrovam rovnym nad tihayu, nad tihayu rekoyu)
  
I’ll draw a circle in the sand
Drive myself around the bend
In a desperate attempt to hold onto your battered hand
Rocked to sleep beneath the snow
She is bathed in youthful glow
"Strong enough to let it go" he says, but, darling, I don't know
This isn't my first time sinking lower than the low
How hard can it be to never let it overflow
Oh, I've gotten used to being haunted long ago
All I need to hear’s a simple "hello" 

Right through the arc of breaking dawn
Through the haze and through the maw
Of the grinder; I won’t find her, but I’ll guide you through them all
No more circles left to find
In the windmills of this mind
Rest your members 
Now, remember, dear, you’ve always been too kind
Oh it’s nothing new, the visionless leading the blind
It’s easy to say, “why don’t you leave it all behind”
And this moral compass is forever misaligned
All I need to hear is that you’ll be there by my side
(But you can never know that)
“Too strong to die”  
(Or was that me again?)
I know that
(There has to be some hope that’s)
Just out of sight

I won’t let myself lose it again 
And now my only hope is that one day you’ll understand
I’ll wrap the chain
Round my heart and her hammering neck
And save what’s left, though I know that
One day this weight will come to break my back

Once again we were left in the dust
Self-hating ones like us crack when we betray someone’s trust
So if you must
Shield your heart with these layers of rust
The sun will rise, until then I’ll
Be waiting for you on the other side

【Iroha feat. KYO】THE MILL【VOCALOID Original】

BPM is 125
The video cuts out the first 5 seconds of silence, so do that if you want to synch your cover to it!

THE MILL (INSTRUMENTAL)

LYRICS:

Channelling love through the noise of sinful thoughts becomes a
Challenge with no guiding voice to pave the way, you say
This safe existence’s lacking in joy,
But as opposed to what? The world that 
Just wants to play and break you like a toy?

Channelling love through the fear of being torn apart by
Crowds of your barbarian peers, the human filth around us
Wants to trample all that is dear
Under the guise of watchful reason
But no, of course, I’m being too austere

A thousand years ago it was a tepid autumn day
A lock has sealed this door,

But no more 
Blinded by the sun,
You spin the barrel of a
Fully-loaded gun
“If there’s no winning 
Might as well just have some fun”
I want to scream, when will you
Get it through your skull
That I will not
Let you drown
“The light is gone -
The thought keeps running through your mind,
But fearing life is easier than fighting, right?”
Oh please, just hide
Behind this back of mine and save your helpless spite
Knock on the door - access denied

Channelling love through the smoke and cheap substandard spirits 
Laughing, you got off the hook, but you keep dancing in its
Shadow, now I overlooked your playing buddies with a monster
I fostered hope to reclaim what you took

And in a thousand years I’ll see a tepid autumn day
And only think about
Its grace, but

Blinded by the sun
You play roulette still with a
Fully-loaded gun -
A disappointing image
Always on the run
Oh I believed that you could 
Change your ways somehow
But you just keep
Crashing down
“So are you done?”
Your quiet voice is filled with spite - ironic, right?
Why don’t you get out of my sight
“Oh, you’re too kind”
The day goes up in flames
You know, I really tried
Knock on the door - access denied

Everything will pass
The edge will dull -
I know what’s best for you, and after all
A day will come,
Warm and bright, when I
Tear down these dismal shelter walls

【vflower】STRIKE 3【VOCALOID Original】

STRIKE 3 INSTRUMENTAL

Since the song is part of an album, I'm only gonna upload the instrumental here! The BPM is 135. 
You can listen to the on-vocal version here: https://youtu.be/BxhKGjZPjI0

(INSTRUMENTAL) dopamine_machine

Despite my best efforts, Kyo's English is still really muffled. But hey, that's what the following section is for!

LYRICS:

So, I see, I found myself pinned up against another
Impenetrable wall
No, it won’t take long at all
Short talk and go
Don’t look so shocked, come on

It’s fine
And even though I think this could be our goodbye
There’s defiance in your eyes
Ah, of course, it must be pitiful to see
Someone with a face like this, even if that somebody is me

Laugh, surely, you know the moves
To disgracing, beating, mixing trash with blood and dirt
And even so, I wouldn’t mind at all
But enter Mother Mary robbing me of my cathartic resolve 

It’s a dead-end endeavor, it’s time you understood
That this whole situation won’t bring you any good
Oh, I know that your heart's beating faster than it should
But I can’t let you in - wouldn’t even if I could

So, I see, I found myself trying to win another
Inconsequential fight
Hah, my bark turned out to be much harsher than the bite
Alright,
Sometimes life doesn’t give a damn about how hard you try
But forgive my helpless spite
What’s the point of this self-pity? 
It’s not pretty - 
Being part of bleeding hearts, just wasting time,
Waiting for a sign

Hey, hey, is this weird or what?
This familiar feeling ties my insides up in knots
It’s silly - no, Occam, bring out the saw
Cause I’ve got some doubts to cut before I grasp onto this thin straw

It’s a little suspicious, I’d like to know some more
Maybe we’re not as different as I believed before
Has it been a month, really? One week turned into four
Call it my wishful thinking - I see an open door 
It’s a dead-end endeavor, of course, I understand
Seems the devil has found business for my idle hand
It’s unlikely, you tell me - I tell you, it connects
Call it my wishful thinking - I call it common sense

It’s a wicked endeavor, I’ve always understood
That this whole situation won’t bring me any good
For a moment my heart's beating faster than it should
But I can’t let you in, even though I wish I could
I’m not one to see people as means to meet an end 
But some ventures require a sacrificial lamb
This particular troubled youth on the diagram
Found his footing in saying 
“I need, therefore I am”

【KYO】Occam's Razor【VOCALOID Original】

Occam's Razor (INSTRUMENTAL)

LYRICS:

dawn can’t break when the sun has burned to a crisp
there must have been some supernova i missed
my ultimate snapshot - “sky overcast”
go out with a whimper, not with a blast

you open up your eyes, open your up arms, open your everything
lay all your holy vows and unholy charms - all of you before me
and so you run, and so you run, and so you run like a stray mutt 
after a mutt- 
after a muttered confession of love

the haze
lingers above
the pale dawning arc

day can’t break when the sun has burned to a crisp
there must have been some supernova i missed
my ultimate snapshot - “sky overcast”
go out with a whimper, not with a blast

to scour the blackened, soot-covered earth
to cry out my name in violent birth
to settle for naught and settle the grudge
when there was no jury, i was the judge
open up my eyes, open up my arms, open up everything
lend me your dying vows and undying charms, i can still hear you sing
see you there standing calm by the open window in the living room
and all the light in the world converges on you

Ferry

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