i wish u were here.. but i know ur not here

bonfere

@copics
ooooo x2
i like losing control with you
cut me off but it’s cool
cuz it’s not the first time
i hate being in love with you
now i gotta kill you too
this will be our last time
girl just know it wasn’t my fault
didn’t mean to hurt you
or maybe I did….

@8blss
why would u lie to me again
was it something i said?
are u js mislead by your friends?
i’d be better off dead

i feel like u didn’t mean what u said
now ur stuck up in my head
now ur leaving me on read
i’d be better off dead

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better off dead w/ crayon

megan - just laugh dear

spiraling, back again
into the loop, that self sustains
to fix my body, 
i must fix my head
but to fix my mind
i must fix my spine
how do i arrange my feelings
in this story full of lies
what hurts is not one thing
its the weight of everything
i cannot control
i can’t control the vast majority of my surroundings,
but i can control how i react to the things around me
everything me, what do i see, what does it mean to me
im like if you got a bipolar person and sped up the rate of their episodes by like 10x speed,
i keep wondering to my self is there something wrong with me, 
how much longer do i have, whats really left for me
no matter how hard i try nothing really adds up, 
no one can really get to the bottom of all of this stuff
lookin at the way things are, was it really made for us
how on earth did we all manage to fuck everything up
what hurts is not the pain
its the fact that i felt so good just a moment ago
what went wrong
how did i manage to mess it all up
like i always do
what have i done to myself

what hurts is not one thing, it's the weight of every thing

@aeter @iidropkickbabies

My girl my girl she's so abusive I think I'm a loser
My girl my girl, she's so abusive I think I'm a loser
I think I'm a loser

Come on wait I can't I can't It'll take like two Seconds
The boss will have my ass for this it's illegal

My girl
My girl
She jus so fuckin  abusive
My body is covered in bruises
You made me feel so stupid
My girl is so abusive i think i'm a fuckin loser
Baby bleed a bloody river
I wish i didnt fuckin miss her
She's jus is so abusive
My body is covered in bruises

Are you ever going to ask that girl out
My girl my girl she's so abusive i think i'm a loser
My girl my girl she's such a loser I think I'm a loser
So stupid
I know what you did last summer baby put me Six feet under baby bleed a bloody river i wish I didn't fucking miss her
Loser

skul n aeter mygirl  @fuckaeter @iidropkickbabies

maybe im too paranoid 
maybe i just think too much
you always got me stressing out 
and sometimes i wonder how 
(alll of this anxiety, stressing me out)
got me in my head i swear im trippin up (our love is too good forbid it from me)
i don’t know what to think but do i gaf
give me just a reason to gaf 
idk if i care forget the details when im not there
and it sure hurts when your not here

paranoid 2 party

Lyrics:
so leave me to rot again
yk that im sensitive 
your texting me weird its misleading 
what am i reading? am i misreading?
so i so i 
try not to cry
i dont need help 
from you 
anymore
dont make it worse for me
dont make it worse for me 
dont get too close to me

text

Lyrics: 
so take your shoes i know youre not staying a while
but how can i be like the way we used to be if you dont see me like that anymore
so now im shutting all my doors for you i dont want you around me
but i didnt make this decision yesterday, it was so many things on my mind
finally i got your time it felt like you were mine
finally i got your time
cause lately it feels like im slipping from your mind
just because i let you go doesnt mean i didnt like when you were mine 
but i didnt make this decision yesterday, it was so many things on my mind
finally i got your time it felt like you were mine
finally i got your time
cause lately it feels like im slipping from your mind
i need your peace of mind
i miss when you would sleep right here 
i miss when you were mine
and i miss the way you talk but ill still let you walk
i need your peace of mind
i miss when you would sleep right here 
i miss when you were mine
and i miss the way you talk but ill still let you walk

yearn

runnin thru a dream
suddenly feels like its just you and me
what a dream fourteen forever 
fourteen forever 
moving on too soon
moving on too soon
girl id like to see you 
suddenly feels like its just you and me
what a dream fourteen forever 
fourteen forever fourteen forever fourteen forever

red madison

beggars cant be choosers

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

WDYM?

lol what a tragedy

kannibal (feat. creepies)

My medication got me crying out
Its just another girl I think about

I wanna find a place to situate
But I can’t even get my story straight

I guess hold your horses
Of course move in forces
Take those pills and forget
That’s what your doctor meant

megan - just laugh dear

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