On the road again driving night and day
Miss you like crazy every mile sway
Think about your smile brightens up my way
We'll be together soon no delay hey
I love you miss you can't wait to be
In each other's arms just you and me

On the Road Again

Sky is turning gold
Whispers in the night
Feel the warm embrace
Stars begin their flight
Shadows start to dance
Moon is on the rise
Dreams begin to bloom
In your loving eyes

Sunset Dreams

Best thing happened to me
In your arms I’m truly free
Every heartbeat every sigh
With you time just flies by

Only You

Headlights line the road
Night’s a velvet cloak
Radio’s on low
Stars begin to glow
Engine purrs so smooth
Wind through open roof
City lights behind
Freedom on my mind

Midnight Drive

Last time I saw you
It was '88
Hoping you're happy
And your dreams felt great
Still think about you
Every night and day
Wonder if you're smiling
In your own special way

1988 Dreams

Last time I saw you
It was '88
Hoping you're happy
And your dreams felt great

Still think about you
Every night and day
Wonder if you're smiling
In your own special way

1988 dreams
Hope you're living bright
1988 dreams
You're still in my sight

Time keeps on moving
But the past remains
Moments in my heart
Wishing they’re the same

1988 dreams
Hope you're living bright
1988 dreams
You're still in my sight

Got those pictures in my mind
Of our youthful little climb
Hope that all your wishes bloomed
In your world since our time

1988 Dreams Extended

Summer of 1989
We were young it felt so fine
Life was beautiful oh so bright
Endless happiness in sight

Every sunset every moon
We believed we'd see it soon
A world of light and fantasy
Captured in pure ecstasy


Summer of 1989

When the moon is out I feel alive
Even miles can't break our stride
Look up love see the same sky
Through the stars our hearts align

Moonlit Hearts

Moonlight's whisper soft as snow
Lonely forest's gentle glow
Paws tread softly through the night
Seeking love lost from my sight

She - Wolf's Lament

Moonlight on the trees
Whispers in the breeze
I am searching for you
Through shadows and dew

Beneath the ancient pines
Chasing those elusive signs
Your scent in the air
But you’re never there

Where Are You Tonight?

It is what it is
Can't change what we've done
We live for today
Under the sun

No going back now
The past is the past
We dance through the night
Make moments that last

It is what it is
No worries no fears
We hold each other
Through laughter and tears

It Is What It Is

Memories in our DNA

Released today  8 August 2024 :  
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Memories In Our DNA

Right Person, Wrong Time

Once In June
[Verse]
Lived and died in February
In June once more I fly
Life so strange it swirls around me
Underneath this sky

[Verse 2]
June it comes again so soon
Feeling like a déjà vu
Time an endless looping tune
What am I to do

[Chorus]
Once in June I rise and fall
Cycles coming like the moon
Feeling life's unending call
Once in June once in June

[Verse 3]
Moments blend into the night
Seasons drift away
Caught in circles twirling light
In this dance I stay

[Bridge]
Do you see it do you know
This strange and winding road
Life's a river let it flow
Carrying its load

[Chorus]
Once in June I rise and fall
Cycles coming like the moon
Feeling life's unending call
Once in June once in June

Once In June

No more daylight no more sun
Eternal twilight has begun
Life reborn in endless night
Bathe in shadows feel the bite

[Chorus]
Kiss of the vampire
Feel the dark fire
Embrace the night shade
In darkness I'll fade

Kiss Of The Vampire

Black Roses

[Verse]
In the moonlight he appears
Whispers darkness in my ears
Black roses in his hand
No red roses in my land

[Verse 2]
Eyes like shadows fell on me
In his gaze I cannot flee
Black roses scent so sweet
No red roses at my feet

[Chorus]
Black roses bloom
No light inside
From his heart
This love cannot hide
I see them dark
In moonlight's sheen
No red roses
Just haunting dreams

[Verse 3]
Whispers turn to silent cries
In the night the lovers die
Black roses
Death's embrace
No red roses in this place

[Bridge]
Feel the coldness in the air
Lonely hearts in dark despair
Black roses tell the tale
No red roses in this vale

[Chorus]
Black roses bloom
No light inside
From his heart
This love cannot hide
I see them dark
In moonlight's sheen
No red roses
Just haunting dreams

Black Roses

Black Night

Black night, heart tug
In a crypt
Trading warmth from the sun
Darkness gripped
Eternal life for a kiss
Soul tie
Stuck in shadows
Love bittersweet high

Gave up the dawns for a bite
Waltz with a vampire
None in sight
Eternity's price
A heavy strain
Tears mixed with blood
In a dark domain

In the abyss, love's embrace
Missing light, but can't replace
Trapped in circles with a fate unkind
Darkness lives, her heart confined

Sweater weather
A distant dream
Heat of the day
A silent scream
Lost to the moon
Life's parade
Wonderin' if the trade
Was worth the shade

Eyes red, her lover's sin
Blessed curse
Where does it begin?
Shadow life, love's cruel jest
Heartbeat sways in her cold
Filled chest

Flames of love, ice so deep
Terror seen in whispers
Can’t sleep
World above forgotten
Below thrives
In darkness
Her love always survives

Black Night

Laying In My Bed

Verse]
Laying in my bed
A wonderful dream
I woke up with a scream
You standing there seen

[Verse 2]
Your face looks so strange
Acting so weird
I look into your eyes
Now you vanished like the breeze

[Chorus]
What happened last night
You went out so carefree
Now something's not right
Standing there haunting me

[Verse 3]
Friends had a blast
It was all a big show
But you're standing here now
And it’s you I don’t know

[Bridge]
Looking so different
No words you can say
I can't shake the feeling
That something slipped away

[Verse 4]
Something in your eyes
Lost in the dark
I search for the truth
But you're gone with a spark

Laying In My Bed

The Price For Love

[Verse]
Light switched off, shadows creep in close
Trapped in this crypt, pale shadow of a ghost
Love with fangs, kissed by eternal night
Hell's embrace, traded sun for a blight

[Chorus]
Darkness whispers secrets in tangled sighs
Heart beats for the cursed, can't break ties
Eyes that glow, reflect my regret's glare
Love shackled in night, heavy, I bear

[Verse 2]
Moonlit face, can’t shake the chill, the dread
Ancient lover, oh, the blood we've shed
Haunted halls echo my silent screams
Lost to the dark, left daydreams

[Chorus]
Darkness whispers secrets in tangled sighs
Heart beats for the cursed, can't break ties
Eyes that glow, reflect my regret's glare
Love shackled in night, heavy, I bear

[Bridge]
Staring at dusk, lost memories flicker
Warmth turned frost, life became thicker
Glance of dawn, a forbidden desire
Love's a flame, eternal fire

[Verse 3]
Miss the sun, miss the warmth, miss the light
Eclipsed beauty, caught in endless night
Felt the loss of days long expired
But heart's pulse to him never tired

[Verse]
Light switched off, shadows creep in close
Trapped in this crypt, pale shadow of a ghost
Love with fangs, kissed by eternal night
Hell's embrace, traded sun for a blight

[Verse 2]
Moonlit face, can’t shake the chill, the dread
Ancient lover, oh, the blood we've shed
Haunted halls echo my silent screams
Lost to the dark, left daydreams

[Chorus]
Darkness whispers secrets in tangled sighs
Heart beats for the cursed, can't break ties
Eyes that glow, reflect my regret's glare
Love shackled in night, heavy, I bear

[Bridge]
Staring at dusk, lost memories flicker
Warmth turned frost, life became thicker
Glance of dawn, a forbidden desire
Love's a flame, eternal fire

[Verse 3]
Miss the sun, miss the warmth, miss the light
Eclipsed beauty, caught in endless night
Felt the loss of days long expired
But heart's pulse to him never tired

[Verse]
Light switched off, shadows creep in close
Trapped in this crypt, pale shadow of a ghost
Love with fangs, kissed by eternal night
Hell's embrace, traded sun for a blight

[Chorus]
Darkness whispers secrets in tangled sighs
Heart beats for the cursed, can't break ties
Eyes that glow, reflect my regret's glare
Love shackled in night, heavy, I bear

[Verse 2]
Moonlit face, can’t shake the chill, the dread
Ancient lover, oh, the blood we've shed
Haunted halls echo my silent screams
Lost to the dark, left daydreams

[Chorus]
Darkness whispers secrets in tangled sighs
Heart beats for the cursed, can't break ties
Eyes that glow, reflect my regret's glare
Love shackled in night, heavy, I bear

[Bridge]
Staring at dusk, lost memories flicker
Warmth turned frost, life became thicker
Glance of dawn, a forbidden desire
Love's a flame, eternal fire

[Verse 3]
Miss the sun, miss the warmth, miss the light
Eclipsed beauty, caught in endless night
Felt the loss of days long expired
But heart's pulse to him never tired

The Price For Love

Do You Still Love Me?

[Verse]
Do you still think of me
Memories like old dreams
Can you still see my face
In your shadowed nights

[Verse]
I'm missing you tonight
Questions in my mind
Are you in someone’s arms
Do you still call my name

[Chorus]
Where are you now
Are you feeling my pain
Or did you find love
In someone else's heart

[Verse]
Days go by so slow
Every second hurts
Picturing your smile
It's all I can hold

[Verse]
You were my sunlight
Now my nights are dark
Empty rooms and tears
Wondering where you are

[Bridge]
Do you still love me
In the echoes of time
Or am I just a ghost
In someone else's life

Do You Still Love Me?

Gone But Not Forgotten

[Verse]
Don't cry over me when I'm gone
You had the time but life kept you on
You didn't see how I slipped away
Didn't hear my cries come what may

[Verse]
Alone alone was I for years
Whispering ghosts and silent fears
Caring was a bridge never crossed
In a crowd but still I'm lost

[Chorus]
You were busy chasing light
I faded in the cloak of night
Echoes call in empty halls
A shadow on your memory walls

[Verse]
Don't look for me when the moon's high
My stardust dreams are in the sky
You had your chance but time has flown
I've found a place where souls have grown

[Verse]
Every tear you shed in regret
Won't light the paths that we forget
The silent screams of yesterdays
Lost in a haze
Just lifeless grays

[Bridge]
But maybe in a distant land
You'll understand where I now stand
In memories you'll find my song
My heart with you
Where it belongs

Gone But Not Forgotten

The Day After

The day after I killed myself I see the sunrise bright
So many flowers around me buzzing bees in flight
Butterflies dancing softly hiding from the night
The beauty unfolds now in this ethereal light

[Verse 2]
The day after I killed myself I walk my old street
Standing still to listen where birds and melodies meet
Their songs are a chorus pure as can be
It’s a tune I never noticed when I was here with thee

[Chorus]
Oh the day after I killed myself  I finally see
The love and pain tied up in those memories
The tears of a mother the heartbreak unplanned
The sorrow of a family never held by my hand

[Verse 3]
I visit my mother her tears fall like rain
The cries that I caused the visible pain
My little brother heartbroken trying to be brave
My dad's face shows the ache he never could stave

[Chorus]
Oh the day after I killed myself  I finally see
The love and pain tied up in those memories
The tears of a mother the heartbreak unbidden
The sorrow of a family torn and unhidden

[Bridge]
I walk through places faces filled with woe
So many people I never knew cared I now know
The smiles once taken for granted now shine through
The chains that bound me I've broken in two


Description:

"The Day After" is a hauntingly beautiful and introspective song that explores the profound emotions surrounding life, loss, and rediscovery. Through vivid lyrics, it tells the story of someone reflecting on the impact of their absence the day after their tragic decision. The song paints a picture of the love, pain, and unspoken connections often overlooked in life but deeply felt in their wake. With a bittersweet melody and deeply reflective verses, it delivers a powerful reminder of how intertwined our lives are with the people who care for us, even when we can't always see it. Ultimately, the song serves as a poignant tribute to hope, healing, and the unseen beauty of life.

If You're Feeling Suicidal:

If this song resonates with you on a personal level, remember that you are not alone. The pain you're experiencing is real, but there is help and support available. Reach out to a trusted friend, family member, counselor, or a mental health professional. You are valued, loved, and irreplaceable, even if it doesn’t feel that way right now.

For immediate support, please contact a suicide prevention hotline in your area. In the United States, you can call or text 988 or chat at 988lifeline.org for confidential, 24/7 support. No matter where you are, there are people who care and want to help you through this.

Your story isn't over—there’s still so much beauty, connection, and hope waiting for you. 

Please reach out. 

You matter.

The Day After

Hard To Stay Alive

Waking up feels like a war,
Battling demons I can't ignore.
Every breath feels like a test,
But I can't find a moment of rest.

Shadows whisper in my ear,
Feeding doubts, fueling fear.
The mirror reflects a hollow shell,
A heart weighed down, a private hell.

Pre-Chorus
But there's a flicker, faint and small,
A light that fights, though I could fall.
A fragile thread, it holds me here,
Through the darkness, through the tears.

Chorus
It's so hard to stay alive,
When the pain cuts deep, and hope can't thrive.
But I'll keep breathing, though I can't see,
A reason to stay, a reason to be.

Verse 2
The world moves on, I'm standing still,
Climbing a mountain against my will.
Smiles are masks, they hide the truth,
The aching scars of a stolen youth.

No one sees the silent scream,
A shattered soul chasing a dream.
The nights are long, the silence loud,
Lost in the weight of a heavy shroud.

Pre-Chorus
Yet there's a whisper, faint and low,
A voice that pleads, "Don't let go."
A spark of hope, though hard to find,
A fragile peace in a restless mind.

Chorus
It's so hard to stay alive,
When the pain cuts deep, and hope can't thrive.
But I'll keep breathing, though I can't see,
A reason to stay, a reason to be.

Bridge
Maybe tomorrow, the sun will rise,
And light will cut through these endless skies.
Maybe this weight will start to lift,
And life will offer a gentle gift.

For now, I'll fight, one step, one breath,
Through the valleys of life, through the shadow of death.
It's so hard to stay alive,
But somewhere inside, I choose to survive.

Hard To Stay Alive

Turbo Velocity

Masks

Behind the laughter, a storm brews inside,
A shattered soul where shadows collide.
The bottle whispers, the needle sings,
Temporary solace in broken wings.

They see the smile, the painted facade,
But deep in the night, it all feels so hard.
If they could see the war you wage,
Would they treat your heart with a gentler gaze?

Chorus
And the cycle spins, round and round,
The light of day, the dark underground.
A happy face to mask the ache,
But in the dark, you break, you break.
If they knew how heavy the night can feel,
Would they offer a love that's real?

Verse 2
The mornings are cruel, the mirror’s a lie,
The tears are dry, but the pain won't die.
You dance on the edge, you teeter, you sway,
Hoping tomorrow feels lighter someday.

They see the strength, the surface control,
But they can't see the cracks in your soul.
If they knew the darkness that you've endured,
Would their love be softer, their words more pure?

Chorus
And the cycle spins, round and round,
The light of day, the dark underground.
A happy face to mask the ache,
But in the dark, you break, you break.
If they knew how heavy the night can feel,
Would they offer a love that's real?

Bridge
Every glass raised is a bridge you burn,
Every high fades, and the lows return.
But there's a spark in the ash, a reason to fight,
A hope that tomorrow could rewrite the night.


So take this song, let it echo through,
For the ones who feel the darkness too.
May the world learn to see, to hear, to care,
For the hearts weighed down by despair.
The cycle spins, but it can change,
Together we can break the chain.

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