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Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Pteraz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itspteraz/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/24lSOruSbioiHq3hLCDLmp?si=KIiWUX9_QYSfTajzaCDv7g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/pteraz/1480311051

lyrics:
woke up from a dream my heart is racing
if it's all in my head why am i chained up
got her hands around my neck there's no escaping
i was caught in a trap by her fake love
i need to leave tonight
but my hands are tied
it's hard to run away when you're dying inside
ropes getting tight
as she grabs a knife
instead of killing me softly she said goodbye
and i should've known she would've left me here
before facing the fears she kept outside the door
time would've showed we could face them together 
but now i'm writing this letter
on a hotel floor

welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves
welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves

tied my hands up threw me out the back of the car
i don't know where im at but it's somewhere far
i can see well but i feel like i'm blind
all i saw through the blood was a hotel sign
heart break hotel wait i've been here before 
checked in and then left in a month or two
it's not the same this time yeah it hurts a bit more
honestly don't think that i'm leaving soon
and I cannot stop this feeling that 
this is love never mind I feel so controlled
she took me down to my new room
under the full moon I can see all the lies she's told

welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves
welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves

hate you
to the man in the mirror
the one who won't disappear
get outta my head
hate you
her lies were filling my ears
it was increasing the fears
before the love fled
hate you
to the man in the mirror
the one who won't disappear
get outta my head
hate you
her lies were filling my ears
it was increasing the fears
before the love fled

welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves
welcome to heartbreak
heartbreak hotel
every night gets worse it just hurts like hell
we're going crazy
rager in one twelve
we can ease the pain
and tell lies to ourselves

Heartbreak Hotel

Spotify/Apple Music

Løuis & Pteraz - Heartbreak Hotel (prod. CBeats)

🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
You see me singing in the stage lights
So you think you know my name right?
Well how about we paint a picture 
I'll name my favorite drink you describe the mixture
Yeah go figure 
Face in confusion like how could I diss her
That's when it hits her 
She's not enough
I can make up a pretty face when the sums an ugly one

I smell the alcohol on your breath
And the politics you play with your hand on my leg
And you say i've got a sound that you've never heard 
Well I just hope you're sober enough to pay attention to my work
 
You say you like my hair
And the way I paint my nails
But I just don't care you miss the details
You're not them though
Can't match the tempo
They see the tightrope 
They lead and I go
I miss the way they touch
And the way they never judged 
When we get fucked up it's always just enough
You’ll never be them
They bit their teeth in 
My little demon I want to see them 

Oh here we go again
It's 1:00 AM
I didn't hear a word you said
I'll play pretend
It's starting to become a trend
I comprehend
You don't stick inside my head 
You're nothing more than a friend 
Unlike they do 
I can't relate to
Someone that doesn't feel all of this weight to this weight too. 
This won't play through
I don't hate you 
I just need somebody to cry and complain to.
I hope that you can understand,
But if you don't I won't stick around hold your hand no 

You say you like my hair
And the way I paint my nails
But I just don't care you miss the details
You're not them though
Can't match the tempo
They see the tightrope 
They lead and I go
I miss the way they touch
And the way they never judged 
When we get fucked up it's always just enough
You’ll never be them
They bit their teeth in 
My little demon I want to see them

They Do

🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:

I'm not making it out of this one
I got you running through my system 
I'm not ever getting out alive this time 

Fluorescent lights go off in my room 
I guess I just got used to you 
Your voice remains but you're far away
I light a match and your shadow stays 

It burns me dry and it leaves me thin 
I crave it more than anything
A single touch is all that I need
To bring me down so weak to my knees 

Keep my nightmares out
Give me mouth to mouth
I can't live without you 

I'm not making it out of this one
I got you running through my system 
I'm not ever getting out alive this time 
Dose me 'cause I need another
Choke me till I shake and shutter
Hold me till I feel alive this time 

Broken’s the season
Love is the reason 
I’m really fiending 
And you’re what I’m needing

The sleep that I lose man it doesn't compare
To the empty I feel when I know you're not there 
My skin is so loud why am I so conflicted
I think it's just you 'cause you're that damn addictive 

Let's hide behind doors where we won't be a part
We can study our bodies or lie in the dark
We can speak of our hearts and the fact they’re so empty
I promise to help if you promise to help me 

Keep my nightmares out
Give me mouth to mouth
I can't live without you (without you)

Keep my nightmares out
Give me mouth to mouth
I can't live without you (without you)

I'm not making it out of this one
I got you running through my system 
I'm not ever getting out alive this time

I Can't Live Without You

🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
This city is way too cold
For a place that never snows
Stability hard to hold
When your fate’s not your own

I can't hold that conversation
Numb it with the medication
My past is of no relation
I just hate the destination

I know where you're racing to
I Can’t feel my face with you
Strip me down to just sinew
Here's it straight I’m missing you

I know you hate I’m like this
But I swear I will fight this
Despite the fact I won't call
I’ll hear of all I’ll might miss
Despite the moons got tight lips
The stories leak through the wall   

Alarms go off inside my head
When I’ve got strangers in my bed
This isn't what I need 
 
My thoughts are blocked or what is worse
My breath has stopped cuz it still hurts
Now all I’ve got left are these words
Seat 27 is reserved

I carry stones alone
The doubt will break my bones
Black swan moments I know
Seems that my fate is not my own

I can't hold that conversation
Lose myself in medication
Nighttime fold, regurgitation 
Doctor says it’s a mutation

You know where I’m racing to
You know that I miss you too
All the things we didn't do
I can't believe I’m failing you

Your eyes held the galaxy
Nights up on your balcony
Tongue tied contact flattery
I just can't have you mad at me

Cuz what if it the last time
What if it's the last night
All the words I stood by
What if this is goodbye

I know you hate I’m like this
But I swear I will fight this
Despite the fact I won't call
I’ll hear of all I’ll might miss
Despite the moons got tight lips
The stories leak through walls
 

Alarms go off inside my head
When I’ve got strangers in my bed
This isn't what I need
 
My thoughts are blocked or what is worse
My breath has stopped cuz it still hurts
Now all I’ve got left are these words

Seat 27 is Reserved

https://soundcloud.com/rainingonroses

lyrics:
so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

loves complicated 
i know you’ve waited for too long 
i wanna say it 
just don’t wanna come on to strong 

it’s like everytime you come around 
you find a way to break new ground 
i sing my pain out so loud 
now all these walls are coming down 

coming down 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

i know that im gonna be alright 
cause i’m so done with all the stupid fights 
i dont always do what’s right 
i feel like shit so i get high 

all the bullshit was killing me 
when your love was all that i really need 
i don’t know how you couldn’t see 
me and you was meant to be 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

So What!

RainingOnRoses - So What!

first release in a few months hope u enjoy <3
new song ready 2 drop after this soo it wont be too long without music xx

ps these lyrics r like a year old

bleeding out my heart
broken too many times
wont stitch back together with a pen and a knife
its staining my chest from the inside
here lies my life expentancy bye
oh no not yet i dont wanna go
i dont wanna be alone in the darkness of nothing
please let me hold on
call me on your phone
just to talk just anything to let me fucking hold on
to this horrid place that i call my home 
that i call my home

bleeding out my heart
broken too many times
wont stitch back together with a pen and a knife
its staining my chest from the inside
here lies my life expentancy bye
im sick of trying to try
for this false hope that ill be fine
im sick of holding onto life
when i get nothing back except the blade of my fucking knife
digging into my arm blind
cutting deep at 4:05
coz im holding onto life
with the false hope that ill be fine
that one day ill be alright
that wont fucking happen alright
time to accept that and die

Spotify!

hold on, part two

dj styroz - sonder

CHILDISH

COME WITH ME

Wake Me Up by dESPAIN is available now wherever you stream music! 

https://ps.onerpm.com/wakemeup

LYRICS: 

I’m screaming at the mirror
Whose staring back at me?
Feeling like a stranger
Fist breaks the glass
I’m losing it again
Losing it again
Take all you want
I’m gone
I’m lost in the end
Toxic behavior seems to keep me here
I’ve been fucked up
Thinking it’s gonna be my year

White lies telling me you’re fine
Your eyes say you won’t be home tonight

Wake me up
You said I’m a letdown
Following your heart now
Round n round we go again
Breaking it down in your head
Tell me the lies you’ll never forget
Wake me up
Tell me all the lies you’ll never forget
Wake me up
You said I’m a letdown
Following your heart now

Where’s the love?
I think it’s gone
Living in a world
That’s been fucked up for so long
How can we make a change
When we can’t go a day without a fight?
Ive been fucked up once, twice
Now I’m fucked up for a third time
Tripping over every lie that I said
Wish I could forget
All the words I regret
That’s when you took me by the hand
You looked me in the eyes n said

White lies telling me you’re fine
Your eyes say you won’t be home tonight

Wake me up
You said I’m a letdown
Following your heart now
Round n round we go again
Breaking it down in your head
Tell me all the lies you’ll never forget
Wake me up
Tell me all the lies you’ll never forget
Wake me up
You said I’m a letdown
Following your heart now

Breakdown
You said I’m a letdown
Don’t forget your heart now
You said I’m a letdown


Written by: Matt Skajem(dESPAIN), Jonathan Mireles and Edwin Woodside
Produced by: Jonathan Mireles 
Performed by: Matt Skajem (dESPAIN)

Wake Me Up

Buy/Stream

we were not the only ones to internalise
discover functioning on fumes,
while staring out the padded rooms
and it was never certain
but still, I think you knew
 
what does freedom on the sub-horizon count for?
if not for cherishing these moments in the drug war
encounters plaster walls and shatter on the floor boards
atomic forces spin electrons just like Neils Bohr

settle me this
are these concepts alone?
apathy and pain,
embodying losses
well I won't allow them
I don't feel like I want you to
yeah, I don't feel

not even comical,
exaggerated whole

as we stood face to face
avert my lonely gaze
in a short burst
without a contact number
or at least a trace
keys won't start the ignition

keys won't start my fucking car
she told me pinch yourself, don’t drive too far
I sent her packing,
bent it over a bucket and I fucked it
bleach spilt right on top of the carpet and I liked it
what's the fun in reading manuals,
when the carburettor crackling is crafting sound?
either way,
I feel like a department head
the one that integrates with everyone in infrared

when will you learn?
(I feel like snacking)
put together, oh so anxiously
(best served on crackers)
you're told to strive
for more and march up all the way to the fight
I guess it's boring to assume the brace
cling to floor and guard
with sound off
(off) shore my send off

settle me this
are these concepts alone?
apathy and pain,
embodying losses
well I won't allow them
I don't feel like I want you to
yeah, I don't feel

She Said

she said

from dust to ash, dont you feel human ?
i dont feel like a man, just hide my silhouette
drenched my blood on my hands, i cant feel like you do
its a part of my plan

fantasize, my decline (decline) break on the way
waking up paralyzed, nah dead inside you wont know my name
we might die today, bloodied eyes full of your plague
talking to a gauge now, taking the blame you will know my name

dreading the end of the week
live a little and then let it repeat
im selling my life for a lil gram of weed
blurring myself out then go right to sleep

monday to monday with a single blink
i just wanna say i cant fucking think
i just wanna say i cant feel a thing
but its not what the fuck you think what the fuck you think no

im too lost in my mind (get away)
pulling me down i cant even climb (get away)
nothing to lose all i got is my high (get away)
lets scream our lungs out tonight

far too gone to save, realize
i seen you disappear from afar with my eyes

fantasize, my decline (decline) break on the way
waking up paralyzed, nah dead inside you wont know my name

whywon'tyou

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5AztyG5JSIPM9UozcKMlBq
thederevolutions@gmail.com
https://www.instagram.com/thederevolutions/
2021

Waste It

The Derevolutions - Waste It

Never Sleep introduce Zoo into the fold with much effect and verbosity.
unsuspecting world, pre Minimal Violence project of Ash Luk.
￼//ZOO hailing from Vancouver unleashes the single Soft Deceit which was lost in demo tapes from the early 2010s and now is let loose on the
Simplistic in its narrative yet the song is a barrage of chanting vocals,
catacomb guitar and those drums just demand the dancefloors attention.
Remix package is on point with Aasthma delivering an unsettling, dark, stripped back mix that ushers you into a hypnotic state while JASSS heading in the other direction just blows the whole thing wide open with a remix that deploys huge sonics to elaborate on the physicality of the
original in new and unexpected ways.
The original, heralding the hazy days of punk and sounding like a
bedroom party on xtc, is also not to be missed.
￼//ZOO full band made up of Ash Luk alongside Luna N (Champion Lawnmower, Other Jesus) and Corey Lee (Cowards) and Soft Deceit
was recorded at Otic Sound in Vancouver
"Lydia Lunch eats lunch with Johnny Jewel inside Tresor."
www.neversleep.life Releases April 30, 2021 Cat. NSR004

Soft Deceit

ZOO - Soft Deceit

Thank you for listening <3 w/ @imnotenvy
Prod. @tnvr555

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0waHY3vgA2TeSV2gYqtr1X
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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I'm Geist
Instagram: www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3RBbPmeuOZUZK0xtR32fHy
Twitter: twitter.com/imgeist
Facebook: www.facebook.com/imgeist

NotEnvy
Instagram: www.instagram.com/reallynotenvy/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2FG8ej88kwm05ia80G5xgD

Lyrics:
// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

// envy
The airs cold 
Where'd you go?
Cause now I'm feeling all alone
And im so disposable 
Im finally losing all control
And I 
Tell me why?
You wont leave my mind 
Am I fine?
And now its just a bad dream
Feeling dead 
Tell me how I'll go to bed
I cant keep my demons out
They're keeping me locked down instead
And I
Just need some time 
So I can clear my mind 
Cause you wont leave mine
Untouched

// geist
You're so cynical
I could see it all on your face
And I kept looking away, at all the time that I'll waste 
It should be criminal 
The way I let you ruin my day
But now I'm out of the fray
And I'm just staying on pace

The suns going down and I finally see
All the things that went wrong
Were right in front of me
I got lost in the clouds
Filled my head up with doubt 
And we've lost it all now 
But this was best for you and me

// geist & envy
Cause I've been waiting on a sunset
Shadows over head
And by this time tomorrow
I'll still be in my bed
And I dont like myself
Just like anybody else
I know how much you hate me
You wish that I was dead
And I cant live my life pretending
That I never loved you now so dont shut me down
And your stare feel so condescending 
Will I make it out somehow or will I fade when the sunlight drowns?

Spotify

I'm Geist x NotEnvy - Sunset (Prod. TNVR)

//pessimistic//and\\paranoid\\
vocals, master, mix ~ xoswitch
produced ~ iof

lyrics:
genius.com/Xoswitch-pessimistic-paranoia-lyrics

pessimistic paranoia

pessimistic paranoia (iof)

Lyrics:

Gaffwood:

i’m just a lonely soul and i’m outta my god damn mind 
There be people tellin’ me that i’m out of time 
But that’s all right 
I be doin’ this for me
I’m still smokin’ pack until the sunrise 
I don’t know what to say
Is that all right with you baby? 
(You baby?)

Edacity:

and i don’t wanna go far away
you’re not my babe
and i don’t wanna restart this again 
cause ever since you walked away
it’s not the same
and i think we’re better off as friends
how could i forget the nights you held me?
laying on the couch together resting
talking bout our plans we were investing
now i gotta walk away from the best thing
you were the best thing
you were the best thing

Sadzilla:

I tried so hard in the end
But you still wanted me to try again
When i met you i got butterflies in my gut
And they fluttered
You ripped their wings apart for fucks sake
You gave me stomach aches
 You gave me stomach a-a-a-a-a-ches  

Auras:

And I can’t stand you inside my headspace 
Lie on the floor cause I know I’m a waste 
Taking off into the sky I
Never wanna see you in my life again
Go away, go away
I never wanna 
See you stay
See you stay 
Yeah there’s no end get out my head
I’m sick, I’m done, I can’t pretend

I'm Geist:

I’m sick, I’m done, I can’t pretend
Get out my head, cause there’s no end
And I prayed to god that you’d change
Whiles everyone sweared you’ll stay the same
Now my backs against the wall and I can’t breathe
You’re always lying through your teeth like we can’t see 
And now we’ll watch it fall apart from the front seat
you’re somebody else to everyone but me

Sadzilla:

I tried so hard in the end
But you still wanted me to try again
When i met you i got butterflies in my gut
And they fluttered
You ripped their wings apart for fucks sake
You gave me stomach aches

Klairvoyant:

Compulsive as they come
I hate these kind of endings 
Probably why I always decide to run
When you start pretending 
The you have love for me now
I'd really be better off without

Sadzilla:

I tried so hard in the end (You gave me stomach aches)
But you still wanted me to try again (You gave me stomach aches)
When i met you i got butterflies in my gut
And they fluttered (You gave me stomach aches)
You ripped their wings apart for fucks sake
You gave me stomach aches

Stomach Aches (ft. Klairvoyant, Edacity, Gaffwood, Auras & I'm Geist) Prod. by desmo.

21 Days (blink-182) EMO TRAP

ThE mOnStEr - 

When they ask me what I am afraid of,
I lie.

I can never expose you,
never tell the truth about you
for fear of speaking you into existence.
You are my punisher and my captor,
my tormentor, my torturer.
You are the little voice inside of my head
telling me bad, bad things to do to myself,
things I can't talk about
for fear I'll forget who I am and turn into you.

You tell me we are one and the same, but I am not you.
I would never hurt a child the way you have hurt me.
I would never tell a young girl she is unlovable,
or fat,
or ugly,
or crazy,
or worthless.

I would never tell her to carve ugly, terrible words into her body,
to hold a flame to her skin,
until she has burned herself so badly that the pain goes out like a light
and her nerves are dead,
just like she should be.

I don't know why I listen to you
when you force me to my knees in front of the toilet.
When you send me running around the house in a panic,
searching in vain for a pencil sharpener I haven't already dismantled.
When you tell me the closest to love
I will ever come is sending naked pictures of myself
to disgusting hunters of young prey.

But I am not afraid of them.
I am afraid of the shadows of my mind
of the twisted and warped reality I am living in.

And I scream, because it is all in my head.
I scream because none of it is real.
I scream because you are clawing your way up my throat,
stealing my voice, gouging out my eyes, eating away at the lining of my stomach,
turning my bones to jello and my hair to dust,
destroying, destroying, destroying, destroying, destroying, destroying.

ENOUGH.

I have had ENOUGH. I am not you.
I never was.
I never will be.
This is only a body, and you are only a feeling, and I will rise above.

I am above this, above you, above my thoughts, above it all.
And I will survive.
And I will love me.
And I will not let go.

Sincerely,
Olivia



Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/the-monster-17

get out of ur fucking mind

A silly song I wrote at the beginning of the quarantine when I noticed how many kooks there were out there.

Let Me Out

Let me out
Let me out
Let me out of this fucking place

Don't touch me

What makes you think you're friends with me
All I know is you're my enemy

Let me out of this fucking place
Don't wanna look at your stupid face

Don't gotta listen to your bullshit talk
You don't know what interests me
You don't got a clue when to fucking stop
Choke you with a dick get on your knees

Just go the fuck away
No one wants to hear what you have to say
If I wanna know I would fucking ask
Shut your fucking mouth with an iron mask

Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out

Let Me Out

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

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