@giodela-do7 I miss how obsessed I thought she was

When I was 11 I dated a boy 2 years older than me. I thought it was cool that somebody liked me. After a month he started calling me fat and ugly and pointing out flaws i never even noticed.then he would follow me and dig his nails into my wrist . Two months in he started pulling my hair. We dated for 10 months because I was too afraid to help myself escape and I still think about every word he said. He killed me.

the relationship ended 4 months in and he found out she cheated on him, he realized life wasn’t worth anything and decided to give up, he’s now a methamphetamine addict living on the streets of brooklyn

I like someone who has a gf…but I wanted him first.☹️😢

🖤

part of that Power which still produceth good, whilst ever scheming ill

it's all in your head

how to never stop being sad

made by Dandelion Hands (ALL CREDITS GO TO DANDELION HANDS)
his soundcloud: @dandelionhands

it's all in your head - dandelion hands (Full Album Playlist)

dandelion hands - how to never stop being sad

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

i just want to hold her

I think of you sometimes
Before I sleep
Before I dream
I think it’s done this time
I can’t believe
I can’t believe

You weren’t supposed to leave 
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone
What have you done to me
And now you’re gone 
Now you’re gone

i still think about you

this house is not the same

to be loved is to be changed

i tried to kill myself two days ago and no one noticed

Mom Told Me Everything Will Be Ok

2/3 of Take Care's discography! Go buy the album off Bandcamp ->

Agony / Reject / Alive

This Feeling Will Pass

Puppetry

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

Willow Smith - Wait A Minute (Slowed)

Sex Money Feelings Die Slowed

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

song by awfultune
editing by cherubflesh

why does this have so many plays lol

awfultune - i met sarah in the bathroom {slow//reverb}

I just remake tiktok audios to hear them on soundcloud lol. Bipolar ahh posts

dandelion hands - how to never stop being sad

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