*Lyrics*

And I’ve been so trapped I been filled with fear but I always look back ooh oh

But don’t try to say oh no
That you’re trying to change 

I been falling out of love 
putting ash inside my lungs 
So much poison on her lips that’s it’s killing me enough 
That you won’t recognize 
Oh my soul no more it just ain’t right 

Oh inside her web she got my heart 
Existential dread is just the start
Got a hold on me 
You need to let go 
Oh a cobweb kiss is all I know 

I keep on trying to run 
But it never works 
So I’m going ghost 
I’m hoping it’ll work 
And maybe I’ll know 
For better or for worse
If this is all worth it , worth it 

I been falling out of love 
putting ash inside my lungs 
So much poison on her lips that’s it’s killing me enough 
That you won’t recognize 
Oh my soul no more it just ain’t right 

Oh inside her web she got my heart 
Existential dread is just the start
Got a hold on me 
You need to let go 
Oh a cobweb kiss is all I know 

Hold on me Hold on me
Hold on me Hold on me 
Hold on me Hold on me 
Hold on me Hold on me

Cobwebs prod Lil Biscuitx Yeezo

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvmbr]
all of this anger has turned into hatred
& the thought that you left me
i just can’t fuckin’ take it

turn me back into ashes
yeah, i know i won’t make it
baby, you nvr luv’d me
i was just his replacement

we’ve always been so on & off
(like forever)
she doesn’t know what i’ve been off
(liquid pleasure)
i start to realize i was wrong
(no nvmbr!!)
look in the mirror, i’m so far gone
(i need armor)

i know you hate me lately
& it breaks me baby
& i can’t disguise tht i’ve been changin’ l8ly

you look in my eyes
& say ‘i’ll save you baby’
you can’t save me bb, you can’t save me bb

every time that i touch the sky
i wanna fuckin’ die, why’d i get this high?
on a rainy day
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life

[etai s0]
it's kicking in
the ketamine
I'm feeling it
you reel me in
I'm sick of it

the benjamins
only help to mask the real pain I'm in
the binge I'm on
only happens inside of my residence

again

I'm binging off the drugs again
I wish i had some fun again
(yeah)

it's hard to take the love
when i don't love myself no more
no more

sick of it w/ etai s0

it gets scary without you (prod. Spaceboyry)

[bleaky]

[DZO DIGITAL]
Tryna find myself, I been starting to feel lonely 
They ain’t ever help, took advantage of the old me
I been riding round with a couple bitches on me
They won’t hold me down they gon be gone in the morning
I been on my own now
Bouta slide to my hometown 
And I'm riding on the road now
I know I can’t slow down
Gonna crash I got road rage
Stacking cash for my old age
Put my face against the wall again
I pray the night will fall again yeah
Who the fuck are you? You not with team
I’m swerving in a coupe with a baddie she a fiend
Make her scream 
Rocking all black jeans 
Imma pull off in a reed Jeep SRT it bleeds
I know them boys smoking reggie, cut em off like weeds
I told her I’m not ready I can’t be what you need
Said she want love but I know I won’t do right
And I think I heard enough baby I don’t wanna fight
I’m not tryna play anymore 
What you say I’ll ignore

[anesthesia]
wiping bloody margielas on the doormat 
all i know i know is do it to the death i’m on a warpath
boy that fit u rockin trash bro i can’t believe u wore that 
told my bitch that adore her but i’m not tryna explore that

and i’m in love with everything they call a sin
if heavens real ik they not gonna let me in
spilled pills on my nightstand, i sleep in
trying to escape everyday,
and im right back where i started
with a harlot, sipping somethin scarlet out a goblet
all these drugs help me keep my heart guarded
feelings i can’t deal with i try to disregard it

[etai]
dearly departed
i took so much xanax 
i forgot my part started
now im faded off my ass
in the party
taking pics at the sink in the restroom
make a wish, 
mine is to be dead soon
try to find the happiness in life
if it lets you
its a cruel, cold world it'll test you
bleed team now rolling with the best crew
never leave my family 
you mad yours left you
crying like a bitch
and you expect me to bless you
you aint getting shit but treated lesser than dust
and im passing the dutch cuz its lit
pass the blunt now

[bleaky]

[DZO DIGITAL]
Tryna find myself, I been starting to feel lonely 
They ain’t ever help, took advantage of the old me
I been riding round with a couple bitches on me
They won’t hold me down they gon be gone in the morning

Won't Do Right - bleaky, DZO DIGITAL, anesthesia, etai s0 (Ricky Christian + etai s0)

longin' 4 ur luv

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

there’s nothing left for me
i need to leave, i need to leave
i feel the breeze
its heavenly, like ecstasy, like ecstasy

idk whats best for me
or next for me, or next for me
i’ll give u the rest of me, th rest of me

i’ll prolly die in november
u better remember me
when i’m gone (when i’m gone)

i know you don’t give a fuck
and you’re fallin’ outta love
i lost all your trust
and i’m runnin’ outta luck

i have angel wings
but they hate on me
nobody has faith in me..

i’m shaking anxiously
runnin’ outta time so gracefully
yet impatiently

it’s ok if u don’t love me anymore
is what i say & then i’m breakin’ @ my core

my hearts a wasteland
i saw the tears running down ur face and
i can’t take it

wake me up when it’s all over
i can’t deal with being sober

i’m not even close to closure
& i can’t maintain my composure

i’m type one & two bipolar
but i’m jus tryna fuckin’ show her
that i still love her
but i’m gonna suffer

i’m gonna suffer, i’m gonna suffer

it's ok if u don't luv me anymore [slowed]

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

you stab me in my back
it’s hurting me so bad
i can’t ever go back

it’s about time that i bury the hatchet
i gotta kick the fuckin’ habit
or i could keep on tellin’ myself i’ll be alright

heartache, baby i got heartache
i was wrong from the start
but i don’t give a fuck

i’m going retarded
your green eyes, they’re starlit
we’ll smoke ‘til they’re scarlet
your knife feels the sharpest

it’s about time that i bury the hatchet
i gotta kick the fuckin’ habit
or i could keep on tellin’ myself i’ll be alright
…i’m alright

i wanna let you know
i’ll nvr let you go
i shoulda nvr thrown my life away

the sun it never shines 
because i stay inside
until i fuckin’ die & i rot away

*sick fucking solo 😎*

i remember the feelin’
all the fuckin’ bleedin’
i don’t think i’ll ever beat these demons

i’m barely breathin’
never healin’ 
hang myself from the fuckin’ ceilin’

& they’ll pretend that they’re fuckin’ grievin’
but i’m alive & i nvr see them..

it’s about time that i bury the hatchet
i gotta kick the fuckin’ habit
or i could keep on tellin’ myself i’ll be alright
…it’s alright

hatchet

lyrics:

fuck you
fuck you

i can't even really say
that i like a single thing about you

it's true

and nothing that i do
ever seems to matter to you

you fucked me up
for the last time
fuck you
goodbye

fuuuuuuu

feat. @rhx34 & @scr4mbl

[hook]
you finna sink, sink, sink, sink in this fucking drip
leave his ass bruised and blue, he dont got a stick
u know this drum mag make him hop, finna watch him skip
jimmy marsden, big beam to his fucking hip
i wrote the blueprint like im hova, yeah its ova, im jenova,
yeah i birthed u bitch, witness like jehovah
big sword on my back, now its over

[verse 1 - rhx34]
ring ring - yung crisp on my phone ya
just woke up, like 5 in the morning
lemme get pretty quick and i'll be over
hit the blunt, feeling crispy out the toaster

you heard the boy, he said it's over
stomped your ass out on a track
that's exposure

gonna put your whole team on blast
no disclosure

and you don't even need to hit us back
you lil poser

my life been like a movie
everything bubblegum sweet, if i'm choosy

you know we stay high key
even on tuesdays

yeah bitch you know me
it's doomsday

and if i had it my way
i'd go back to kissing you in your driveway

instead of crying my eyes out 
on the highway

tears go drip drip drip
down my face

[hook]

[verse 2 - scr4mbl]
better-better a-  u dont see shit ur a witness
cross a- crossa off the hit list dump a full cliiii
imma slice him into six bits call that deep dish
yh i got got this water yh im gettin fkn seasick

if he walkin round wit a pocket imma need it
yh that boy a liability he a weakness
how u talking alla that shit then delete it
yh he talkin online huh get deleted

u said u were out now ur knocking jehova
all these people say they love me feel like sosa
put a shell thru his forehead gunner loader 
u a dumb bitch think u cold yh im colder

yh imma hop out imma hop out of the rover
yh u just a bitch yh u aint no soldier
imma close the curtains imma put him in a folder
yh ik ur mad know ur shits OOVEERR!!!

[hook]

[verse 3 - your truly]
now its over
roll over
in the grave, hit em with that big blower
i got racks yeah thats what im tryna show er
he in a cell, hashirama, no jenova
i got a bb belt, ak hold the angle keep it kurt tho 
i got a phantom, yeah my choppa kill a bird slow

long blade on my back like my hair snow
materia all filled up let my wrist snow
i give my bitch snow
i let my wrist snow
yeah u drop a new track, why u let the whole collective know?

i dont give a fuck about the future tryna take it slow
yeah this heather want my sweater then i told her she should take it slow
takin it slow, i do not know, she said i dont care enough 
i put on a show, let the world know, this money is not enough

yeah what i fear, is that i stay here, that i dont receive a buff
but i am the hero, and youll stay a zero, this dream gotta be enough

jenova

jenova ft. rhx34 + scr4mbl (prod. yung crisp x rioxion)

melody loops from https://soundcloud.com/oakscreen 's splice pack

dawn

still wasting time (on you) p. yukiidaruma! x ripwarheart

✧༺☆༻༺☆༻✧
(>‘o’)> send beats to Jermainejames30@gmail.com

it gets scary without you (prod. Spaceboyry)

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